What if I…..

A/N: Don't hate me this is my first story ever (sorry it took so long)

EPOV:

I watched my Angel as she closed her eyes I was worried what if she caught some rare vampire deices that I don't know about. What if she was dieing and these were my last minutes with her and after a couple of months Nessie would be without a mother and me a wife. My life would be meaningless with out her the moment Carlisle confirmed her death I would be on a plane heading to Voltaire. Asking to the Volturi to kill me but then that would Renesmee with out a father as well. While I was thinking this threw I felt a warm hand squeeze my hand I looked down to see Bella's eyes open.

"Bella, Love are you ok?" She looked at me for a moment then smiled her beautiful eyes sparkling with love and compassion towards me. I couldn't help but smile in return I loved the way she made me feel it would be torture if she died and left me and Nessie here all on are own. While I was thinking about it she saw the pain and hurt on my face.

"Edward?" she said "What's wrong?" I sighed I was hoping that she would not ask but then again it would feel nice to get this off my chest.

"I was just thinking about what it would be like if you died of whatever it is that is making you feel pain." I said hoping she wouldn't be mad that I was thinking about killing my self and leaving are daughter her on earth without either one of us.

She rolled her eyes at me I laughed it was funny when rolled those beautiful eyes that I could stare at forever.

"What's so funny Eddie." She was smug when she said my nickname that Emmett loves to call me. I growled I hate that nickname so I decide I get her back for that one.

"Nothing Bellsy." I said just as smug as she was she growled at me then said.

"You know I hate it when you called me that." I chuckled the said.

"I know but it's turn abouts fare play right." she sighed then said

"Sorry I called you Eddie but really it is a cute nickname." she smiled I could play this game to.

"ya so is bellsy." I smiled she growled but before she could say another word she blacked out again. What was wrong with her I hope this doesn't not kill her that would hurt to much if it did.