disclaimer: They're not mine.

2.The first time they had sex

Jan still couldn't believe she had gone with him that day. To Jamaica. It had been just all so weird. He had called. She had said yes. That had been the weird part. Till this day she still couldn't believe it. But she was so glad she had said it. Because it had been one of the best vacations of her whole life.

She had kissed him when they were at the airport. She had kissed him in the plane itself. She had kissed them when they had been at the airport in Jamaica. She had kissed him when they entered the room. And then suddenly, he had stopped.

'What's wrong?' she asked him, while trying to get all his clothes of. He stopped her hands.

'Isn't it too fast?' He had said in that same strange foreign voice again just as the first time she met him.

'Why are you talking like that?'

He shrugged and looked down. 'Hey' she had said softly. He had looked up at her. She saw that he was so nervous. 'Relax, there's no need to be nervous.' She gave him a small smile. 'and if you think this is too soon.. then, let's just enjoy the view.'

She had started to walk away from him when he had suddenly stopped her.

'I do want.' He had said again in that strange voice.

Then he had kissed her and thrown her on the bed.

----

The next day when they were both enjoying breakfast he had told her why his voice had been so strange. He always used that voice when he was nervous. He had used it since he was a little child, since he had seen the movie Borat for the first time in his life. It had made people laugh. It had worked away the tension and the pressure he felt when he was nervous. But the most important thing of all, it had made his mother laugh.

She saw a flash of sadness covering his eyes. It was gone as fast as it came. She just felt the urge to kiss him. So she did. She had kissed him so passionately that she had knocked over some cups that were on her table. She flashed him a sheepish smile and said to him: 'Let's go to the beach.'

He smiled at her and took her hand while they walked out of the room.