Me: Thank you my wonderful reviewers! You were too kind with your reviews! Hehe! I'm not going to be your best friend after this chapter and You'll see why!
Jasper: Since My HyperLittlePixie is a little air headed I'll go on and say who did review.
Me: I am not air headed!
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Jasper: We'll continue this argument while your read.
Bella's P.O.V:
I can't believe my best friends told our the Dark brothers about my past before Forks. Actually I can, I can't believe Edward Cullen did that, though. He helped me keep my rep. Maybe there is a nice person behind the mask.
Ugh! I walked into my second block which happened to be drama. Alice was taking it with me so my horrid acting skills would be hid under the light of her awesome acting skills. In reality I'm a great actress, but Alice was amazing. I walked in the see two of the Dark brothers, Edward and Jasper.
"Are you stalking us?" I asked at the same time Edward asked us. I snorted and smiled. Alice was forcing me to drop a few hints I didn't completely hate him. Actually, I love him. I don't know what it is about him but he just drives me crazy, in a good way.
"Why would we stalk you?" I asked again at the same time as Edward. Now that's a tad annoying.
"Because we're sexy." I smirked before Edward could say anything. My gosh! What is it about this boy that makes me want to go back to the way I was in Phoenix, minus the drugs. (I doubt I could even get drunk anymore.) Edward didn't say anything to disagree he just smiled like he was actually agreeing and that caused me to laugh.
"I'm just curious? What's your tipsy level?" I asked all three of them. That's one thing I didn't know about Alice. I didn't get to see her but a 6 times a year when I was in Phoenix and we don't really talk about it.
"10 shots tequila." Jasper smiled proud.
"1 glass of beer." Alice smiled weakly and that made me laugh. Light weight.
"16 shot vodka." Edward smirked and I laughed at them all. They really don't know what it means to drink. Grrr! Why is this side of me coming out. The cocky badass side. Grrr!
"Fine laugh, what's you're tipsy level?" Edward challenged and Alice laughed.
"I could drink hard vodka all day and not get a bit tipsy." I smirked. "I'd figured you guys would drank enough that you'd be in the 20s with hard liquor. Light weights."
"They warned you I was worse than Edward before Forks." I reminded them. Bella you are a light leader, no acting all badass, at least around people that count.
"Sheesh! What do you do, drink 24/7?" Jasper asked amazed. Then the bell rang. That's weird…. Are there really only 12 people in this class? All of them are afraid to get within hearing distance, useful.
"Good morning my lovelies! Okay we are going to start with the mirror exercise. Let me partner you up." The overly hyper, Somewhat Alice-like drama intructor smiled. She came and gently put nudged Edward and Alice together and then blantly shoved me and Jasper together. Thanks! Wrong Cullen! Jasper laughed and I knew he was going to do something stupid. He put his fingers up to his lips and acted like he was smoking.
"Edward is glaring at me you know." Jasper smiled as he took his figures away.
"Want to get under his skin?" I asked as he put one hand up and we moved them in circles like they do in all those lame high school movies. He nodded slightly and smiled.
"Then be a mirror." I smiled evilly and Jasper did too. I glanced behind to make sure Edward was watching when the drama teacher announce she would be gone for about ten minutes at some emergency teacher's meeting. I smirked.
"Okay, different plan. This one is going to get steam coming from his ears." I smiled. Meh, he's a guy and I'm hott so why wouldn't he get jealous of me booty dancing his brother.
As soon as Mrs. Drama teacher was gone I turned the radio on the hip hop station that played 24/7. Low by Flo Rida came on. I went up to Jasper our bodies touching and I moved real fluidly. I dropped it low and came back up not soon enough for Edward, I had the feeling. I turned around and put my arms behind me around Jasper's neck. He put his hands on my waist and I swayed my hips and soon I was grinding him. Once again I dropped low but this time I went through his legs and slid up his back. I put my legs around his hips and he spun me around And the song ended just as I snapped up my head to have my face centimeters from his. He smiled, laughed, and let me down gently making sure I was steady before letting go of me. The next song was suddenly flipped off and I snapped my head to see a proud looking Dance Coach. Who was also supposed to be our careoghraphy for our first hip hop, down in the hood play. She started clapping.
"Marvelous!" She smiled and I saw behind her was Mrs. Drama teacher. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Edward glaring dangerously at Jasper.
