How Could I forget

I flipped to the next page in my book . I was reading a book called a ' A Certain Slant of Sunlight ' . It was about a ghost that fell in love with a boy that was taken over by another ghost . So far it was really good and I was excited to finish the book . ( A/N I really read this and you should to !!! Loved it !!! )

I was to the part where Helen was about to take over Jenny's body when the door bell rang . I marked my page and slide off of my couch , careful of the small bulge that was growing in my lower abdomen . I placed my hand for a moment on the little bulge , thinking about Kaname and how we had made more than love that peaceful night three months ago , then went to open the door . I looked thought the peep hole and saw a head of silver hair .

I opened the door and smiled as Zero walked inside . He held out a single red rose with no thorns and smiled the smile that he only showed me . I took the rose and placed it in a crimson colored vase where the other 12 roses from this morning where soaking .

" Hey Yuuki . " He greeted as we walked into the den where I was reading my book . He sat beside me on the couch and looked at the book that I was reading . He glanced at the back cover , then looked back up at me , with a little smirk on his face . I knew then that he was here for more than just a social visit .

" Whats goin' on Zero ? " I asked the silent vampire beside me . He flashed me a small grin that just said , ' I know that your hiding something , and i'm going to find out . ' I giggled a bit and once I had a straight face , looked back into his waiting eyes .

" I am here to find out what you have been hiding from me . " He stated in his commanding voice that made you want to obey him . He was always this way so I did not feel intimidated by it anymore , but still felt the air of respect around his body .

" Its . . . . its .. . whydoyouwanttoknowanyway ? " I babbled to fats for him to understand .

" What ? Repeat the last part Yuuki, even a vampire could not understand what you said last . It was way to fast and it seemed out off character for you . " he stated in a amused voice . God I thought ! What a stubborn jackass ! God stupid mood swings ! I hated this ! I feel bipolar .

" I said , and I quote , ' why do you want to know anyway ? ' Better ? " I asked the stubborn jackass of a vampire , Zero . He smirked and looked pleased that he had been able to get that answer out of me .

" Why would I want to know ? Is it that hard to believe that I care about you and want you to feel like you can trust me with anything ? " I pondered over what Zero had just admitted to me . I knew that like most men Zero had a problem expressing emotions and felt a little embarrassed at what he had said . Plus the slight blush on his checks helped me figure it out . I giggled on the inside . Zero was cute when he blushed .

" No I guess it ain't that hard to believe that you care about me . I mean that we have been together since our families were killed . We are like brother and sister . I think that maybe it would make it a little wired if you liked me in . . .well . .. . " I stopped , scared of what he would think if I continued on that trail of thought .

" Well what ? " Zero pressed on . I hated Zero even more right now ! He dose not know when to stop with his stupid interrogation method of making me say what was on my mind . It was so first grade . There fose the Biopolor me again .

" Well its . . .that . .. just " I could not finish because Zero pressed himself up against me . Our chest were right up against each other and I was blushing even harder when I felt my chest being pushed down harder because he was leaning on me making sure that he could feel me under him . Then without warning he kissed me .

It was passionate . So full of love that I could not believe that he had held in these feelings for has long as he had done . He begged for me to allow him into my mouth , but denied him that privilege . I pushed him off of me and I could feel myself crying .

My body shock with silent tears . Zero gathered me into his arms and held me tight like a father would do to his scared child . For hours it seemed that he held me as I cried my eyes out . As I cried on Zero's shoulder he whispered sweet words that he hoped would make me feel better . Words like ' everythings okay ', don't worry Yuuki , i'm here for you , ' and what seemed to becoming his new motto , ' I can help you forget ' I knew that he could not help forget , but maybe , just maybe he could help dull the pain everytime my heart brought back feelings of Kaname . Soon the water works stopped and I felt myself calming down at the words that Zero whispered lovingly into my ear .

I could not take it any longer . I knew that the longer that I let myself be held and comfronted by Zero , the more that he would hurt when I told him that what I did with Kaname and that the baby I was carrying was fathered by Kaname.

I pulled myself from his arms and whipped the last on the teards from my eyes . I looked at him and I could see the hope clearly shinning in his loving eyes . I took a few deep breathes before starting .

" Zero , I'm pregnant . "

Disclamer : I do not own Vampire Knight !

I hope you like this next chapter ! I hope to update soon ! PS if you read any of my other ongoing stories , be patient ! I am working on them ! It takes time to write the story and make it fit together ! Thanks for understanding !

Later !!!