Chapter 2: Escape? And kill myself?
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Linn's POV
Flashback when she was back in human world…
Sari Ganey was about to kill her. However her friends and gangsters were teaming up to kill me. I was frightened and screaming. "Why you did get A on your test, Fat Linn? You are a bitc* and piece of garbage. Now tell why you are so ugly and fat girl. Begging for someone to help you, Fat Linn? Well no one wants help you and we all hate you! Also don't give me that look. Now just stay still and you will fine." Said Sari and uses a gun to shot my head.
"Last words before you die, fat Linn?" said Sari and shot my head. I was dead on the floor. It was better being dead then being alive I thought. Once I dream that it was too late. I should at least ran away and kill myself. No one ever wanted me and just wanted me killed I thought. I feel that I should have killed myself and no hope I thought.
But why I feel I am alive in this world?
Once I regained my consciousness and screamed weakly, "No I shall die and no one likes me! I hate myself and someone give me a knife!" Later I have many hallucinations and just want to grab the knife to kill myself. However the doctors saw all that and decided to tied me with ropes.
Once I wake up, I saw anyone was asleep. I was in bed in ropes? What the heck and why in fu**, I am in the hospital? However I knew I am in the stupid community of people. I hated my body, life and boiling of depression wanted me to do something. Why did someone save me from that time?
I grab the knife and cut the ropes off. Next I felt I had strength to get up, so I slowly get up. Later I find the sharpest knife and gun. I ran away from the hospital. I saw no one outside. This time I shall kill myself in the different place.
Therefore I ran crazy to the mountains. I grab the knife to stab my legs, my arms, and then heart and finally my brain. After that I used the gun to shot my heart and then my brain. I knew I will be dead for sure. Before I did that, it was late morning. Also I knew that someone could stop me from killing myself.
I jump off the mountain to try to kill myself quicker. "No stop her!" said a voice
I realized I was falling to the ground no later a second but Po found me I was doing it. Po jumped too and grabbed me hard as he can. I tried to grab his hands off me but I didn't have much power.
Later I realized I was going to faint and gasping for air. Po did some kung fu to land safelty and yes I realized he will put me back to the hospital. "Where she was before?" said the doctor
"She tried to kill herself by jumping off the mountain. I saved her." said Po "Okay, she hadn't eaten her breakfast and we will give her a light breakfast first."
I woke up for terror. I tried move myself. "Hi I am Po. How you are feeling?" "I am feeling fine and grab me that knife there." "Why?" said Po and frowned "Because I want it and please leave me alone. I just feel I don't belong." I said
"No don't say that you don't belong. People here love you. You just got to spend more time with the community. What is your name?" said Po "My name is Linn Chan. However I don't want to share my past. Everybody just think I am a loser. They call me fat, stupid and annoying girl and that is why I want to kill myself." I said and cried
"You aren't fat and you are pretty. Everything would be all right." said Po "No you don't even trust me and I want to kill myself. No one likes me and listen to me." I said "I will listen to you and you need to calm down." said Po "Please recover soon and my dad will adopt you. I will be back and got to talk my dad." said Po
Maybe I can't trust Po so much I thought. However a hateful letter came and doctor gave it to me.
Dear Fat Linn Chan,
Where in the fu** are you? Getting scared of us, Linn? No one will ever like you and we will punish you soon. We will destroy you soon and better not to call for help. If you call for help, we will kill you.
Signed,
Sari Ganey
I throw the letter and rip the letter in pieces. I couldn't let anyone what I was doing. I was in tears and couldn't think about surviving. My parents are dead, the entire school hates me and someone tried to give me hope. But he left and why I am still alive.
PS: I know this chapter sounds weird and anyway I am off to bed. School might bother me but if you really like this story please review. If no reviews, I will be reading other people stories and going on other websites. Later I will stop and forget this story and write other stories.