"Hmm, should I wear a tie?" I asked myself while starring in the mirror at my reflection. The dance wasn't too formal, but I still wore a slim suit. "No. I won't wear a tie." I grinned at my decision. I left my bedroom, just in time. The doorbell rang. "Oh, that must be Shizuo."

I quickly walked to the door and answered it. There stood Shizuo, and he was stunning. He was dressed in a typical bartender's suit. All I could say was, "Wow."

He looked at himself. "You like it?"

"Yes, you should wear that more often." My face couldn't help but light up.

He leaned against my doorway and smiled. "Thanks. You ready?"

I was more than ready. "Yes."

Now his face turned into concern. "What if I don't want to go to this dance?"

"Then I'd say you wasted your time asking me out to a dance you don't even want to go to." I can't believe this! He doesn't even want to go.

"Sorry, but I want to do something else with you."

Something else? What could he mean? "And what's that?"

"Stay here and get to know each other better."

"...That's sweet." I blushed. He wanted to get to know me.

He blushed too. "So may I come in?"

I moved aside to let him in and he went to sit down on my couch. I closed the door and sat beside him. He asked the first question.

"Why do you live by yourself?"

Ouch, tough questions first. "My parents kicked me out."

"Why?"

The pain kept coming. I shrugged. My turn now. "Why do you even care?"

"Because I like you."

"Why? You're popular, I'm not. You're tall, I'm short. You're strong, I'm weak. We're polar opposites if you think about it."

All he did was laugh. "Do you always see in black and white? Or do you leave any room for grey?"

"That doesn't answer my question."

"Yeah, well I'm still figuring that part out."

"Oh. So you don't know why you like me?" I was kind of hurt, though I shouldn't be. We sort of just met.

"I have an idea, but I got to make sure."

"And how will you do that?"

"By doing something I've never done before."

"And that is?"

"Letting someone in." He looked up at my ceiling.

Oh. Oh was all I could think. "Oh." Oh was all I could say.

"And, of course, doing this." He looked dead at me and grabbed my arms. Pulling me close to him, he kissed me. Full on the lips. And he kept kissing me. It took a few more seconds of this for shock to disappear so I could close my eyes and kiss him back. We kissed for what seemed like forever, but we finally broke apart. I opened my eyes to stare into his.

"That was nice..." I grinned sloppily. I didn't feel sober because of how good it was.

He winked. "I can do better."

I bit my lip. I wanted to know what else he could do. But not right now, not like this. We hardly know each other. And though it hurt me to do this, I say, "Maybe another time."

He now looked confused. "I thought this was what you wanted."

"It is! But we just met yesterday!"

"I'll wait for you then." He kissed my forehead.

God, he makes waiting so hard. I mentally shook my head. "So what would you like to do?"

"What I'd like to do isn't what you want to do."

Half of me is saying, 'Ah, screw it, what do I have to lose?' and the other half is saying, 'My virginity!' I've never acted impulsively before. Now isn't the time to start. Right? I gulped, trying to make a decision.

"So what would you like to do, Izaya?"

I decided, right there and then. I built up my courage before saying, "Whatever you want to do."

A look of confusion returned to his face. "Yeah? Okay. How about we watch a movie?"

"...No. I've changed my mind" I shakily reached for his bow-tie.

"I see... You seem nervous." He took my shaking hand and held it.

"I've never done anything like this before." My breathing had quickened significantly.

"Heh, I haven't either. Not with a guy, anyway."

"So I'm your first guy?" I blushed at thinking about that.

"Yes." He kissed one of my blushing cheeks. "Are you ready?

"N-... Yeah..."

"Are you sure?" He seemed concerned. Though I wouldn't blame him if I had a panicking boy underneath me.

"Yeah...?" I said this one as a question because the truth is, I really wasn't sure.

"I don't think you are..." His look of concern grew.

"I am!" I shouted at him.

"I'll pick the movie." And he got up and walked towards the television.

Grrr, now I'm mad. He wanted to do something and then changed his mind, again! He sat back down and I glanced towards the television. The movie he chose looked suspenseful. Great, I hate suspense. I was going to make him aware of this. "Shizuo?"

"Yes?"

"I don't like this movie."

He sighed and rubbed his eyes. "You're hard to please."

"Not really." Though I am drawn to things that people tell me I can't have. So I cuddled up beside him and laid my head on his shoulder.

"You're so cute," He whispered in my ear. But that's all he did. He was transfixed on the movie from that point on.

I started thinking of ways I could get him going. Maybe if I kissed his neck... I leaned up and burrowed my face into his neck, kissing it. When I still didn't get much of a reaction, I bit him gently.

This triggered something. He wrapped his arms around me while pushing me down on the couch. "You really want it, don't you?"

I nodded. I wanted it and then some. I pulled his shirt collar down until his face was close to mine, and then I kissed him.

He feverishly kissed back while pushing up my shirt. He broke away, only to kiss the bare skin on my chest. Everywhere he kissed left a burning sensation.

