Death
My head hurt. It hurt so fucking bad, and I don't remember why. The last thing I remember was Charlie knocking me unconscious. I groaned and started to blink my eyes, so that I could regain my sight. When my eyes where open I looked around me and discovered that I was only wearing a thin white dress that barely covered my butt, no shoes, and my hair was still in the messy bun I had put it in before school. There was nothing in the room except for the table by the bed that I lay eagle spread across with my hands tied above me to the top bed posts, and my feet tied to the bottom bed posts.
You walk in but I can't see your face for you're wearing a full face mask, and I close my eyes and pretend to be asleep. You untie me, and pick me up only to throw me down on the hard cement floors a few seconds later. My eyes jerk open. I look around and see you peering down at me smirking. Then so fast I can barely even register that you moved your hand was there along with a knife dragging it across my pale flesh.
As I lay on the floor bleeding
Wishing for
Death
You stand over me laughing
You keep repeating. Doing it over and over again. Never hitting the same spot twice. By now my arm is bright red from all the blood pouring down my arm. You finally stop only to do the same thing to my other arm, and both my legs. You finally stop just when my head is spinning really bad from all the blood loss.
With a knife in hand
You bend down
Will you end my misery?
Or will you increase my suffering?
You rip my dress from my body, and I see that I'm not wearing anything under. You grab me forcing me to sit up. My head spins more now. You pull down your pants and force your disgusting cock in my mouth. I want to throw up from the terrible taste. As you rape my mouth my head wonders. Where is Charlie? Why did he do this to me? What did I do to deserve this? I've always been a good girl. I never stayed out past curfew. I never went to parties. I always went to bed on time. I always did what I was told to do. So why is this happening to me? You finally stop and pull out of my mouth. I try to get much needed air into my lungs. You pick me up again and throw me on the bed.
As I lay on the bed bleeding
I wonder
Do you even care?
That I lie here wishing for
You stare down at me, and grab your knife from before and carve your initials onto my stomach. My body grows weaker as my life flows out of me from all the cuts that YOU put on my body. Why are you doing this to me?
Death
To come as fast as possible?
The sooner I get to leave you
As the darkness creeps
Just before I start to feel the numbness you grab your cock, and push in my pussy as fast as you can; breaking my barrier. I cried out in pain, and suddenly your hand came down, came in contact with my cheek, and left an even huge sting.
Upon me
You laugh and grab my wrist
You take your knife and slice the skin,
I hiss in pain and wish for
Every time I would cry out in pain you would hit me harder. Soon you finished thank-god! But it's not over yet. You tell me that my father sold me for drugs. That can't be true! My father would never do drugs. But then again he has been acting weird lately.
Death
To come faster.
The darkness comes faster now
And I greet it with open arms
You take your knife and make small cuts. Barely touching the skin, but still cutting it. It's not as bad as my other cuts, but there is still pain, just not as much.
I embrace it in a hug
I grab a hold of it
And I know that
Death
My skin stings, and as the pain grows so does the numbness that I crave.
Will come soon.
I close my eyes
And the darkness takes over
My wish came true
The room is getting darker, and darker, and darker by the second. I close my eyes, and let the darkness begin to take over. With a sigh of relief I breathe, my last breath…
I wished for
Death
And
Death
Is what I got…
A/N: the poem mentioned here was written by yours truly! It's called, you guessed it: Death! Oh and before you ask it's free verse. So it's fine if it doesn't rhyme. Read and Review please! Oh and there are some pictures on my profile. I hope you enjoy them! :)