Hey readers I know I've been gone for a while, and yes im still on vacation but guess what!

No Jasper is still a fictional character...but not to me!

No I still don't own not even a line from twilight!

I have internet access yay! Witch means I can update frequently so here you go I hope you all enjoy!

Be sure to check out my other story Never Look Back as well as my new O/S The Cat and the Plumber.

Oh and yes I changed my Pen Name.

So you wont get confused when I write in Italic it means its a dream.

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I knew he was just a figment of my imagination. But he represented all that was good. He was what kept me sane in this hell on earth. He was what would save me. I was mesmerized by his golden tussles, captivated by his amber eyes. He was my guardian angel. He would be the reason I wouldn't have to cry any more.

Chapter 1: Escape

"Bella what's wrong?" He asked. His voice was so sweet so soft.

"He …he" I couldn't bring myself to utter the words.

"Did he hurt you again?" I shook my head.

"He brought Charlie's body to show me I have no one but him." I cried. "I don't know how much more I could take of this Jasper. With every second I feel more of myself just slip away. I don't even know how long it's been since I've been here. I don't know what to do." I said in a panic. He cupped my cheek and immediately I felt calm.

"You have to hold on Bella. I'm coming to save you." His eyes seemed to sparkle with his love for me.

With him I was so hopeful.

"I'll be there soon darlin' just stay strong." Like all my other dreams of him it ended with him vanishing and me returning into the darkness of my hell.

"Stay strong," I kept repeating rocking myself back and forth. "You can do this." I glanced at Charlie's body that sat there staring at me.

"I love you dad. I'll stay strong." There was a knock on the door and the locks clicked signifying it was Laurent.

"How are you today?" He asked uncuffing me.

"Is that a trick question?" I asked rubbing where he cuffed me so tightly. Laurent glanced at my father's rotting body.

"I'll see if I co-"

I began feeling sick. I ran to the toilet and brought up everything I had in my stomach. Laurent raced in after me. Beads of sweat trickled down my face as my stomach flopped at a sickening pace.

"Are you all right?" He asked in a concerned manner. I couldn't answer as I felt my body trying to empty its self out. I clung to the toilet for dear life. When Laurent was sure I was finished, he picked me up and laid me on the mattress. It was cheap and uncomfortable and some of the springs poked out, but I learned to make do with what I had.

"I'll go talk to Edward." He whispered and ran out the room of course locking the door.

When it opened up again he was there watching me over intently. His auburn hair was disheveled as always. There was no question about it, he was stunning but it was his sick twisted mind that disgusted me.

My breaths grew jagged as my head pounded and swirled making me feel sick all over again.

"My poor baby" He cooed.

"Oddly enough you are so damn irresistible looking so weak and helpless." He mutters pulling my underwear off. I had learned over time not to fight back, it was just better off this way.

In no time I felt him inside me. I closed my eyes and pictured the boy from my dream. Touching me so lovingly, whispering how much he cared as we made love. I felt my legs begin to quiver as my walls convulsed and I felt this odd floating feeling as I let out a quiet moan.

"I see someone finally learned to enjoy it." Edward muttered bringing me back from my erotic dream. He kissed my lips roughly and was gone in a flash. I drifted off to sleep with only him in mind.

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I laid in the patch of daisies waiting for his arrival. He would often appear from the west of the clearing. I began to pick at the petals as I heard the patter of him approaching. I sat up with a smile but it quickly erased when I saw he wasn't alone.

"Well well well Bella, what have we here."Edward said with a cunning smile. You would swear we were friends by the way he spoke to me. Two unknown vampires were holding my beloved.

"Edward please-"I began to plead. He was in my face in a blink of an eye. His normal crimson eyes were now swirling with dark specks.

"I'm so sorry." I said quickly remembering my place. I should have never spoken.

"Bella you shouldn't be sorry." My angel spoke.

"Who the hell are you?" Edward asked in annoyance.

"The man of Bella's dreams." I couldn't help but smile adoringly at him, he was just so perfect. Edward laughed heartily at the response and grabbed me by the throat.

"Let her go!" He yelled trying to break free. With Edward's tight grip, I began to see spots as I gasped violently for air. I felt a sickening gut wrenching pain stab at my stomach causing me to scream in terror.

"Hmm who shall I kill first? You or your loverboy?"He asked in a menacing tone.

"Edward please. Just kill me." I said without having to think. I looked up and our eyes locked.

"I'm so sorry." I uttered as my vision began to fade.

"I love you, Jasper." Were the last words I said as I welcomed the darkness.

I awoke feeling damp and a stabbing feeling in my stomach. I whimpered out in pain. I could smell the blood, as I began to panic. The sickening pain stabbed once more causing me to scream.

I heard the knock on the door. Laurent turned the bulb on and looked at me in horror.

"What's happening to me?!" I yelled.

"You're having a miscarriage. Shit!" He muttered. His eyes were dark.

"We have to get you some help?" I couldn't hear anymore as the stabbing feeling returned.

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"She's dying Edward she lost to much blood. You yourself said you like her why not change her."

"For the last time I said no."

"Edward" He began to protest.

"Did you not hear me?" I heard a loud thunderous clap. I opened my eyes to see Laurent and Edward fighting.

"Don't tell me you fell in love with my girl." Edward growled.

"No I'm just sick of watching you play your twisted games. Humans aren't meant to carry our off springs." I could hardly see them, they were moving to fast to keep up. "You can't keep killing innocent girls."

"Have you forgotten who you are? I made you! I gave you everything you have!" Edward yelled.

"And I'm done paying you back. This is it." I could hear the two bodies collide with another thunderous clap.

"Bella run!" Laurent yelled holding Edward. I didn't hesitate. I bolted through the door and up a few steps. I could hear Edward yelling and trying to break free.

I ran out through storm doors and into the woods. As I ran I took in my surroundings but never looked back, I realized I was in the middle of nowhere. The sun felt as if it was beaming down on me and following my every step.

I didn't get that far. I suddenly began to feel weak as my vision began to blur and my whole body seemed to go numb from the coldness. In the distance I could see a figure. I mustered all my strength and screamed as loud as I could before the darkness pulled me in once more.

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I just want to give a quick thank you to my darling Jaspersdarkangel who gave me the idea of making Edward the bad guy. I have about two more chaps written so do me a big favor and tell me how much you love or hate this chap. Also im looking for a new beta so if your interested please let me know.

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