Leaving Joe was the most horrible thing I had to do. It was time for me to go home. I hated home. Joe's mom always told my mom that I was staying with her daughter Nicole. Yeah, we said Nick was a girl. My parents didn't know that boys actually lived there. When I got home I went straight upstairs, locked my door, and turned on my lap top. Kevin was on IM.
KJonas: So did my idiot brother ask you out yet?
NBarton: No...Why?
KJonas: Dammit. Ok. Well I'll talk to him.
NBarton: No! I don't want him to be annoyed with me. Seriously Kev.
KJonas: He won't. He's just being an idiot. Lol. Happy he kissed you?
NBarton: It was a peck!
KJonas: So it sucked?! HAHAHA! I HAVE to make fun of him.
NBarton: NO! Don't. It was my first kiss Kev. Don't tell him that.
KJonas: Wow...I would've never known.
KJonas: Shit. I have to get off. Joe is homeeee. TTyL. Love you kiddo.
NBarton: TTyL Kevvy.
I sighed and layed back. I closed my laptop and turned on my tv. There was nothing on and it was driving me up the wall. About 3 hours later I heard something hit the window. I turned off my tv and got up. I walked over to my window and opened it. Joe was standing there smiling, "Come on." I grinned and grabbed my hoodie, climbing out of my window. I stumbled as I jumped off of the tree branch and he caught me. I smiled weakly and he gave me a peck on my lips. I got chills. He helped me stand up and he held my hand, whispering, "Let's go. I wanna show you something." I sighed, "Joe. It's midnight." He shrugged and led me to the park. The lights were out and he led me up to the little castle like structure. He sat down, hanging his legs over the side. I followed and he said, "Aren't the stars pretty?" I nodded and we both layed back. We turned to look at eachother and Joe scooted closer, closing the gap between us. He smiled, "Do you wanna be mine?" I nodded and he kissed me. I stopped, "Joe...You're my first kiss..." He smiled, "Good. Here...I'll show you." I nodded and we kissed again. It was amazing. I giggled a little and pulled away, "Wow."
Joe was holding my hand as he walked me home. I smiled, "Come in and watch a movie." He nodded and we climbed up the tree into my room. I decided to leave the window open. The lights were still out. We walked over to my bed, took our shoes off, and curled up on my nice king size. Joe wrapped his arms around me and we started Nightmare Before Christmas. I smiled and looked up. He looked down and kissed me. I smiled and we kept kissing. Joe put his hand on my stomach and started to lift my shirt up. I gasped, "Joe..." He looked me in the eyes, "Yeah?" I sighed, "I want to do it..." His eyes widened a little, "Wow. Really?" I nodded, "Yeah"
I opened my eyes to a pounding on the door, "Nicole! Open the god damned door!" I jumped up, "Joe!" I was whispering him and shaking him. He woke up and hurried out. I put on my pj's and opened the door, "Y-yes dad?" He grabbed my pony tail and dragged me down the stairs, "I told you to fucking clean this shit up!" I fell to the floor and he hit me. I screamed in pain. He got angrier, "You have a hickey you stupid whore!"
Joe
I was walking down the street with a big smile on my face until I heard sirens. I turned and saw them going towards Cole's. I stopped and ran back to her house. There was an ambulance and a few cop cars. Her parents were being dragged out of the house. I ran over to the ambulance to see Cole, broken and torn up. I shouted, "Wait! I'm coming! I'm her boyfriend." They nodded and I climbed into the ambulance. They closed the doors and started off. I held her hand, "Cole! What happened baby?!" She wasn't responding to anything. Her eyes were closed. I was told to move and the medics took over. I was actually scared. I didn't want to lose my best friend...my girlfriend.
