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Back To Reality

"What's with you Jacob?" Leah asked me as we were walking on home from the beach. It was already starting to get dark out and yet I felt this outing to the beach did nothing to clear my head.

"What do you mean?" I asked lost in thought.

"I mean you haven't been yourself lately," she responded with annoyance. "People are starting to talk."

I stopped dead in my tracks. Paranoia set in.

"What are people saying?"

Leah looked back at me and shrugged her shoulders.

"I don't know Jacob, a lot of things. Word is going around about you and that leech Edward."

My heart started beating a mile a minute. Did someone hear me talking in my sleep?

"What about me and Edward?"

"They're feeling you two are at it again. You know, with the rivalry and all. Paul's been hearing you call Edward's name in your sleep."

As I listened to Leah's words, I couldn't stop the invasion of images that clouded my mind of my past dream…

Suddenly, I could see Edward sitting up against the headboard beside me in my room as I watched his hungry eyes linger on me as he revealed his issue with Bella.

"Sex with her is everything I can imagine but yet now it seems to not be enough. It's as if I desire something she's unable to provide…"

Looking at the fire in his eyes, I licked my lips and responded.

"Maybe you need to find a way to get your desires met…"

I squeezed my eyes shut trying to force the images out of my head but it only intensified…

Suddenly, I was looking down at the image of Edward's lips wrapping around my dick as he moaned with pleasure from the taste of me.

"All I can think about is how much I want to taste you…"

I shook my head, ignoring the jolt of pleasure that came over me as my dick twitched with remembrance, but it was too late as the images flooded on through...

Suddenly, I was locking my fingers through Edward's hair as the suction he had on my dick caused a rupture of orgasmic sensations to flow throughout my body. I couldn't stop the words that escaped my mouth.

"Oh shit… Edward I'm cuuuummmming…"

My mind replayed all of the erotic images in fast forward as my brain went into overload.

"Jacob! Snap out of it," Leah said snapping her fingers in front of my face.

I shook my head squeezing my eyes shut trying to get the images out my head. I had started to get aroused so I needed to think of something else quick before Leah noticed my hard on. I opened back up my eyes.

"Sorry about that," I responded breathless still trying to come back to reality.

"See, this is what I mean. What is with you?" Leah asked with disgust. "Didn't the imprinting end the rivalry? What else could be the problem with you two?"

I shook my head continuing to walk through the woods as Leah caught up with me.

"Nothing's wrong," I answered. "I don't have a problem with Edward. I'm just having… nightmares."

"Well whatever it is, it's got you acting off. You don't even phase anymore!"

I looked at her and kept quiet as we continued to walk. I couldn't phase anymore if I was going to have Edward on the brain. Don't need the pack looking in on that. Right now, I can't have anyone in my head. It's even harder when I go to see Nessie. I've managed to go around there during times Edward is out hunting but sometimes he doesn't leave according to schedule and I find myself there with him in the house. I try my hardest to clear my head when he's around. I'm not trying to think about how he'll react if he was to find out about the dreams I've been having about him. I don't want to see that look of pure disgust that I'm sure he would display. And I couldn't even blame him either. I'm disgusted with myself for having these dreams. And it makes me sick to my stomach how much I love every minute of it.

What does that say about me? Does that mean I'm gay? I've never been with, or even entertained the idea, of being with a guy that surpassed a friendship. The idea has never peaked my interest in the slightest. So why the dreams? Why, of all the guys around, I had to dream about Edward? A bloodsucker. What does that say about me when I know that in these dreams, and also the few minutes after waking up, I find myself craving Edward? I hear his name out loud and I'm instantly aroused. Then I hate myself for getting aroused. Now I can't face him. I can barely look Bella in the eyes without feeling shameful for the provocative dreams I'm having of her husband. These dreams are making me feel like a home wrecker.

