gah not long but its still good i should have more next week...im in the process of figuring out where to go next i have several ways to go. but for those of you who read erase this mistake ive got quite a bit coming up and it should be up in a day or two kay!
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Nicks eye twitched and his whole body filled with guilt as he watched Macy wobble down the hallway.
She was trying to balance several books and lug her backpack around all while on crutches.
Nick quickly walked up to her grabbed her books as they started tumble out of her hands.
"I got it" he says piling the books in his arms.
"Thanks Nick it's kinda hard to walk around with books and walk on crutches" Macy says smiling.
"No problem if you need any help at all just ask ok" Nick said slightly smiling at her.
"Thanks but I don't want to burden you Nick" Macy tells him.
"But you wouldn't be we have all the same classes I could carry your books so you don't fall and hurt yourself even more. And like you said it is hard to juggle the books and try to walk at the same time." Nick was trying hard to convince her.
He needed to do something to help with the guilt he felt inside.
Macy chewed on her bottom lip thinking it over.
Should she really make him carry her books?
He did seem adamant that he help her.
"Okay fine…I give" Macy sighed.
Nick smiled brightly at her "good I wouldn't take no for answer anyway" he said walking next to her making sure she didn't fall as they walked to their first class.
"So the doctors told me no sports until my leg is fully healed" Macy sighed.
"Oh I'm sorry mace I know you love playing sports" Nick said feeling ten times more guilty then before.
"Owell there's always next year" Macy said forcing a smile.
Nick literally felt his insides crash how he could have done this to this talented caring overly nice girl? He would never be able to forgive himself now.
There was no possible way to make it up to her but he knew he was sure as hell gonna try. "
So how long do you have to keep the cast on" he quietly asked.
"About three months" she said.
He could see the hurt in her eyes.
"But I guess that what I get for not paying attention" Macy sighed.
Nick groaned how could she keep saying that it just made the guilt worse.
Kinda like that time him and his brothers destroyed the home videos and their mom said it was okay.
Was it all women who did this did they know that by not blaming him it made his guilt ten time worse?
He deicide that yes they did and that's why they never blamed him.
"Wow that's a long time" Nick said staring at the floor not able to look at Macy.
"But it's not your fault…"
"Nick its not..."
"Please let me finish!" he asked her.
"Okay…" she stared at him.
He let out a deep breath "as I was saying it not your fault its mine…I was talking on the phone with Joe and wasn't watching when I pulled out. And I know that there's nothing I can do to take it back though I would in a heartbeat and I understand if your mad and don't want to talk to me anymore and I…" Nick kept on rambling
"Nick hold on I'm not mad I think there was little bit of not paying attention on both our parts and how could I not talk to one of my closest friends. Oh and I forgive if that helps" Macy smiled at him a real smile not a forced one.
And her saying that did help it took away some of the intense guilt he'd been feeling "thanks mace that does help" he smiles back her.
"good now not to be over bearing or anything but I'm still having trouble walking around could you carry my bag to…please" she looked at him with those big brown eyes making them sparkle some how and he gulped when had Macys eyes gotten so pretty he thought.
"Yeah of course." He barely just got the words out of his mouth.
"Thanks" she pipes out and hands him her bag.
They then head off to class her wobbling along and him swaying underneath the weight of two book bags and a pile of books.
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