I sat in the waiting room with my mom, my dad, Nick, Kevin, and my little brother Frankie. I was halfway off of the chair and halfway asleep. Right as I closed my eyes I heard someone ask, "Is someone in here the guardian for Nicole Barton?" My eyes shot open and I stood up with my parents, "Her parents were arrested tonight. I'm her boyfriend. My parents are here." He nodded and walked over, "Nicole has some really bad bruises and cuts. She has a few bruised ribs and a contusion in her left arm. She woke up but we gave her something for the pain so I'm not sure how long she'll be able to stay awake." He told us the room number and I practically ran to her room. She was laying there hooked up to a bunch of machines. I ran over to her bed and felt tears running down my cheeks, "Hey." She opened her eyes, "Hi." I bent down and kissed her forehead causing her to grimace in pain. I gasped and she sighed, "It hurts Joe. Everything hurts. Even talking..." I gently held her hand and she tried her hardest to smile. She said quietly, "Come closer." I nodded and my face was centimeters from hers. She lightly kissed my lips, "You're my world Joe Jonas."
It's been about a week and Cole was getting a little better, but she had to be hospitalized. It was scary. I hated seeing her like this. When I walked towards her room I heard her talking and I stopped, "Kevin I think I'm falling in love with him. I've never been open to anyone. To be honest...he was my first kiss...and..." I heard Kevin, "You two?" Cole sighed, "Yeah. I woke up with butterflies. None of it was a mistake. It was an amazing feeling and I hated being just friends. That night he asked me to be his girlfriend. I'm so happy Kev. I hope he still wants to be my boyfriend." I smiled and walked into the room, "Hi baby..." I handed her flowers and kissed her cheek, "You ok?" She nodded and scooted over so I could sit on the bed with her. She put the flowers in the vase with the other roses, "They're beautiful Joe." I grinned and she rolled her eyes. Nick walked in, "Coley bear! You're coming home today...with us!" She smiled, "Really?!" My parents walked in, "Really. You can stay with us kiddo."
Cole
Joe helped me out of bed and I was stilll shaky. He helped me put on regular clothes and his parents checked me out. We were walking to the car and he was holding my hand. I felt so secure with him. He helped me into the car, "Hungry?" I looked into his warm brown eyes and practically melted. He was so sweet and he knew how to comfot me. I nodded, "A little." Joe asked, "Dad, can Cole and I go see a movie or something?" His dad stopped at a red light, "Nicole, are you going to be ok with it?" I nodded and asked, "Can I shower first please?" His dad nodded and we went to their house.
Joe and I were in my room getting my stuff together. We had gone to the movies and I was allowed to pick up my things because my my parents were locked up, so it was deemed safe. I sighed and Joe was standing in front of me, "You don't regret the other night?" I shook my head and pulled him towards me, "I felt right doing it with you Joe." He smiled and kissed me. I leaned back onto the bed and he crawled on top of me, "You should be on top...I'm gonna squish you and cause pain." I nodded and we switched. I looked at his shirt, "I-I don't know what to do..." He sat up a little and took my shirt of slowly. He looked into my icy blues, "Now you do it." I slowly took his shirt off, running my fingers along his chest, making him gasp. He smiled and kissed me softly.
Joe and I were laying there and tears made their way to my eyes. I never wanted these moments to end. It was going to be hard adjusting to being with him all of the time, but I think I can manage. I felt Joe's thumb rub my cheek, "Hey...please don't cry. What's wrong?" I sighed, "I love you Joe. I really do and I don't wanna lose you." He nodded and kissed me gently, "I love you too." I smiled and closed my eyes. Joe kissed my forehead and I felt myself drifting off to sleep.
