Disclaimer- i do not own GG or any of its characters. i aslo do not own Vampire Academy or any of its characters.

Here's the next chapter enjoy.

Chapter 2

For the next five weeks I joked with Lissa, Christian and Adrian. Went to all my classes and surprisingly never got in a fight with anyone.

We had finally finished our field experience and I got a pass and made up all my marks on defeating all three guardians including Dimitri. Actually I think Dimitri would be really proud of me.

I knew that tomorrow he would finally be out of the medical clinic. Dr Olendzki had called me in to let me know and said that Dimitri had told her to tell me our first lesson would be tomorrow morning.

When I got back to my dorm, I sat down and had a think.

It had been 6 and a half weeks since the cabin with Dimitri. I thought of all the good times Dimitri and I have had and decided I better get to sleep early, so I was ready early.

I feel asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.

In the morning, I woke up and had a shower. When my hair was dripping wet, I put my pyjama's back on and went to lie back down in bed.

I was feeling a little nauseous and not the type I get when Strigoi are around.

I feel back asleep and drifted to a slight dream.

I saw myself sitting on a rocking chair with a blanket wrapped in my arms. Dimitri was standing proudly next to the chair looking down at me.

I then noticed he wasn't looking at me. He was looking at the blanket.

Just as I realize this the Rose in my dream shifted to show a little baby wrapped in a blanket.

As soon as I saw the baby I was pulled out of my dream by my alarm clock. It was beeping. I reached over and knocked it off the table. This pulled the plug out of the wall turning it off.

I reached for my phone to check my messages.

I had one from Lissa last night asking if I could go to a dinner with her after training with Dimitri.

I quickly texted back 'Yes, see you soon.'

I put the phone back down and closed my eyes. About 5 minutes later I was woken up by my stomach. I ran quickly into my bathroom and threw up into the toilet.

A few seconds later and a pair of hands that weren't my own were holding my hair.

I panicked I didn't want anyone to see me throwing up. I didn't even want to see myself throw up.

I pushed weakly at the body behind me, but it didn't move. I turned and saw who it was. I instantly felt very self-conscious. I got up and moved away from the hands and went to brush my teeth.

I grabbed my toothbrush and started brushing.

As I was brushing the person cam and stood behind me and then wrapped their arms round me.

"Rose, what's wrong?" He asked frantically.

"I don't know. I just feel sick." I replied.

"You need to go to the medical clinic." He said

"But I don't want to go." I said.

"You have to get checked out." He said.

"Dimitri, I...."

And that's when I fell.

I woke up staring at the white ceiling of the medical clinic.

I knew who was standing beside me.

I turned over and confirmed my guess.

It was Dimitri. I remembered I was fighting with him in the bathroom. He wanted me to come here to get checked out and I didn't want to go. And that's when I couldn't remember anymore.

I started to speak but he cut me off. "Roza, are you okay?"

"I'm fine." I replied. "What happened?"

"Well. I came to your dorm to find out why you were running an hour late to training. When I got there I heard a smash so I started to knock on the door. When you didn't answer I kicked the door open to find you vomiting. I held your hair for you and you tried to push me away." He gave me the roll of his eyes before continuing. "Then you got up and brushed your teeth when I tried to tell you to come here but you kept arguing. Then you fainted so I bought you here and Dr Olendzki took some of your blood and sent it away to be tested." He finally finished.

"I'm sorry." I said.

"For what Roza. Throwing up?" He said.

"No for arguing." I said and with that there was a knock at the door.

"Rose, how are you feeling?" Dr Olendzki said with a weird look on her face.

"Good now. Why?" I said.

"Just wondering. Is there any chance I can have a chat to you privately?" She asked

"Sure." I said wondering why she couldn't do it in front of Dimitri.

"I'll see you in 2 days for training. I'll let you get over your illness." He said as he waved.

"Sure, bye." I said.

I looked at Dr Olendzki. "What's so important?"

"Well." She said. "You know I took your blood to do some tests and...." She paused.

"Yeah." I said prompting her.

"Well.... Rose you're pregnant." She finally said.

"What? How?" I asked.

"Well Rose when you have unprotected sex with someone, you have a chance at getting pregnant." She said.

"Yeah I know that but I haven't." I said.

"Have you had sex?" She asked.

"Well yes, but with a Dhampir not a Moroi." I shouted.

"Umm... well I don't know Rose but what are you going to do?" She asked.

"I need to think about this. Can you please not tell anyone?" I asked hoping she could do this for me.

"Yes I can do that Rose. And just to let you know, you're 6 and a half weeks pregnant.

I walked back to my dorm thinking so hard. I was sure to have brain damage later. What am I going to do?

Firstly, I've only ever had sex with a Dhampir. How could I be pregnant?

Secondly, what am I going to do? I can't kill a baby. It's inhuman. But I can't have my pregnancy at the academy without anyone knowing. I'll have a huge stomach at some point and then Kirova will find out and kick Dimitri and I out of the academy.

And thirdly, what about Lissa? I meant to be her guardian. But I can't be if I'm pregnant or have a baby to look after and I'm not doing what my mum did with me.

I kept walking and sighed thinking that I had a long night ahead of me.

The next morning I woke up in bed and thought about the decision I made last night.

I was going to leave the academy. I couldn't kill this baby and I couldn't let Dimitri lose his job. I was going to tell Dimitri never to look for me again.

I would leave a note for Lissa explaining things and how I was going to reach her. I was not going to abandon her but I wasn't going to be inhuman.

So I am leaving the academy.

I walked into Headmistress Kirova's office wondering how much of a scene this was going to cause.

A couple of minutes later she walked in.

"Headmistress Kirova, I'd like to sign out of the school." I said. I looked down at the floor.

"Rose, may I ask why you want to drop out?"

Drop out sounded like such a harsh word.

"I can't tell you exactly why but it is something I have done." I said looking up into her eyes.

This was going to be hard I could tell. I was the best novice for my age.

"Rose I can only ask you to stay but if you don't want to, then I cannot force you too." She said.

"Thank you Headmistress." I said.

"Rose it was a pleasure after you came back and was taught discipline. I thought that you would be the best guardian and I knew you wanted to be. I know you still want to be. If you ever want to come back all you have to do is take the guardian exam and you will have passed school." She explained.

"Thank you again. Could you please not notify anyone that I have left apart from my instructors only if they ask. Could you please notify Lissa I have left too." I started to cry.

"I will Rose and good luck."

I walked out knowing that this could be the biggest mistake of my life. Then again I knew this baby would be the best thing in my life.

I sat down at my desk and started writing:

Dear Lissa,

I love you like my sister and soon you will learn about why I left. I hope you will realize I left for the right reasons. I wanted to be you guardian so much and I promise in a couple of years I'll come back and be your guardian but up until then I need you to find me. I need explain this to you in person. Do not tell anyone where I am staying. Especially Dimitri. I am going to live in Manhattan. I will ring you and talk to you soon.

Love Rose. Xoxo

I sat there for a couple minutes before writing my next letter.

Dear Dimitri,

Please don't look for me. I have left for your own good. I will always love.

Love Rose. Xoxo

And with that last letter, I cried my heart out.

The next day, I left. I got really early and showed the guards on duty my note of leave and they let me through straight away.

I left my notes on the end of my bed knowing Dimitri would get them in a couple of hours.

As I walked, I cried my heart out.

And left.