And Nessie. When you imprint on someone, you can tell them anything. There isn't any secret you can't reveal to them. But how can I look at Nessie's sweet angelic face and tell her what's been going on with me? She's not even at full maturity yet. Even though she looks about 9 years old, she's only 3 years old. I can't fill her mind with such imagery. Bella would kill me! No. This one I have to take to the grave. I just have to find ways to distract myself from anything 'Edward'. Maybe if I distract myself enough, and get as far away from Edward as humanly possible, the dreams may stop. It's worth a try. My house came into view but as I started to turn towards that direction, Leah pulled me back.

"No wait," She asked.

"Why, what happened?"

"I was thinking. Since you haven't been yourself lately, I thought maybe you might want to come to my house for tonight? Mom's over at Charlie's for the weekend. Seth's hanging out at the Cullen's. We'll have the place to ourselves."

"Where's Khahlil?"

"I dropped him off at Emily's this morning. He's there for the weekend."

I knew what she wanted to do. Being with her tonight might be the distraction I needed to stop Edward's hold over me.

"Sure, let's go," I told her as we walked passed my house and headed for her place.

Leah and I have a secret arrangement that surpass the friendship that everyone sees. It all started about 2 ½ years ago...

I had talked Leah into coming back to La Push after she fled off as an attempt to get past her hatred over Sam and her cousin Emily getting together. Sam was her high school sweetheart. She was head over heels in love with the guy. She never thought in a million years, Sam would imprint on Emily. Leah knew nothing about imprinting until Sam did it and all of us just thought it was a myth. A rare exception to the rule. So anyway, Emily called Leah over one day to help her out with something. Thinking nothing of it, Leah went to her house all to find Emily trying on the wedding dress she planned on wearing for Sam on their wedding day. She wanted Leah to try on a bridesmaid dress. All of a sudden, Leah snapped. She ran out of there and headed straight for home to call the one person she knew would understand how she felt. Me. She told me everything that happened and I told her I'd come over so she wouldn't be alone. I wanted to avoid the rest of her family so I climbed up to her bedroom window and comforted her. She told me she was tired of feeling dead inside. She wanted to feel alive again. If only for one moment. Then she gave me a look. I raised an eyebrow looking back at her wondering what the hell she was thinking. When I paid more attention to her body language, realization set in and I quickly got off the bed and stood by the wall.

"Leah, what are you doing?"

She walked over to me taking off her clothes.

"I'm tired of feeling like crap. Make me feel alive again, Jake," She said as she pressed me up against the wall and started sucking on my neck. It did feel nice and she smelled so good but I snapped out of it enough to push her back.

"You don't know what you're saying right now. You're upset. If we do this, you'll regret it later."

"The only thing I'll regret is standing here naked and vulnerable while you walk out on me. I need this Jake." She started getting under my shirt, feeling around my chest. I grabbed her hands and held them at her side.

"We can't do this. We're friends. If we do this, it'll get weird."

"No it won't. Look, I have no interest in pursuing anything with you and I know you're not thinking about pursuing something with me. I just want to have fun. Sam's the only one I've ever been with. I need to get him out of my system."

She got her hands loose out of my grip and pulled my face in for a nice sensual kiss. Her kiss was so nice, we could've been mortal enemies and it wouldn't stop this from happening. Well, clearly….

Locking my fingers in her hair, I pulled her closer to me. She was succulent and sweet. Kissing her only peaked my curiosity for more. I pushed her back at arm's length and looked into her eyes. It had a fire in them that matched the temperature rise in both of us.

I wanted this.

I wanted her.

Taking off my shirt, I pulled her back in for a deep hungry kiss. I wanted her in the worst way. Lifting her up, I let her wrap her legs around my waist as she slid my shorts off with her feet. Stepping out of them, I started sucking on her neck as I lifted her up further and sucked on her beautiful breasts. She looked so sexy to me. My dick stood up at attention. I slowly brought her down on it, licking from between her breasts all the way up her neck, up over her chin and at her lips, kissing her down slowly. Entering her tight wet pussy made me bite my bottom lip with pleasure. Damn, this was going to be good. Leah worked her hips in union with mine as we fucked each other royally. It was the middle of the day yet I was seeing stars.

