To be together doesn't mean it's forever and born with the urge to love doesn't mean you will.

They can't stay, won't stay or are just taken away. Sookie usually wasn't the type of person of such morbid and bitter thoughts but crumpled on the graveyard ground clutching her grand daddies watch left room for little else. A whole family lost to strange and unusual deaths and knowing no one would ever understand the truth in events or even go as far as believing them made all her thinking so much darker. Standing up she held the watch tighter to believe herself that just a moment ago her grand daddie was here and now gone again.

Walking back to her house she found herself thinking how perfect everything could be again if she wasn't the type of fairy who could hear a person's thoughts but maybe the kind that could grant wishes. A few she would grant for herself before others if such foolishness was so. First she'd wish for Gran to have been here to see grand daddie and say goodbye. Getting closer to her house what started out as just a few for herself quickly turned into many but in the end boiled down to one. However not completely sure if wishing she never met Bill came from the bottom of her heart. In her mind along with many other would of, should of, could of's , she knew deep down the blame couldn't all go to him. Glamore didn't work on her and if she didn't always have the upper hand of knowing what her past would be fellas were thinking,. They might of used her and told her un true things just as easy as William Compton had. No not William, it was Bill.

Thinking back to what seemed a lifetime ago to that night when she first asked him his name. "Bill" he had said, in the most plain unflashy tone which made her laugh, such a simple unwymsical name for a vampire she thought. Knowing now it was one of the many ploys of vampire deception.

So much wasted on a lie and so much to still suffer because of it was her last trailing thought as she rounded the tree line next to her house. Looking behind her, thinking she had gone the wrong direction but whipping her head back around in confusion when she was sure she hadn't. Her feet moving again and walking a careful line along the "not supposed" to be there freshly grown Marigolds.

Sookie stood saucer eyed in front of he house breathing out " What the holy S'!"