TENSION

They arrived at their dorm at exactly one in the morning, he immediately go to the bathroom and take a quick shower. After drying himself up, he hit the sack not bothering if he will sleep in his birth suit, it's comfortable anyway. He covered his nakedness instead with a blanket. As soon as he closes his eyes he felt himself drift to sleep.

He was not sure what awakens him. Maybe the constant swooshing of rain outside his window or the loud thunder that comes along with it. One thing he is quite sure, he's not alone anymore in his room. There is a warm body next to him under the sheet and the intruder's hand is inches away from his private. Out of all the members of SHINee, Onew is the only person who is terrified of thunder, but why in his room? He could go to Jonghyun's room or Taemin or Minho. He's naked all the way down and all the members know his sleeping habit so why chooses him? He needs to wake him up and send him immediately to his own room, I don't care if he's terrified with thunder, he needs proper sleep and having Onew there being too close for comfort makes his heart beats faster and his breathing deeper. He tried to push him on the other side of the bed but he just groan in protest and dug his face deeper on his neck. Heck he forgot that he's naked he needs to wear something decent before waking him up. He slowly lifted Onew's arm away from him and immediately get up from bed.

As soon as he leaves the bed there is a nagging feeling of emptiness. What a silly thought? He fought the urge to join him to bed he switch on the bedside lamp instead and examine the man on his bed. Onew looks ethereally peaceful there with his soft brown hair covering half of his face and milky white skin that makes him look so soft and fragile. The press tagged him as having innocent eyes every women would envy but sensual lips that promises lustful nights. Quite the contrary, in short he has the good looks and fatal charm. He felt a tingling sensation all the way down to his stomach just by watching him which is kind of silly. He was about to go to his closet but Onew moved a little as if searching for his body on the tangled sheets. He was frozen on the spot and watched how Onew opened his eyes slowly.

He was sure he's disoriented at first but when he sees that the other side of the bed is empty he roamed his eyes on the entire room searching for him. His searching didn't go in vain because he was there on the foot of the bed frozen on the spot. He didn't know what to do, he wanted to pull the blanket and cover his nakedness but it will look really silly besides he's a man too. That should calm him but when he saw the way Onew keeps on looking at his body as if he is a specimen under a microscope he turned red.

"Good morning", he said sleepily with a grin on his face.

He saw a pillow next to him and hit him with all the force he could muster. That will certainly wipe off that silly grin on this idiot's face.

"You bastard, what do you think you're doing? You go to another man's room, join him to bed, act like a pervert old man, examined his body like he was some kind of an interesting specimen and all you gotta say is good morning?" while hitting him with my pillow.

"Hey hey, that hurts. Will you stop it?"

"No I won't, get out you pervert."

As he was about to hit him with a pillow for the nth time, Onew easily hold both of his wrist and pull him to the bed with him. He tried to get up and protest but Onew immediately change their position with Onew on top, hold both of his wrists in a firm grip and kiss him on the lips. Shock is an understatement he forgot to breath, he forgot to protest. All he could ever think is the soft lips that encourage him to open his mouth and accept the kiss. He is torn between pleasure and shame. He opened his mouth to stop him but Onew take advantage of it and explore the sweet crevices of his mouth with his tongue.

The assault to his lips brings carnal thoughts and he returned the kiss wantonly. All he could ever think is how Onew's body felt warm next to him and how his kisses make him crave for more. He gasped softly when Onew's mouth travelled to her ear, licking the sensitive part and his hand went up and down his spine.

"Do you feel the draw, my Key? The pull between us?" he whispered.

Yes. My heart is pounding against my chest. My knees are melting. Oh God!

His kisses travelled from his ear to his lips again and down to the hollow of his neck. He let go of his wrist and he pulled him closer to his body.

Desire pulsed through him with disorienting force. So this is what desire is about. Exquisitely delicious sensations only passion provided. Struggling for sense, Key stopped him.

"You aren't in love with me, are you, Onew?"

Onew stopped kissing his neck and stare at him as if he doesn't understand what he is asking him. "Don't let us talk about love I know you want this, too."

"Yes," he said. Mental clarity prevailed. "The friendship that ties both of us together is special for me. But I'll treasure this episode of my life with you forever, Onew. So please don't destroy something special."

"Key."

He looked up to him, a determined glint in his eyes. "I don't believe in sex without love, Onew. And I have no intention of changing my beliefs. Now or never no matter how much the attraction I have for you." There, he admitted it.

He stiffened. He let go of Key's body and walk out of the room without glancing at him.

He didn't notice that he is already crying. He loved him, he doesn't know when. All he knew is he love him to destruction and the fact that Onew doesn't loved him back hurts like hell. He wiped the tears, he should be strong and when he went to face his co members and him, he should stay strong as if nothing happened. He touched his lips, which were swollen from Onew's kiss. He doesn't know what to do, he's scared. What if the other member will notice his feelings? He'll try to act as normally as possible in the meantime he let himself cry again for the pieces of his heart being broken.