You need to live to the fullest. So that in twenty, or even thirty years you can say: I had enough courage to get on that train and leave everything behind. Or enough stupidity, but that's judging the situation itself.
And for some reason, Jasper regretted mentioning that he had a motorcycle - this new friend of his was a hotheaded girl without instinct de self preservation. For his part, it was stupid.
So now, sitting next to her in the emergency room and holding this crazy woman by the hand (because no matter what, he felt guilty himself), while doctor Gerandy was darning the" fighting wounds", Jasper had enough time to understand one very important thing.
You need to live so that you don't have to be a regular guest in the ER, and that you don't regret or cry about anything.
But Bella Swan didn't cry and regretted nothing, as she didn't regret anything in her life.
But now she was not at all against sulking a little, thus having Hale sitting at her side, who sometimes stroked her hair. He was handsome, and she was still sad missing Edward.
But she, of course, won't tell anyone about this, because you need to pretend and to lie, to live as you want.