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Lights , lots of lights were hanging in my dark manor . it almost felt surreal . they were lights on our lamps , candles , chandliers even magical bugs were enchanted to make our vast garden look bueatiful. How ironic when we are the dark side all we had to do is light up this whole manor . I take flute of wine and drown in one go . they were much too much lights , this much lights were too dangerous , it could make us blind .

I run a hand on my hair and down my robes . iam nervous . I don't think it's such a good idea to have a victory party just days after war . we smile , we prade , we pretend to have jolly good time but none of them know how we are doing , how I am doing .

My father lucuis malfoy can be seen behind many deatheater wives , laughing , chatting , like nothing happened . me draco malfoy is sitting around and is very bored .

Then there is brust of smoke and lord voldemort appears . ofcourse he will make grand entrance . like he always does , like he did in hogwarts , like he did now .

I narrow my eyes , forcing my mind shut . I hate this man I really really do , but I can't voice it . iam too afriad.

My two best friends theo nott and blaise zabini are chatting around with some girls . until they look at me , I just nodded and looked away .

But looked away did nothing , the greengrass sister is pathetic , she is batting her eyelashes and motioning me to come . I sneer at her .

Too bad her elder sister was killed by ron weasley . she was the only sane sister around .

Crabbe died in that blasted room.

Goyle commited sucide just a week after war.

Blaise lost a leg while fighting that werewolf.

And I was shattered . inside and out . I surrived the war yet I wish I hadn't.

Blaise came to me and nudged me in elbow . I looked at him .. he nodded at that greengrass girl and smirked at me .

"she's in love with you draco" blaise said after throwing smirks at her .

I looked at her disgustly . she was pathetic really . clingy even.

" will you just shut up ?" I asked him.

"you know it wouldn't be too bad for you to loosen up" .

" I can never loosen up here . thankyou very much"

"too bad I was thinking maybe some drinking would do that"

I looked at my wine . all gone , but I don't feel drunk , I feel much sober than before .

"maybe its him or him" .

"you have to forget about it draco , it wasn't your father's fault" . blaise said in a low tone .

I hissed more like that snake . I don't like it when someone lectures me . espically people like zabini .

" I wouldn't , I never would , and don't say like it never mattered". I hissed at him.

" draco look I understand where you come from but you have -

Just then a high pitch scream echoed the halls , everyone stopped talking , a scream tore again this time it was closer .

Voldemort swaggered forward . the doors opened . and wormtail with couple of snatchers came .

Behind them was sight of horror .

They had a girl behind them . a girl not much then her early 20's , I can't see her face , so I rush forward to see if its someone I know .

A scream tore from her lungs again .

Oh I know her alright , shes gryffindor chaser , I knew her from our qudditch matches .

Voldemort leant forward , he touched her face . she spat at him.

Laughing the mad men turned to his posse and asked where did they find her .

They said they found her lurking in diagonalley for food.

The girl's eyes were blank , yet she screamed , there was blood everywhere in her face . her hands still holding the bread she must have bought .

Voldemort then smiled . and annonced that she was a order member and they were searching for them .

Then this girl must know what he needed to know . it makes perfect sense.

He opened his mouth and mummred words , if it could fool anyone it would be seen as words of comfort but it was nothing but a deadly whisper

" are you or not Damelza Robbins?"

She didn't answer .

"ANSWER ME!"

"yes" came a faint reply .

Voldemort leaned forward again .

" are you or not order member?".he asked in low tone.

Damelza must have gone nervous , she looked around for help , her eyes settled on me , I looked away .

" o…order ? there is no o…or ..order , it finished with harry potter" . she mummbled.

Perhaps damelza thinks voldemort is stupid , but shes wrong , we all know order is very well in form.

Voldemort whispered " donot lie to me girl ! I will kill you if you do ! so tell me are you or not an order member ?"

She flinched . and cast her eyes down . a faint " yes" came.

I closed my eyes.

Voldemort laughed gleefully .

He whispered again " so in exchange of your life and freedom you will tell me what they are planning now?".

I fought an urge to roll my eyes , voldemort knows exactly what are they upto , but something tells me he wants a confimation .

Damelza closed her eyes , she then whispered words , words I would never thought will hear .

"order is intact , it has got more member, mostly war victims and their families . death of harry potter has broken them all but they are togather and strong".

Voldemort smiled even more , I think I detect a fear in his eyes , but it was quick flash and gone.

"And?".

"remus lupin left"

Gasps could be heard , I too in shock felt my jaw drop , remus lupin as in nymphadora's husband and my teacher in third year , can't leave like that . he was supposed to be leader or something , he can't abandon his duties .

Voldemort waved his hand as it's very old news , he must have knowen about it , I see him eager now.

" so who took his place?" he asked casually as asking about weather update.

Damelza robbins then closed her eyes and drew in a breath . she then uttered in one word . that I hated so much .

" Hermione granger".

HERMIONE GRANGER?

Everyone remained quiet as too afriad to ask . me too was shocked to say anything .

Voldemort smiled .

Just then a green spark emerged from his hands .

Damelza robbins died .

Voldemort now boastfully bragged how he happen to kill the mudblood.

Too bad he wouldn't have that chance.

My fist clenched and unclenched all the times.

Hermione granger wouldn't be killed that easily . she has to suffer frist.

And I promise I would not let voldemort have that chance.

Because I think for this job only one person is best . Me

I always imagined killing her . and now I really think she has to be killed .

I wouldn't let voldemort steal that chance , he had potter , I will have her .

After all why shouldn't avenge my mother's killer ?

a/n long chappie …tense and difficult , I hope I did justice . leave a review guys . I want to know how do you like it ? pretty please?