Joe and I walked through the door and Mrs. and Mr. Jonas smiled. I waved and Joe went to put my stuff in his room. Mrs. Jonas asked, "Are you sure you're ok with sleeping in Joe's room?" I nodded, "Yes ma'am." She smiled, "Well...have fun kids. Dinner will be ready at 6." Joe came in, grabbed my hand, and led me to his room. He closed the door, turning on his stereo. I smiled and layed on his bed. He walked over and layed next to me. I yawned and he kissed my forehead. I layed my head on his chest and he asked, "So what do you want to do?" I shrugged, "I don't know Joe." He nodded and I felt his hand moving on my back in circles. I giggled, "Joe that feels wierd." He grinned, "Hot wierd or ticklish wierd?" I smirked, "Hm...I don't know." He turned so he was leaning over me and pulled my shirt up. I took his shirt off and someone burst in, "Oh my god Joe guess wh-" I fell onto the floor and Nick's face was bright red as he turned and slammed the door. Joe and I burst into laughter and I quickly put my shirt on. I climbed back onto the bed and sighed, "I can't believe your brother just saw my boobs..." He shook his head and we got up, walking upstairs. Kevin was sitting in the living room with Nick, wide eyed. Joe sighed, "Please don't tell mom and dad." Nick looked up, "You were going to defy the purity ring Joseph Jonas. How can you think about that? We made a promise to our parents..." Joe looked down, "Nicole and I already did..." The looks on their faces were priceless. Kevin laughed since he already knew and Nick just gaped, "Wow." I sighed, "I-I'm sorry." I turned and walked away, going outside. I sat by the pool and closed my eyes. When I opened them Joe was standing behind me, "What's wrong?" I sighed again, "I ruined your promise Joe." He shrugged, "I love you Nicole." I looked into his eyes, "Really?" He bent down and kissed me, "Really." I smiled weakly and he asked quietly, "Want to resume what we were TRYING to do before Nick burst in?" I shook my head, "Can we watch a movie together?" He smiled and helped me up, "Sure baby."
Dinner was awkward. Nick kept staring back and forth between Joe and I. Frankie wouldn't sit still. Kevin had to continuously hold back from laughing at us. Denise and Kevin were talking about work. Joe was holding my hand under the table as we were eating. Denise asked me, "How you feeling sweetie?" I shrugged, "Doing better. I'm having nightmares though." Joe looked up, "Like you wouldn't believe. I wake up to getting shoved off of my bed or slapped at." I blushed, "Sorry." He shook his head, "Don't worry about it." I nodded and Denise sighed, "If it doesn't stop we may have to take you to see a psycologist." I rolled my eyes to myself, "Ok." I felt Joe squeeze my hand.
Everyone was asleep and I decided to take a midnight swim. I sighed as submurged my body into the water. About ten minutes later Kevin walked out, "Oh. Hey Nicole. Why are you up so late?" I shrugged, "Can't sleep. Too afraid to beat your brother up." He laughed and put his feet into the water, "I can't sleep either." I smiled, "Swim with me." He shook his head, "I'm in my boxers." I smiled and swam over to him. I pulled his hand and he fell in. I laughed quietly and he came up, "This is war." Kevin and I started wresting until he pinned me against the wall, "Say sorry." Our faces were getting closer, "NO." He grinned, "Say sorry." I looked into his eyes, "No." He leaned in and kissed me. I gasped and he backed up, "Oh my god. I'm so sorry. What have I done?!" I looked down, "Kev-" He cut me off, "Joe is going to hate me for this." I walked closer and grabbed his shoulders, "Kevin! Stop! Calm do-" His lips crashed into mine and he pushed me back against the wall. I wrapped my legs around him and ran my hands through his hair. I pulled away, "Oh my god Kevin. We can't..." I pushed myself up onto the ledge and dryed off quickly. I put my towel down, "You can use it." I turned to walked away but he grabbed me, "Nicole...please. Don't tell Joe. He'll hate me." I looked down, "He'll hate me Kevin. He will never forgive me." Kevin rubbed my shoulders, "I'm sorry." I sighed and looked down. He lifted my chin and kissed me again. He put his hands on my waist and kissed me deeper. I pushed him back a little and we fell. I landed on top of him and he smiled. We fell behind something and no one would see us if they looked outside. Kevin pulled me down and started kissing me. His hands made their way to my back and he pulled the strings to my top. I gasped realising that it had gotten colder outside. I heard a voice, "Cole?" I whispered, "Stay here. Don't come in for 5 minutes. I stood up, adjusting my top, "Hey Joe. I went skinny dipping." I made a face and walked over to him. He smiled, "Next time I'll join you." I kissed him and smiled, "Ok." I picked up the towel and we walked towards the house, going inside. We went to his room and I dropped my towel. He locked the door and smirked, "Can we?" I nodded and he walked over, kissing me.