"Goddamn Lee Lee, I had no idea you'd feel this sweet," I was so lost in the feeling that I neglected to realize that I called her by Sam's nickname for her. Leah glared at me and started fucking me harder.

"DON'T CALL ME THAT!" She passionately shouted just as my dick hit her sweet spot.

I smiled devilishly at her response. Her anger was a turn on.

"Oh yeah?" I sucked on her neck as she rode me to oblivion. "What you going to do to me if I do?" I kissed her full voluptuous lips. "Huh?" I felt her toes curl from the back of my legs.

"Fuck you, Jacob!"

"But you already are. And you're doing it beautifully, Lee Lee."

"Grrrrrr….." she growled angrily as she went crazy on me. Then my toes curled.

Loving the fire in her, I carried her over to the wall, pressing her up against it. I wanted to go deeper inside her. I took her hands from around my neck and pressed them back against the wall. I stroked her long and hard.

"I'm going to make you love me," I whispered to her.

"Jake…. Don't….. Stop…." She moaned in ecstasy.

I was so deep inside of her I felt I would split her in two. Her pussy was hot flames of pleasure. I couldn't imagine Sam leaving this.

"That's right, Lee Lee, love this dick," I sighed stroking her harder and harder…..

"Damn Jake, you're hitting my spot….." She moaned not caring anymore what I called her. She worked her hips overtime keeping up with my strokes. "I never had it this good…."

Hmmmm….. That was good to know. Lifting her off the wall, I placed her on her feet and turned her around.

"Bend over for me."

She did as she was told as I slowly stuck my finger in her anus. She moaned with anticipation.

"You like that?" I asked bending low to kiss the small of her back.

"Yeeessss…"

I got up and very slowly slid my dick inside her rectum. She immediately rocked back on it wanting as much of me inside her as possible.

"You're ….. soooo….. fucking… incredible!" Leah shouted in ecstasy.

I pounded her ass ferociously. She felt so good I could cry.

"Damn it baby; say you're my Lee Lee."

"Yeeesss Jake…" Her eyes rolled in back of her head. "I'm….." I sucked the back of her neck. "Your…" I grabbed her hair and pumped at her hard. "Lee Lee!"

Our bodies began to overheat. Because there's never been an incident of two pack members having sex together, it never occurred to me that the friction that's produced, between two overly heated wolves, is enough to increase the body temperature to a degree that it can excite both bodies to change. Our bodies began to tremble as it prepared to phase. We were too hot and excited to calm down yet if we didn't, we would end up phasing in her much-too-small-for-giant-wolves-to-fit-in room. Pushing myself off of her, I brought my attention to the window that was facing in the direction of the woods.

"Follow me," I told her as I ran towards the open window, jumped out, and phased in mid-air coming down on all fours. Leah did the same as we both ran towards the woods. Running until we reached a nice secluded area, we skidded to a halt and stared each other down. I was glad nobody else from the pack phased so it was just us too. Even in wolf form, she still had me aroused. I walked over to her. I licked her face as I took in her scent. I never thought to have sex in this form. But then again, there's never been anyone I could safely have sex with in this form. I walked around the back of her as she lifted up her tail. I always used to look at regular dogs sniff the rear ends of other dogs and thought it was gross. But when I sniffed into her rear, it smelled good enough to eat. I licked all around there as my Lee Lee howled into the approaching night's air.

….. You're ready for me, Lee Lee?... I asked her in thought.

….. Yeeesss….. She responded, closing her eyes with anticipation of my entrance.

Rising up on my hind legs, and placing my front paws on Lee Lee's back, I slid my dick deep inside her rectum. Our heightened senses in wolf form increased the sensation we were feeling from the strokes. Because we were in each other's thoughts in this form, I knew exactly how this felt to her, and she knew exactly just how good this was for me. Pounding at her hard, I howled loud for the world to hear. Damn Lee Lee….

