When I got back to my one bedroom apartment, and started watching a movie. I couldn't help but let my mind wonder to that fateful night.
FLASHBACK
"BELLA!!" I heard him but I kept running, in my hast I ran right into Alice.
"Bella what's wrong?"
"Why don't you ask your brother?" I heard him coming so I pushed Alice out of the way and ran.
"BELLA, STOP!!!!" I just got to my truck and opened the door when a strong hand, jumped right in front of my face and slammed it shut.
"You better let my door the fuck go Edward."
"No Bella let me explain!"
"EXPLAIN? I already know about the fucking birds and the bees Edward, I already know what was going on."
"Shut up Bella and listen to me it was a mistake, she came here looking for Alice. We just started talking and I don't know it just happened."
"Hm just happened huh? Well I just happen to want to leave so move out of my way."
"Bella if you leave its over, I won't even look at you, it will be like I never existed so just cut this crap and stay."
"Well Edward, you already don't exist to me…Goodbye." With that I pushed him out of my way, got in my truck and left. The day passed in a blur, and the next day, and the next. I always knew I didn't belong with Edward. I was just plain Jane Bella and he was GQ model of the year looking. It was only a matter of time before he cheated specially with someone as pretty as Tanya. I didn't go to school for a week I didn't want to face all the whispers and looks that is until finally Alice came busting into my room.
"Ok Bella you need to get up and get a shower. Charlie is worried, I'm worried, and even Edward. Plus you really stink and no girl's hair should be as greasy as yours."
"Alice just get out, and I don't know an Edward."
"Real mature Bella."
"Mature? You got your nerve Alice you come in here and act like your bother just didn't cheat on me with your whore of a friend Tanya!"
"Ok Bella your right, I'm sorry I don't know what you're going through but please let me help we should be excited proms next month."
"I'm not going with Edward."
"DUH like I would let you go with my dickhead brother! You my dear got a brand new hot date."
"Oh really and who is that?"
"The one guy who Edward never liked you with…"
"….."
"Jacob of course, my dear ole brother is going to be so pissed when he finds out, I already made the call to Jake and he agreed without a second thought."
"I don't know Alice." Alice rolled her eyes
"You don't know!?! My brother cheated on you, and you walked in on it! And you're telling me you don't want to get payback on both of them?"
"I see how that will piss of Edward but how Tanya?" Alice's tinkling laughter filled my room.
"Well Bella, my good friend Tanya has been crushing on Jacob since she saw him at the store awhile back. I mean who wouldn't like him? 6'7, a body to die for, football star, beautiful skin and teeth."
"I can't even think of other boys right now Alice. I loved Edward and he didn't think twice about cheating on me."
"Fuck Edward. He was walking around the house all sad like he had the right to, he pisses me off."
"He was sad?"
"I guess finally Carlisle made him go back to campus."
"He left?"
"Yeah a couple days ago he was going to come over here but I told him to stay the hell away, he will be back for prom, but I also told him that he was no longer your date, he loved that."
"What happened Alice?"
"First he was pissed and started throwing shit around his room saying you were his and he was going with you and shit."
"I'm his? Now he wants to act like I'm a thing?"
"That's exactly what I said, and then I told him he should just go with Tanya since he obviously likes her so much."
"So he's going to go with Tanya?" She wouldn't even look me in the eyes when I asked that.
"I honestly don't know Bella."
Weeks passed and no word from Edward, even though Tanya made sure to tell everyone that she and Edward were going to prom together. Alice told me that the only reason he was going at all was to keep his eye on me. No one knew who I was going with Alice and I decided to let it be a surprise. So when the time came Alice decided that we should get ready at my house so I wouldn't have to see Edward until we all had to be at the Cullen's for pictures. We went to the mall and got our nails done and Alice did my hair it was just in a bunch of tight curls, my hair was so long that it still even past my shoulders curled. She did my makeup so good too with the Smokey eyes and nude lip gloss. I forgot how perfect my dress fit. The bodice was so tight that my boobs looked great and the skirt was mid thigh but puffed out and the high heels made my legs look like they were going for miles. I felt like a bad ass ballerina I didn't even look like myself. I couldn't help but love the way I felt and decided that after today I was going to change so I felt this great everyday. Alice gave me thumbs up and went to her house to put her dress on, Jake was going to pick me up here and go straight to the Cullen's. So when he showed up I wasn't shocked at all that he looked beyond good in his tux. His was all black jacket and pants, and some how he found a dress shirt the same royal blue as my dress. He didn't wear a tie though, his shirt was unbutton on the top showing off his shaved tan collar bones and chest.
"Wow Bella you look so beautiful, I'm one lucky son of a bitch." I couldn't get over how perfect his smile was.
"So do you Jake."
"Thanks oh before I forget these are for you." He handed me a beautiful bouquet of blue roses and tiger lilies. You wouldn't think it would but the blue of the roses and the black and orange of the lilies looked great together.
"Oh Jake they are gorgeous."
"I must say they are nothing compared to you." I couldn't help but blush at his comments; I could see why every girl was crazy about him. "So are you ready Bells?" He pointed to our car for the evening, and couldn't help but cream my panties at the all black 2009 Camero Jake rented. "Alice told me you loved this car so I couldn't help but rent one."
"I must say Jake you are defiantly making my night."
"You deserve this and more Bella." We got in and I almost groaned when he started it, the purr of the engine couldn't have sounded hotter. Yes I'm sorry I get turned on by sound of a beautiful engine purr. But as we got closer the excitement I felt from earlier started to lead into fear. When we pulled up to the Cullen's I noticed Tanya's red civic and felt my heart drop just a bit. But then I realized that I needed to be strong, I didn't do anything Edward cheated on me not the other way around. Jake must have noticed my inner battle because he came around the car and interlaced our fingers and lead our way up to the door. After knocking Esme Cullen opened it with a big welcoming smile.
"Oh Bella you are simply breathtaking I almost didn't recognize you!" don't ask me why but that kind of hurt my feelings. It made me feel like I always looked a mess before today.
"Thank you Esme, is everyone else ready?"
"Almost, who is this handsome young man though Bella I haven't seen him before?"
"Oh I'm so sorry Esme this…" but I couldn't finish because a velvety voice finished before me
"Jacob Black…"I slowly moved my eyes up to the stair case, and sure enough there up standing on the stair case was Edward glaring at me and Jakes interlaced fingers.