Again, I grabbed his shirt collar so he could face me. When his face was inches from mine, I took this opportunity to undo his bow-tie and the first few buttons of his shirt. I only got to those because after this he took my hands and wrapped them around his neck while undoing the rest of his shirt. He discarded it, quickly followed by mine. That's when we started working on our pants, which disappeared almost instantly.

We were laying on my couch, almost naked. Never in my life would I think this would happen. But when he was starting to take off my underwear, I automatically said, "Stop."

He looked at me. "Hmm? What's the matter?"

"Ummm..." I was trying to find an excuse, but came up with, "Can we go somewhere more comfortable?" I mentally facepalmed. The truth was that I'm scared. Nothing comfortable would prepare me for this.

He nodded at me then, for some reason, picked me up and walked to the door of my bedroom. "Does this go to your bedroom?"

"...Yes." He pushed the door open with his knee, then entered with me in his arms. He laid me down on my bed and then got on top of me. I gulped and pulled some sheets to cover me.

He gave me a questioning look, but took his hands and pushed them under the sheets. He then started rubbing his hands up and down my thigh. I got so nervous I wanted to scream, but I bit my lip instead. He inched his way back up to my underwear, and slowly took those off. Now I was completely nude. But at least the sheets protected me from his hungry eyes.

"Now how am I supposed to see anything with all these sheets?" he teased, starting to move those away also. When they were gone, I felt like having a nervous breakdown. But all he did was look at me and seductively grin. "You're beautiful, did you know that?"

I hurriedly shook my head. I didn't feel beautiful. So I told him this.

He frowned. "Then I'll make you feel beautiful."

"How?" I said silently.

He smiled down at me with those perfect lips. "Would you like to see how?"

"Of course I'd like to see, Shizu-chan~" I giggled at the nickname I created for him. It also made him smile more.

"Okay, but you've got to trust me, Izaya."

"Just as long as you're gentle."

"Now now, I can't make any promises on how gentle I'm going to be."

This somehow turned me on. I guess a part of me wanted him to be rough. I went with that part of me. "Then please be rough with me?"

He looked surprised. "You mean it?"

"Yes. Please be rough with me."

"How rough are we speaking?"

"As rough as you can be."

"I can't be too rough... I have a problem with my strength."

"I don't care! Be rough with me!" I demanded.

"Okay! Just know I warned you." At this he started kissing me, just as feverishly as before, only rougher.

I couldn't help but moan into the kiss, which made him stop and stare at me. "Do that again."

"What?"

"Moan like that again."

I moaned. He shut his eyes as if he was listening intently. He spoke after I stopped. "Damn, I'm hard."

I looked to see but noticed he was still wearing his underwear. He had a big bulge though. "Can I see?"

"You can do more than see." He took them off. I stared, which he gladly noticed. "Here, give me your hand." He took my hand.

I shivered as he wrapped it around his shaft. I've never touched anyone else... Down there.

He interrupted my train of thought by speaking. "Now move your hand up and down on me slowly." It sounded more like a demand than a request.

But I did just what he said to do anyway. And each time I pumped him, he grew harder.

I stopped when I saw pre-cum trickle at the top of his head. "Lick it off," he ordered.

I did. It tasted weird, but I ignored that and decided to go down. He grunted in pleasure as I took him into my mouth. As I sucked his, I noticed my own growing considerably harder.

A couple of minutes went by before he said, "Stop, you're going to make me come."

I opened my mouth and let him go. Yet, my mouth wasn't left alone. He shoved his fingers in there and I got those nice and wet before he took them out.

"Now spread your legs," he said. I did as instructed. "This might feel uncomfortable at first." And he slowly eased one of his wet fingers in.

I let out a high moan. He grinned and said, "Does that feel good?"

"Y-yes." I moaned again as he pushed it in and out. He then added a second finger which felt twice as great.

But I wanted more. I needed more. "Shizu-chan~. Put it in me..."

He abruptly took them out and replaced them with something bigger. I squealed. It was a lot to take in.

"You're so tight," he grunted, while pushing more in. Then he started thrusting in and out slowly at first, then gaining momentum.

"Oh... Mmm..." I mumbled, spreading my legs wider.

He sat up, pulling me up with him. There I was, being bounced up and down on him while he continued to thrust underneath me.

It felt so amazing. Especially when he hit my sweet spot. I moaned out the words. "Shizu... chan... That's... it."

"Oh yeah?" he panted. He laid me back down on the bed and started thrusting at full strength, right on that spot. Then, he leaned down and kissed me.

That set me off. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I came all over the two of us, making a mess. "S-sorry," I groaned.

"Don't worry about it, I've got to too." He gave a final hard thrust and came inside of me.

We both moaned loudly, then he pulled out and laid down beside of me. We were both out of breath.

He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close. I giggled as I nuzzled into his chest. He pulled the sheets over us so we wouldn't get cold. Now it was nice and cozy. Before I knew it, I was fast asleep.