I've figured out how to feel
Now I'm addicted
Every night
Without fail
Every night I watch the blood flow
Happy
Every night I watch the blood seep
Crying
Every night I watch the blood poor
Grinning
Then the blood would stop
And I'd be numb
Once again
I used to live for no reason
Now I live for night
To watch the blood flow
Seep
Poor
I live to see it
To feel
Once again
Tonight I watch the blood flow
I know I will be the last time
I grin ecstatic, as I bring my blade to my throat.
Yes!