How can 'A' destroy a different world chapter 2

Spencer was desesparated, what if 'A' told Alex she was kissing with another guy, everything would end. She was afraid to call Alex now, she didn't have strength to even take the phone. Tears were running trhough her cheeks, those were tears than though she wiped them away, she could feel them in her heart. She was upset, she felt she was a stupid, a slut, that Alex desereved better than her. But she wont let him go, she wont give up on him, thats when she heard someone knocking the door. she hurried to open it, hesitating at the same time. When she finally opened it her eyes lost the brightness right away. It was Alex.

" CAN YOU EXPLAIN THIS?" Alex said angrily, while showing a letter with a picture of her and wren kissing, that night exactly.

She took the letter that said

Poor Alex, you really thought she loved you?

I have to admitt, Spencer is a good actress, pretending she loved you

Look what your little Spencer do when you are not with her

*picture of spencer and wren kissing*

Never fall in love with a bitch, or she would bitch you

-A

*At school*

"Spencer, Spencer, are you okay, class is over" said . Spencer looked around and notice she was the only one there, she felt ashamed.

"um, yeah, I was.. um.. I need to go" and ran out of the classroom, wiping her tears

"Spens, areyou okay? Why are you crying?" Aria said, carely

" I'm fine"

"Spencer I know you, I know you are not fine, if you wanna talk about it, I'm here for you"

"I'M FINE DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND? oh my.. Aria.. I'm so sorry, I'm just a little distracted, thank you for caring, but I just need time. She walked away.

School today was borring, she spent all the classes thinking about how to make Alex forgive her, and the worst of all is that she had tennis practice today, and she didn't know with what face she would show up to him, she didn't know in what ways he would see her eyes, she was scared and ashamed, but she need to be strong.

When she arrived to Tennis practice, noticed it was 3:00pm and her class started at 4:00pm. She was so distracted that she arrived earlier. She was so tired. Suddenly she started to see nothing, and her head was spinning around. She was remembering, again

*memory*

" Tell me this picture is not true, LOOK AT MY EYES AND TELL ME IS NOT TRUE" Alex said, she never saw Alex so angry. She knew she had to lie, but she couldn't, she couldn't see at his eyes and lie, so it was over.

"Yes it's true, the stupid picture is true" She said, scared, crying, hurt, uspet. He didn't say a word, he broked the letter and went foward to the door.

" Alex wait!"

"I've waited too long, while you were kissing with another guy''

"Look I'm sorry, things went out of control, i don't know why I did this, but I love you, I LOVE YOU and i won't let you go out of that door without me"

"Whatch me" and he left. Spencer didn't have the strength enough to chase after him, she was crying, and crying. She was crying so much that she could barely move. But she won't give up, She went running to his house, it was raining and she was all wet, but she didn't care, she run and run until she got to is house. Then she hear her cellphone ringing. She read the message but this time she wasn't afraid. She hated herself so much that that was the only feeling she could feel at that moment, she through the celpone on the floor and crashed it with all her force. She read the messege again in her head, watching Alex's window

Spens, Spens

When I say something, I mean it... and I do it

don't waste your time, a ''sorry'' is not enough

you wanna fly, but what if I have your wings?

-A