…. Oh my God, Jake… I'm almost there….. She moaned in thought as she and I too, was going to reach our climax together.

Suddenly, we felt the impressions of someone phasing in.

…. Shit Lee Lee, phase out!...

We both let the splitting trembling sensation go throughout our bodies as we both came down in human form still in doggy style position. Pulling out of her, I turned her around and kissed her deeply. Lifting her up, I pressed her up against a tree and entered her throbbing pussy. Nothing was going to stop this moment now. Lee Lee rode me hard, as we both started talking in tongues. The woods around us started spinning. The sensation was too great for words. I felt my dick get larger inside her. The orgasmic drunk stupor I was in brought me to a state of ultimate arousal as tingling sensations flowed throughout my body as I began to reach my climax.

"I'm cumming Lee Lee…I'm cummming." I shouted in ecstasy, as I held on to the tree that was holding her up and fucked her crazy.

"Damn it Jake! … I… Love….. YOU!" She shouted, squeezing her eyes shut as she tightened up her pussy muscles, and then suddenly released it, cumming hard. Her cumming felt so good, I couldn't hold back any longer.

"Oh SHIIIIITTTTT!" I shouted cumming hard inside of her.

I held her up in that position for a few seconds due to the orgasmic high that left me disoriented. As I collected myself, I slowly placed her on her feet. I looked at her as she said the craziest thing she could say at that moment.

"Want to go again?"

So for the next few weeks after that moment, me and Leah would have sex from time to time. Two months of this, and no phasing, Leah started to have morning sickness. We didn't want anyone on the rez to find out about the pregnancy so Leah took off to Clearwater National Park until after she gave birth. She had a boy that I named Khahlil Blackwater. He looks just like me. Leah told anyone who asked that Khahlil was left in her custody after a "friend" in Clearwater Park told her on their death bed that they wanted her to raise him as her own. Me, Leah, and Khahlil are the only ones who know the truth. Nobody thought it was odd that Khahlil calls Leah "mommy" and since Leah's my second in command and we spend a lot of time together, nobody found it odd that Khahlil calls me "daddy". With me imprinting and Sam's over protectiveness of Leah, we chose to keep this under wraps for now. I guess you can say Leah and I are "friends with benefits". As much as we enjoyed having sex with each other, we never produced deep enough feelings for each other to want to take it further. But ever since I've been having these dreams about Edward, sex between us has been non-existent. At least up until now.

Reaching Leah's house, we went inside and headed straight upstairs to her room. Leah always knew how to get my mind off of things so I relaxed in the idea of feeling like my mind will be void of anything Edward. I got out of my clothes and laid out on her bed waiting for action. Slipping out of her clothes, she started to walk towards me.

"Uh Uh, Lee Lee, crawl to me."

Leah's nickname "Lee Lee" has become our new sex word. I only call her that when we're about to or are in the middle of having sex. Stopping dead in her tracks, Lee Lee obediently got down on hands and knees and crawled over to me. She climbed up on the bed kissing me tenderly on the lips.

"Tonight is all about you Jacob. Lee Lee's going to make you feel better."

I closed my eyes and bit down on my bottom lip as Lee Lee kissed all around my chest and then slowly taking my dick into her mouth. The sensation was explosive. I grabbed a hold of her hair and locked my fingers into it as I moved my hips up against her movements. I lost myself so much in the feeling that I forgot where I was.

"Ummm….. Jake….. I love the way you taste." My reality was altered by the intense pleasure I was feeling. "Tell me who's dick is this, baby?"

"Damn…. It's all yours… Edward."

Leah stopped dead in her tracks as it darned on me whose name I just said.

"EDWARD? Me! YOUR Lee Lee was giving you pornstar quality oral and you say your dick is….. is… EDWARD'S?" She shouted with disgust and anger.

My heartbeat quickened as the realization set in that the secret I've been trying to bury was poured right out of me for the whole world to see.

FUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK!

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