Chapter 2: The Animal In Me Part 1

What changed in her? How had she become this thing, this cold hearted bitch, who cared for no one but herself. This change; this animal instinct inside of her helped her survive for five hundred years. But what made her like this or rather who. When you've been broken down so many times by the same person you begin to build walls over your humanity and I guess you could say eventually became exactly like the very thing or rather the person you hate and keep running from. She had gone from that sweet peasant Queen so many years ago to this vindictive, self serving human being. Now you are probably wondering how Elena survived all these years, but never aged well this is all due to her being a hybrid. Who made her, you ask? That would the one and only Klaus Mikaelson, the man she despised with all her heart, yet both had hated and loved. He had made her who she was.

Klaus had stolen everything from her. Her humanity, used her best friend against her, her love, her lover, and her children all except for one which later ended up being adopted out. Her son Stefan Klaus had turned against his own mother from the time of birth. It was pay back. He justified it by saying it was because of her infidelity with his brother Damon. Elena had been lovers with Damon after Klaus had taken a mistress. Her daughter Lia when he sent her away after finding out she was Damon's not his. And then Damon the night he made him choose between death and keeping Elena alive. He had made Damon promise his alliance to him, to break Elena's heart, and to never see his daughter again. Out of his love for Elena he did, he sold his soul to the devil for her. If it kept her alive it was worth it, but it still caused pain Klaus made sure of that.

And eventually he took Davina from her as well. Her daughter Davina was all she had left after she lost Stefan to the hate he held for his mother. But Klaus decided to take Davina too. This was the straw that broke her down completely after Klaus had managed to turn Damon against her or so she thought. It's what made her believe she didn't deserve love but only pain and abuse. Once she was broken down, he slowly ripped her humanity from her, one piece at a time until there was nothing left but a monster. Yet Klaus could be happy, he could be with anyone he liked and she had to suffer.

FLASHBACK:

"We fall for each other at the wrong time.

Only for a moment, but I don't mind.

Guess I don't know where to draw the line, the line, the line.

And we'll play the same game every night."

Passing by in the halls headed towards her chamber she passed by her son Stefan. The moment she came in contact with him Stefan scowled. He hated his mother with his every being and it was for no reason at all, or at least Elena couldn't understand why only that she blamed Klaus for it. "Stefan.."She softly whispered to him, barely touching his shoulder. "What?" He said scowling again as he removed her hand brushing her touch off him like it was nothing. "I don't have all day women." She opened her mouth to speak. "I…." Then she simply shook her head as she saw the annoying look her son had on his face. "Nothing." She simply said before bowing and headed back down the hall again. With a turn of his heel Stefan rolled his eyes and went back to his duties. Elena was almost to her room when she heard the laughter of her daughter Davina. A small smile graced her lips as she listened to the laughing. Oh how she missed the fun times she use to have with Davina, but ever since the King forbid much interaction between the two she felt lonely and as if she was slowing missing parts of her daughter's life as she grew up. Just when Elena was about to go into her room Davina came running around the corner. Once she saw her mom she froze for a moment, before rushing to her. "Mama ." She yelled running towards her.

"Davina Davina where are you?" He yelled. "The tickle monster is here." He laughed. Just when Elena was about to embrace her daughter in a hug, she saw Klaus round the corner, than heard his booming voice. "Davina Mikaelson. What did I say about when you see your mother?" He asked her his face hardened. "To only address her when you say to." She said her face tilted down, a tear trying to escape. She quickly wiped it away so as not to seem weak in front of her father. Elena recoiled at the statement composing herself, though she ached to embrace her daughter. "You are dismissed." He said with a slight nod to his daughter. To avoid the lecture from him that she knew would be coming she slides her hand to her door pushing it opened. Before she could step inside her room she felt his hand gripping her wrist tight. Pulling her inside he pushed her against the wall with his body. His other hand ran up her body from her waist up to her small petite neck. Holding it in his grip the scowl was evident on his face. "I could easily kill you right this moment and no one would know or care." At his touch her breathe hitched as he whispered in her ear. He could hear her rapid breathe.

