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Sorry I took so long to get this chapter uploaded. Things have been really hectic. But nevertheless I have chap 2 because no matter what I love writing. Also I have other stories on my profile, so check them out and please review.
Apov
Every day is the same. A schedule that was ordered to me. A schedule that I follow, in hopes of escaping even an inch of pain.
Every morning, I clean my room take a shower, and cook breakfast, for my dad and little brother, before 5:30. That's when my dad wakes up and he expects it or I get hurt. My mom leaves at 5:00 every morning, so the responsibility falls on me.
Then I have to walk the dogs, fill their bowls. I have to get my brother ready for school, my dad won't. I have to get Dad's paper. Then I have to dress. And I have to defog dad's car windows. Drive my brother to his prestigious elementary school in Port Angelas, and make it to Forks High by nine.
One little glitch in this schedule, and I'm in for it. If my brothers late, or I'm late, if I get the same news paper as the day before. Anything could go wrong and if it does I'd feel the pain for it.
I could do nothing but hope it would stop. I mentally scoff at myself. The only escape that I'd get is college. And I don't have the money or the smarts, for that.
I walk into the school building at 8:53, I silently thank highest power there is.
Everyone's buzzing about the new family that just moved here. The Cullen's, three guys and two girls, all adopted, and one couple in the adopted group. If I was still the same girl I used to be, I'd have been the first to greet them. I'd have every down low on them, I'd be gossiping just as much as any higjschooler in forks. But instead I just keep walking. With my head down not making any contact at all with the new students, knowing that once they've been here long enough, they'd to believe what everyone says about me.
I head to my last class of the day, hoping the teacher doesn't show up. Today has complete been the worst day of my life. Every you go, there's someone talking about the Cullen's. About how the Cullen's know the down low of the down low, giving a pointed look at me every time. This is worse than everybody ignoring me. The whole Town probably knows the rumors that Jessica and Lauren started.
To top it all off, dad wants me to be home early. So I can cook a big dinner and be presentable, for dinner with our guests. With guess who, the Cullen's. Who will be giving me looks all night because of what they heard at school. This is one of those times that a really long semi loud fuck is appropriate.
Thankfully the teacher decided not to show up today, like most days. Its rumored he spends the time with the janitor ms. Jenkins. It is also very true. Those people are not quiet at all.
I pick my brother up and make it home by 4:00, to be told dinner has to be ready at 7:00. Plus I have to make myself and my brother presentable. God am I glad he isn't one of tempered children who are spoiled brats, loud, and obnoxious. He's thankfully pretty quiet and very well behaved.
At 7:20 they arrive dad is in the living room, Luke my brother is in the backyard reading, I'm left to take the coats. I don't miss the side glances from the group of teens, and the doctor father. I really hope they don't decide to let spill what they've heard.
After dinner dad Carlisle, or Dr. Cullen as dad reminded, or more like threatened me, and his wife Esme head into the living room for a chat.
I lead the group into the den. Dad had it fully furnished and its a real guys den down here. Fuse ball pool table. Pretty Much everything.
The big guy Emmett asks me for a bathroom. And we head upstairs to the guest room.
"We don't believe what they were saying" he says quietly I instantly know what he's talking about.
"Well not all of it I guess, I mean we don't think you would lie about something like that." He continues
"What do you want information, an inside look at my life your not getting it just leave me alone." I say with venom in my voice. Mostly at the reminder of Ben he'd unknowingly given. Ben said the same thing that he didn't believe what they all wee saying that I wouldn't lie about those things. Now he's with jess and every other person saying the things every one else does, adding on to the rumors.
"Sorry I didn't mean to come off like that its just, I don't think you'd lie about that sort of thing, I don't want anything from you I just figured with everything at school you should at least know one person doesn't think those things of you, that if you really do need help that someone would be there for you to talk to and help you without being judged."
With that he walks back toward the front door as the Cullen parents call to them to leave.
I can't help but replay Emmett's words on my mind, and this time I cry myself to sleep in gratitude and hope instead of pain.
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