Chapter 2: Lovable
Disclaimer: I don't own no dang Victorious, dang
"That's so sad" Cat cries when Bambi's mom gets killed from hunters when protecting him. "Yeah" I say putting my arm around her. She lays her head on my shoulder and cries more. I rub her back slowly and she whimpers out "I don't want to watch this anymore" I nod and get up to turn off the tv and DVD player. When I sit back down Cat is already laying down looking at me. "Are you afraid of the dark, Cat?" I ask since it's kind off dark in the room. The street lights from outside are shining on the window though. She shakes her head and I lay down. "Then what's wrong" I ask she slides closer to me and whispers "i want someone to want me."
"I want you" I whisper she smiles and whispers "thanks Tor I want you too." She shifts her body the other way but reaches back for my arm and puts it around her waist. "Cat, have you noticed everyone is changing?" I ask she turns her head back and just stares at me for a while before saying "yeah I do." I nod, I am glad that she sees it too. "Tori" Cat whispers turning her head back away from me. "Yeah" I say she doesn't say anything but I feel her move my hand slowly down her body. "Cat?" I whisper, what is she doing? "Mmmm" I here Cat mumble, "Cat" I say again, trying to get her attention.
I feel my hand go into her underwear, this isn't Cat, why is she doing this? "Cat, what are you doing and why are you doing it?" I ask she doesn't say anything put slip my fingers into her. "Tor, please I want you, don't you want me too like you said." She whispers, scoot closer putting my chest on her back. I whisper in her ear "yes I do want you Cat." She presses my fingers in and out of her as she moans. "Cat..." I whisper "Tori"she whispers back, panting. She lets go of my hand and lets me work. I pound slowly in and out of her. Cat grabs my wrist, throwing he head back onto my chest.
"Tori" she moans out and I go faster. "Oh Tori" she whispers over and over. I go faster each time she does until I feel her tighten around my fingers, and her nails dig their way into my wrist. I slowly pull them out of her and out of her soaked underwear. "Cat" I whisper in pain, my wrist is bleeding from her nails. She turns around and looks at me then my wrist, she quickly lets go. "I'm sorry, Tori" she apologizes, taking my wrist in her mouth, licking the blood away. "It's Ok, Cat" I whisper with my eyes surprised, that she is licking away my blood. Isn't that something Jade would probably do in sex.
"Do you want me to do you, Tor?" she asks with care in her eyes and voice. I shake my head even though there is a throbbing between my legs. She puts her hand down my pajama pants and whispers "I think you need me too." I gasp when her cold fingers go down my underwear. "Cat" I breathe out "it's Ok Tor, I will take care of you" she whispers softly. Her fingers easily make there way in me. I moan Cat's name and she climbs on top of me. I arch my back as she starts moving her fingers up and down. Rocking us her free hand slides it;s way up my shirt into my bra.
"Oh, Cat" I moan she pulls her hand out and her fingers go faster and faster. "Cat" I scream before releasing on her. She falls on to her back next to me, us both panting. "Can we cuddle now?" Cat asks innocently I nod and she lays her head on my chest, I wrap my arm around her and we fell asleep. "What the fuck!" I hear Trina and some other girl scream in the doorway. Me and Cat both jump up "Jade!" Cat screams, Jade looks so pissed more than usual.
Trina is just looks freaked out, "um" I say getting up, Cat following behind me with the blanket wrapped around her. "I said take care of not fuck her" Jade growls. "Jade" Cat whispers "I don't want to hear it Cat get dressed we are leaving." Jade yells "hey don't yell at her like that" I say to Jade, calmly, not trying to start a fight. Jade just glares at me and walks downstairs with Trina. I close the door Cat looks so scared she keeps saying "Oh man I fucked up I fucked up real bad, Jadey is so mad at me." I have never heard her cuss or call Jade, Jadey. "Wait a minute are you and Jade, like together?" I ask Cat shakes her head and says "well I don't really know what me and her are."
She hurries and forces her clothes on then kisses me on the cheek before rushing out the door. I run out and follow her, downstairs. "Cat, you can stay if you want" I shout she shakes her head and says "I do, but I can't sorry Tor, bye, and love ya." Jade glares at me while taking Cat's hand and running out. "What the fuck Tori?" Trina yells at me. I shrug my shoulders and walk over to sit on the couch. I bury my head in the palms of my hands and sigh "I really don't know Trina."
Cat's POV
"Jade, I'm sorry I just don't know what we are and I really like Tori too." I say to Jade, trying to make her understand. She just yanks my hand and forces me in the car. She slams the door then gets in on the drivers side, slamming her door too. She looks at me with a cold stare but with pain and care in those eyes as well. "Jadey?" I ask, scared "you know Cat I hate what you make me feel. And your just making me hate that much more." She says grabbing my face staring at me with her dark green eyes. "I love you, Cat" she whispers before kissing me and I kiss back.
"But Beck, you love Beck more and I can't do this just drive me home." I say, with pain because I feel like she is just using me. "Oh well you fucked Vega" she shouts and I yell back "well you left me with all those nasty guys, and made me drink a lot." Jade shuts up for the first time I make her be quiet. Like she always makes me. "Buckle up, Cat" she demands and I do. We drive off and I see tears spill out of her eyes. "Jadey?" I whisper grabbing her hand on the steering wheel. She tightens her grip, "I'm so sorry Cat" she apologizes. I whisper "it's Ok Jadey, I love you too."
She shakes her head and I let go she drives me home. With dried tears, staining her cheeks, seeing Jade cry makes me want to cry too. "Bye Jadey" I whisper kissing her on her cheek. "Cat?" she says "yeah" I answer "don't ever call me Jadey again from now on call me West, Ok." I nod before I can get out of the car Jade pulls me back and sticks her hand down my jeans. "One last time?" she asks I nod again and let her touch me. With her free hand she unbuckles my seat belt. Her other hand fingers me slowly, until I cum on her.
She straddles me, with my hands moving to her waist. Her hand still wet from me she licks it off. Then leans over putting her mouth on my neck, and bites down. She licks off the blood that is left on my neck. Before sitting back in her drivers seat. "Bye Cat" she says and I get out and say "Bye, West" before walking in my house, crying. I am going to miss Jadey, now I have to meet West. I should have never slept with Tor, I have just messed everything up. I slam the door and run to my window, watching Jade drive off I mean West. But this doesn't make any since why would she make me call her by her last name? Are they two different people?
"Bye Jade" I whisper to myself, putting my hand to the cold glass of the window. When her car completely disappears I cry more. No one is home like always but right now I wish someone was.