He knew the effect he had on her. Though she fights it, he knew what her body responded to. She would never admit it, but the pain that came with the pleasure was now a part of her. Once she regained her thoughts she pushed him away. "I wish you would." She spat at him. At least then she would be free from the heart break, the pain and torture he brought. With vamp speed he pushed her back this time holding tight to her neck. He growled. "Don't test me my little Lena. You won't stand a chance. I could grant your wish but I won't. Your mine and only mine. It's best that you accept that."He said nipping at her ear with his teeth a smirk on his face. Her heart was pounding in her chest when he finally released her, her breathe returned to her. Smoothing out his clothes he headed for the door, but turned on his foot looking at her. "Next time you will not address Davina unless I say. Understand."He said with a stern look on his face. "I…can't she is my daughter."She said when she saw him scowl as he held her chin in between his fingers lifting it up. "You will or else." He growled. She finally nodded. "Yes your Majesty."Her eyes down casted. He left a kiss on her lips, his tongue dominating hers before leaving. He would never let her forget who was the Alfa male.

When he was gone she could still feel the touch of his lips on hers. Her breathing hitched. Hours later Bonnie was supposed to come and help Elena get ready for bed, when she didn't she figured Bonnie was busy doing more spells for Klaus regarding her. She sighed, jealously filling her heart. She hated this, but more than that she hated herself for allowing it. But where would she go? If she left her family would die and so would she. Klaus was right. She was his and she knew it all too well.

"Up in the clouds.

Yeah, you know how to make me want you.

When we come down.

Oh I know, yeah I know, it's over"

After she had gotten ready for bed, did her hair and put on her night gown she heard footsteps headed for her door. At first she thought it was Bonnie. "Go way Bonnie. I no longer need your services for tonight." She yelled. But to her dismay it was not Bonnie it was Klaus, which meant the same game would begin that was played every night and ended up leaving her more broken in the morning. She could already smell the alcohol on his breathe and was not in the mood. "Go away Klaus. It's not happening. I can't do this anymore." She said walking past him. But before she could move to the bed he grabbed her into his arms, the bottle of whiskey still in his hands. "Oh my little Lena, that is where you are wrong." Brushing one hand through her hair he kissed her."You know you want me, you can't deny it. I know what your body wants and what you want." He said taking his last swing of the whiskey, then dropped the bottle.

"You don't how to love me when you're sober

When the bottle's done you pull me closer

And you're saying all the things that you're supposed to

But you don't know how to love me when you're sober. "

He picked her up, laying her on the bed. He started kissing up her body, with his other hand he roamed her body under her nightgown. His kisses sent shivers down her body. Her mind wanted to refuse, to say she didn't want this, to deny what her body wanted and she did too. She desperately wanted to not give in, but it was no use. She always did. The moment his lips captured her's she removed his shirt, then he removed her night gown. She left peppered kisses on his shoulder. Gripping her hips he positioned himself inside of her and started moving in rhyme. With each thrust only brought more pain with the pleasure. Their lips never left each other's bodies. Flipping her on top of him she rode him until she was about to reach her climax. Before she could he flipped her back onto her back. He wrapped her legs tightly around him. As he lifted her, he trusted inside her until they both climaxed. Spilling his seed inside of her, they came down from their high laying by each other. "Your beautiful my Little Lena." He whispered moving a strain of a curl away from her face before passing out beside her. Once her head came out of the clouds she knew his words held no meaning they never would.

"Why is it so different when we wake up?

Same lips, same kiss, but not the same touch.

Don't you know that you do it just enough, but not enough.

But I know what's next, and I want so much."

"You've got a hold on me.

You're like a wasted dream.

I gave you everything.

But you don't know how to love me when you're sober."

The next morning was the same as always, same lips and same kiss would kiss her lips, before leaving her for the day. Klaus only loved her when he was drunk otherwise she was just viewed as his property nothing else.

Present Day:

She only came out of her thoughts when she felt Caroline touch her hand. "It was him again wasn't it?" Caroline asked with a scowl on her face. She loathed Klaus for what he did to Elena. She had grown up not knowing her family and being adopted out. Elena did pretty well even though she was on the run from Klaus. When she had found out she was pregnant she knew she couldn't let the child turn out like Klaus so she had ran. For five hundred years she ran always staying one step ahead of Klaus. She had too. But during the time she was running she eventually had to give up the child in order to protect it. She never knew if it was a boy or girl. "Yes it was." She said softly. "I hate him." Caroline stated with anger in her voice. "For everything." She said. "I know, me too. Me too.." She said with hatred in her voice.