"I agree. I love it! How would you two feel about having the leads in our next play?" Mrs. Drama teacher asked excited. I looked at Jasper and he shrugged.
"Alice has more grace than I do and a much better actress." I told them.
"Alice tried out for my dance team last year and I know she's a wonderful ballet dancer but when it comes to hip hop she doesn't have rhythm at all." The Dance Couch rolled her eyes. Damn you Alice and your lack of street cred.
"It's final! You two are now Romeo and Juliet." Drama teacher clapped. Yes the play's leads were Romeo and Juliet. Romeo of from the Bronks and Juliet was from Atlanta moving to New York. At first they hate each other because they're on different street dance teams. Then when a terrible accident occurs, Romeo and Juliet have to combine their teams or they wouldn't be able to compete in the under ground street dancing turnoment. All the while a secret romance forms between them.
"Awkward." I mumbled under my breathe. Jasper nodded in agreement.
"Okay back to the mirror exersices." Drama teacher smiled. I turned to Jasper and swished my figure around. It was funny. I smiled at him and we back up to were Alice and Edward were.
"Don't have a cow, Eddie. We're all just friends here." I smiled. He thought about it for a second and smiled.
"Can't I be a little protective of my wife." Edward smiled. I rolled my eyes and Jasper did too. Ha-ha. Mirror. I punched out and Jasper did the same and them we went back to swirling the air.
"We're just friends? Besides that wasn't even my dirtiest dancing." I laughed. Jasper did a surpised face and I copied. I did the little elbow, elbow, wrist, wrist, OH MY GOSH you just got dissed. And Jasper reluctantly copied causing Edward to laugh.
"Switch Partners!" Mrs. Drama teacher sang. I turned to Edward and he winked meaning I had to. He put his arm up like to walt and I figured what he was doing and I
copied and soon we were swirling around the room barley a inch apart. Soon he decided he didn't want to be apart and stepped closer joining our hands and putting his other hand on my waist and I rested my arm on his shoulder. We were twirling and swirling around and everyone had stopped to watch. Soon Edward had made it full circle and stopped smiling. Not exactly as dirty as my dance with Jasper but still really nice. What is wrong with me! I am some how turning back to my old self. I can't, I won't. I looked at
the door.
"I can't let this happen." I said letting everyone hear me and I ran outta the room and into the bathroom. I can't do it. I can't go back to my old self. I just can't.
"Bella, there's always an in between." A voice said beside me. I looked up to see Jasper.
"Jasper this is the girls' bathroom." I reminded him with a weak smile. He pulled a tissue from the bin and crouched in front of me and wiped away my running masacra and tears.
"Like I couldn't tell. It's all pink in here." He laughed.
"How did you know what I meant?" I asked him. He sat beside me and shook his head.
"I'm just good with these things I guess. You want to be with him. I get that. You afraid of going back to how you use to be. I get that too. You don't have to be saint Bella or a she-devil. If this about staying true to the light way then forget it. You can break the rules and still have fun. When you were dancing both with me and with Edward I could see how much fun you were having. Trust me, Edward is just as terrified as you." He smiled.
"Of what?" I snorted.
"He's can see he's changing. Before high school, before he realized that he only had so many years to do what he wanted. He was saint Edward. He's terrified of going back to that. He wants to show he isn't working for society. He's changing back for you. He can only go so far now. And you can only go so far as well." Jasper whispered.
"Are you sure you're not a girl?" I laughed weakly.
"Last time I checked, I was a guy." He boomed.
"Shush, you want them to know you're in here. This is not going to look too good when we come out though." I smiled and he smiled back. Big brother Jasper to the rescue.
"You and Alice better get married in real life so you can be my un-biological brother-in-law sorta kinda in a way." Told him half serious.
"Why don't we skip the rest of the day and you can help me pick out a ring." He laughed. I looked at him seriously.
"Really?" I asked a smile forming on my lips. He shook his head and I pouted.
"Bella, most people date before they go get married." Jasper reminded me. Well, no chiz!
"Most people! Alice hasn't fit into that description in years!" I teased.
"What am I going to do with you?" He asked standing up and offering me his hand.
"You could not tell anyone you saw me crying." I smiled. He rolled his eyes.
"Alice will know and she'll tell Rosalie and they find a way to blame Edward so, does it matter." Jasper asked. True. "You know there is an other way I could be your real brother-in-law.'
