WARNING WARNING WARNING; CONTAINS ANGST AND CHARACTER DEATH. D:
Please make sure you watch/listen to "Proof of life" by Wotamin and Valshe (Rin kagamine and Len kagamine) to understand this fanfic.
(Oh, and when it gets to the brackets, that's len singing along... well... ;D You'll find out ENJOY!)
She could hear the sounds of winter whispering quietly in her ears, a soft gentle breeze passing by her ears, she trembled ever so slightly as she listened slowly to it.
The blue haired boy stood beside the pink haired girl, a blue scarf wrapped tightly around his neck his sapphire eyes shining slightly, his pink mouth blowing out warm breath that turned to a white cloud of air.
"Are you cold?" She grinned at him softly, looking from his thin clothes to his thin black clothes, then to hers.
The voice of the winter swirling around in the air
I can hear it in my ears, and it makes me tremble
I look over to see your breath coloured white
It looks really cold.
She closed her eyes softly, feeling a red hot blush rush to her cheeks; Feeling a child wanting that toy.
"I'm fine." He did that handsome smirk he played so well, making her cheeks go even redder. "Are you?"
"I'm fine." At this point in time, thinking about it. She didn't feel fine, she felt like falling back onto the snow, closing her eyes and going for a long sleep.
Is this what it feels like to have your life wither?
She sees the seasons pass by her, almost quietly, quickly, barely able to register them as they blur past her, but in real time. The seasons pass slowly.
The time has come for life to wither away
And wait for the next spring to roll around
Watching the seasons pass by me slowly
The dim light sprouts like a flower bud
She sees a light in the edge of her vision a bright, red blinding light, a horrible light.
She places a shaky hand on her face, feeling like she could break down and sob.
"I want to live." She begins to hum a sad yet joyful song, a song they should remember her by, not a sad goodbye, but a joyful goodbye.
"I hope they remember me." She says it quietly, even if she can't hear it, nor does she know if someone's standing right beside her.
Knowing the fact that it will rust away
I really want to be able to live on further
I want to keep on singing songs
I want people to remember me in the world
Proof that I really did live once upon a time.
She didn't want to cry to the song that she was becoming, as if a sad tune. That red bright blinding light stood in place, blinding and obscuring her vision, a buss light and tender in her ears.
"Please don't cry about me," she smiles at nothing, speaks to nothing. "I really mean it."
I don't want this song to become a tearjerker
I really do mean it; I don't want it to be this way.
Please allow me to smile happily smile beside you
I want to continue to sing heartfelt songs with you.
The seasons passed in a blur once again, she grew weaker by the winters her hearing and sight no longer there no longer able to hear or see anything, until winter came again. She felt a warm hand on her arms, her face everything.
She smiled a small smile "Ikuto...?" she could feel it, it really was him.
These feelings for him, what were they? Were they love? Did she really love him?
A couple of days pass by again, her time was short, and her hourglass was up.
Winter came by a few times since then
I understood these feelings and what they were
My time ran out and I couldn't tell you
But deep in my heart I knew were shared a soul.
She could no longer see anything in this darkness, wherever she was, no one was here with her.
(He kneeled down beside the small pink haired girl, touching her palms, her face, and her arms, everywhere. Was she lonely?)
She heard nothing, except the sound of gushing water.
(Was she in pain?)
She touched her arms, now she felt more scared than ever, alone in this darkness. No one to speak to, no one to care.
(He whispered slowly with uneven breathes, as if trying to choke back his unspoken cries)
She hurt from head to toe, like that red blinding light that pulsed threw her body.
("I'll always find you.")
She was all alone.
(Then he screamed loudly)
I can no longer see anything besides the darkness
(Tell me if you're in pain)
And I can't hear anything
(Tell me if you're feeling lonely.)
I'm really scared
(No matter what)
And I'm hurting.
(I'll always fine you)
And I'm lonely
(Someplace)
Even thought she could hear or see anything in the darkness, she could feel the world around her slowly withering.
("Amu, Please don't leave me like this!")
She could still see his bright, warm teasing smirk on his beautiful face, his hair sticking up like a cats, his odd habits, his relentless teasing, she missed everything about him.
(The earth seemed to wail back, "I'm really scared." )
And even though everything around here is withered
(Don't leave me like this, please don't go)
I can still see that bright warm smile of yours
(I thought we shared one soul together?)
Everything.
She smiled to herself alone in the darkness, she hoped he still played his violin with those beautiful melodies of his.
(He could barely see those small white legs anymore, so cold and gone they had gone a bright blue colour)
Even if she wasn't there to sing along with his melodies, so meaningful they brought tears to her eyes every time she thought about it, even if he was really lonely.
(He hugged her close to him, trying to wrap her in his warmth, trying to awake the sleeping beauty; tears began brimming at the corners of his eyes)
She hoped he still remembered her in his heart, hoped he still remembered he was in hers.
("Speak to me." He lets a ripple of a sob wave threw him, placing his head atop the girls frozen one as he says this)
He's never alone.
Keep on singing those heartfelt songs we loved
(the snow covers every bit of anything and you slowly dissapper)
Even if you're lonely and don't want to go on.
(There's nothing I could possibly do besides embrace you)
Always remember deep inside, I'm here with you.
(I ask you one thing, if you could, let me hear your voice)
Never will you be alone.
She didn't feel sad, she didn't feel like breaking down and crying, maybe it was because of those warm arms that were tightly wrapped around her, so strong, so caring.
She couldn't hear anything, but as the tips of her fingers began to tingle, she knew what it was.
She knew what it was, tingling at the tips of her fingers, attempting to warm her frozen fingers.
(He stands to his feet carefully, looking down at the frozen body beneath his feet, he sobbed, falling to his knees again, clutching to the body as if it were the last thing to save her, and whispering gently between the sobs "I love you.")
His heart.
I don't feel sad or lonely because I have you
Your arms are tightly around my shoulder you're warm
I don't hear anything but I can feel it
I can feel it at the tips of my fingers
(I love you)
Your heart...
She hoped he was playing those warm songs of his on that violin of his,
(He could hear it in his head, the sound of her soft singing, but she wasn't here, she was gone.)
She really hoped it, she didn't like his sad songs.
(Wherever he was, was like she'd left a white stain on the snow, that melted away)
She hoped she was still smiling softly up at him.
(The world brightens for a new dawn, a new start, its all falling down on him, the world around him is falling apart.)
She could hear those happy songs, the ones she loved, mixed in with the sad songs—that always made her cry,
(He wished he could scream, scream so loud the earth would awaken and the heavens would throw back her, right into his arms.)
I don't want this song to become a tearjerker
(A life goes on and drifts towards the heavens)
I really do mean it I don't want it to be that way.
(The snow white stains and it melts away)
Please allow me to smile happily next to you
(There's nothing left for me here, not a soul)
I want to carry on singing those heartfelt songs with you.
(There's nothing for me.)
She grinned softly into the darkness, her mouth slowly opening; wishing she could tell him this before she left him for evermore, before she left her body and her soul behind. Before she left him alone.
I shall dedicate this goodbye song to you.
But, before I leave this life for the rest of time
"Thank you."
I want to say thank you.
Phewwww, I'm done finally. This is the first song to "Soundless Voice." explaining Rin's side of the story. Although I think i captured Ikuto's personality more easily in this one. xD
Ahwellll~
I bet you guys didn't except me to update this so soon did you?
Clovarr