Chapter 2.
Stiles POV.
I toss and turn all night, I can't sleep, nobody's here, I go into the bathroom, I know its stupid but I get my razor, just a few cuts, nobody knows, its all okay, once im done I clean up. I sigh going back to my room, I flail and scream as I notice Derek lurking at the window "Jeezus christ! Warn someone! Call before you come over, do you want to give me a heart attack, Gez! Also use the bloody front door its not that hard yknow!" He raised an eyebrow, urge, his stupid good looking face, and perfect goddess body, stupid Derek Hale, stupid feelings, stupid love stu-"You done now?" he interrupts my thoughts, I stare at him and nod, and he yells"Okay, mind telling me why the hell you smell like blood!" I look down and realise I don't have a long top on and put my arms behind my back, but he's now right in front of me grabbing them, I cry In pain, he lets go and just pulls me into a hug and then I just cry.
I open my eyes, confused, I look around, noticing a Derek Hale hugging me close sleeping next to me on my bed, I look at my wrists and they have stopped bleeding, I look around the room, I see the whole pack, they know now...Derek must have called them, I frown and lye back down, I turn and face Derek. I reach out and trace his face with my fingers, they brush over his lips, his jaw, his hair, when I pull back, his eyes open...I flail, jump and fall out of bed. "Fuckk! Stop doing that!" I glare and him and he bursts out laughing, which annoys me so I grab a pillow and smack him with it, then he's not amused, now the whole packs up, my eyes widen "Oh shit!" was my last words then I ran out the door and downstairs, but he grabs me from behind and launches me over his shoulder dragging me back upstairs, "Derek! Put me down now! Bad dog! Down or no treats for you!" I screech like a girl when im thrown on the bed and he sits on top of me pinning me down. "Right Stiles, were now gonna talk about these and we wanna know the truth!" Derek growls at me, while grabbing my arms below the cuts, I flinch and sigh.
"Fine, its been ever since Gerard, when he kidnapped me, I lost it, I got depressed and then things got worse, Matt, the kanima thing, everything was horrible. I couldn't take it anymore, it was my only way of dealing with the pain, Im sorry!" This point I was crying, Derek got off me and I sat up, crossed my legs and fiddled with my hands. "I felt so alone, I didn't know what to do, it felt like everybody had someone except me! Scott has Allison, Lydia, Jackson. Isaac, you and Boyd and Erica. I cant talk to my dad because he doesn't know anything, I don't have anyone! Yesterday I didn't mean to snap at you its just, honestly I haven't slept in a month, last night was the first I slept!" Finally Scott speaks up, "We know, we could smell the exhaustion on you and its midday Stiles, you was up all night till 5 am, your dad came home, Derek called us all, were sorry we didn't have a choice, we had to tell him, its time he knew" He looked down out of guilt...I could have screamed at him and yelled but he was right, so I just nodded. "I understand that you needed to tell him, it was getting close I would of caved in eventually. Where is my dad?" On cue he turned up at my door, my eyes welled up again, I flung myself at him, hugging him "Im so sorry! I shouldn't of done it! Im sorry daddy!" He whispered in my ear, "Shh its okay kid, its okay".
The next few days I spent with my dad, he took 2 days off for me, we spent the whole time talking about werewolf's, mum, the cuts, the depression, everything. I didn't leave anything out or lie to him this time, im glad I don't have to lie anymore.
No ones POV.
Stiles knew somewhere in the back of his mind something new was coming to ruin the new found happiness and he knew his dad would be in the middle of it this time...But he would have his friends, his pack by his side and maybe one day Derek will be by his side too.