"Oh really now?" I asked.
"You could always marry Edward." He smiled and put his arm around me as he pushed the door open.
"Sorry you aren't special enough for me to do that." I smiled and slapped him. I looked up and saw Alice smiling weakly and a very jealous looking Edward. Do you think he likes me? Please note the sarcasm.
"Hey Edward!" I smiled up at him. How tall was he? I'm guessing around 6'2".
"Oh! My! God! I have to tell everyone! Jasper Cullen and Bella Swan did it in the bathroom!" Jessica squealed. I turned and glared at her the same time Edward and Jasper did.
"I mean, Jasper Cullen uses the girls bathroom." She squeaked and ran. Better than her original gossip. Jasper glared "What were you doing in there?" Alice asked.
"Oh Jessica was right. We were having a quicky." I rolled my eyes. "Nah we were just talking."
"I don't know. With your newfound rep and mine, I wouldn't past them to think we were." Jasper winked. I snorted.
"Alice, I'm over it. I'm over this Saint Bella act. I'm not going full blown Hells Bells. I'm just going to be Bella." I smiled. I'm restarting. I am done with these high school acts.
"You know what that's means Edward?" Jasper asked. He still hasn't took his arm off me. Stupid protective older un biological brother.
"No more sides?" Edward asked. I nodded and we shook hands after I shrugged away from Jasper. Everyone was looking at us shocked.
"The sides are over people. Why don't you just go along with your business?" I suggested to them. They all seemed a little apprehensive.
"What she meant is stop acting like fish outta water and go along with your own damn business!" Edward yelled. Everyone just scuttled away and I slapped him upside the head.
"No need to scare the living chiz out of them." I scolded him and he pouted. "I've known Alice my entire life. The puppy dog pout has no effect on me."
"How did you guys know each other when Alice and Rosalie have lived in Forks forever?" Jasper asked curious.
"Our moms were friends. Gosh, I hate my mom." I growled at midair. The boys looked confused. "She was the entire reason I was ever Hells' Bells. She was always comparing me to my step-sister Mary. Bella why can't you just be more like you sister? You must of cheated to get these grades considering Mary only got B's. You're drunk! Why can't you just stay at home and be a good girl like Mary." I said using a nasal high voice. I rolled my eyes. " The more she wanted me to be perfect the less perfect I got."
"Bella… You came here freshman year. So the first six months you weren't here you must have been in that place. So you were doing hard drugs and having sex when you were 13 and 14." Jasper whispered surprised by his revelation.
" I lost my virginity when I was 12. Meh, not a thing." I shrugged. Edward growled. "The sad thing is I didn't even know his name… or anything about him for that matter. All I know was I mad and ended up at a high school party and drank a few beers."
"Bella! Weren't you afraid of STD's or getting pregnant!" Alice asked amazed that I never told her this. We don't talk much about before Forks.
"One I've been on birth control since I was 11, stupid Renee. Two, Alice I wasn't really thinking about it. I've never had an STD though so I guess I just got lucky." I laughed.
"Why didn't you tell me any of this?" Alice asked looking hurt.
"Ali. Up until today I was afraid of that girl. I was afraid if I talked about it I would realize how fun it was and go back. I just couldn't risk going back." I whispered.
"Oh and your new best friend Jasper just comes along and its okay for you to bad a. bitch! Or is it because of your wanna be sex toy Edward!" She yelled tears running down her face. She obviously didn't see everyone was right here. "Go ahead and turn back to your life of drugs and being a slut. You're just as screwed up as those Cullens." She ran away. I Held my tears back and walked away silently.
Why would Alice do this to me? Why would she purpously tell everyone everything? What did I do to her? I didn't tell her a few insignificant little things and she goes and tells everyone all of that. I thought she was my best friend. Appearantly I was wrong. I walked into the bathroom and pulled my bobby pin out. I pulled the rubber off the end to expose the sharp end and I slit my wrist. I heard the door open faintly.
"Oh fuck." They yelled and the door slammed. Good bye world. It was horrid knowing you.
Me: DON'T KILL ME!
Jasper: I'm F*cking pissed off at you now.
Me: Jasper, shut up a little.
Jasper: Yes Ma'am!
Me: Say it first.
Jasper: Review if you want to see if Bella lives or dies…. Doodoodooo
Me: The next chapter is all ready. Now the question is, is it her funeral or her
"You Survived" party.