YES! As you wished, here I am again to give you my AuSwiss fanfiction. :) Okay, so this chapter is titled "Sein Schrei" which according to Google means "His cry" it's gonna be something like a cliffhanger. ==; My brains are practically out of ideas and this came out randomly, you're lucky. :) Haha. Hetalia is never gonna be mine. Himaruya does. :)

So, here I present to you, Sein Schrei

Sein Schrei

Vash wandered at night. He would take a lengthy stroll at night whenever his Lily was asleep. He would always try to recollect all of the things he had done…not only to him…but also to his flower, Lily.

Vash, after breaking up with Roderich, ran to Elizaveta's door to ask for some help. He knew that he could stay farther from Roderich, but his heart wouldn't allow it. He'd always have a weak spot for Roderich. Fortunately, Elizaveta dared to listen and understood the teenager. He was thirteen and he's alone with a child growing inside him, going back to his family would be a lot worse—they trained Vash to be a strong man, not a weak lady.

He would always sit on that particular swing in the park, crying his eyes out. Sometimes, he would be so grateful for the rain because it helps him hide his tears…and his sobs. He never returned to his family in Zurich—no matter how many times he tried to knock on the door he used to enter…he could not afford to see his family's reaction…especially his sister, Lieselotte. Lieselotte was probably the kindest girl he could ever know…he doesn't want her to be disappointed and be ashamed of her pathetic brother. No…that would cause greater pain and trouble…

It was Vash himself who begged in front of Elizaveta's parents to arrange her with Roderich. It was painful on his part but he knew that in that way, he could get news about Roderich easier. After Vash had given birth to his supposed twins, Lily and Edelweiss, he decided to leave Elizaveta's home and moved to Bern by himself. Sadly, Edelweiss caught a cold and died due to pneumonia. Elizaveta herself rushed to Bern to give Vash some moral support.

Every time he lies on that small bed beside Lily, he remembers Edelweiss…that fraternal twin of Lily who looked exactly like his other father… The one with royal purple orbs…that was supposed to see the world for a longer time…the eyes that he wished had his talent of shooting sharply. He had long tried to forgive himself…but he couldn't even forgive a part of him. He blames himself every day, every hour, every minute, and every second of his life for being a failure.

"Do you want me to call Roderich in here to let him meet Edelweiss before she gets buried?" asked the Hungarian. Vash did want to have Roderich beside him to comfort him from the pain that he had gone through, however, he held on to his promise to his own self that Roderich will never know about his children.

He remained strong for his Lily. Edelweiss might have gone early, but he promised to himself that his Lily would bury him and he won't let his Lily die before him.

He promised to do everything alone. Alone for Lily and even to Edelweiss, who will never return to his arms ever again… He's silently hoping he could do it, but it still hurts. It still hurts to see Lily remind him of someone…someone he knew would not understand everything.

And so, Vash raised Lily alone…but each day that Lily smiles at music, or even make music of her own by her xylophone toy, his heart would grieve and he'd cry when she's not looking. His Lily constantly reminded him of Roderich's stupid yet likeable attitude toward music. Elizaveta was the one who convinced Vash to enroll Lily in Ehrfürchtig Musikschule, the school that was founded by Roderich's cousin, Gilbert Beillschmidt. Elizaveta ensured Vash that Roderich never knew about the school and so Lily was enrolled in the prestigious school.

Whenever Lily plays the violin or the piano, Vash would try to listen to Lily without shedding off tears. For four years, he had been doing the same thing. He would listen to his daughter's music and he would cry during nighttime.

His tears would always flow like the rain whenever he thought of Lily and her talent. He had feared that to happen…he always feared that at some point, his child would possess something that would constantly remind him of his ex-boyfriend. His heart clenched every time he hears that piece from Lily's piano. Chopin's Nocturne.

It was Vash's favourite piece…which Roderich plays to him when they were still kids.

A day after Lily's recital in Vienna, Lily went up early to play Chopin's Nocturne until her father approached her with a gun behind him.

"LILY! GET AWAY FROM THAT PIANO!" shouted Vash as he heard that piece. Lily was immediately snatched away from her piano and was locked in her room. She heard gunshots, painfully clangs against the floor, and strings that cried out painfully as they broke. She cried out in her room, begging her father to stop…but Vash never heard anything from the human world.

Fortunately for Lily, Elizaveta came in and slapped the hell out of Vash…and returned him to his senses. She then came and carried Lily out of the room and soon after, out of the house to get the trauma out of the kid.

Lily never understood…but Elizaveta did.

"Vash," Elizaveta called out, "you're going to get colds if you stay longer in the rain. After all, Lily doesn't want her father gone early."

Vash looked up and indeed, it was raining. It wasn't like he cared anyway. Elizaveta approached Vash and brought him under her umbrella. She draped a dry wool towel to help Vash from the cold. Vash didn't accept it nor rejected it. He merely stood there…his eyes sullen and soulless.

"E-elizaveta...why?" Vash cried out, "Was I being a bad person already? I saw Lily's tears…my God, I'm a very horrible person," He sobbed into Elizaveta's chest, dampening her dress.

"No, Vash. I don't think you are, Vash. No one thinks that way," Elizaveta rubbed soothing circles on Vash's back. "Maybe, some people think that, but that's only because they don't know what you've undergone."

"Lily…I'm so sorry…" was Vash's last words until he got unconscious and collapsed. In a panic, Elizaveta immediately called Roderich, who happened to come with Elizaveta to Switzerland for some family affair.

"Hello, Elizaveta. What made you call this late? Where are you? You didn't return to the hotel room since this morning yet," spoke Roderich on the other line.

"Rod, something happened. Vash. He—" She heard a gasp from Roderich.

"What happened? Where is he? Tell me! WHERE IN THE HELL IS HE?!" Roderich spoke through the phone.

"He fell unconscious, Rod. I'm here in the park near the residential areas. Just use GPS on me, please," the Hungarian spoke as she tried to bring the unconscious man under the tree where both of them can wait for Roderich.

After a while, Roderich arrived in a cab. "What were you doing around him, Liz?" he asked.

"I'm sorry, Rod. This is not the right time to talk about it. I'll talk to you later when Vash's already in the hospital," said the Hungarian and helped Roderich carry his ex-boyfriend to the taxi.

When Elizaveta was about to enter the cab, a very loud thunder shouted across the city of Bern. The Hungarian pulled away from the cab and immediately thought of Lily. Crap, she might be scared by these thunderstorms. It does sound like gunshots.

"Please send him to the hospital yourself. I'll follow after. The storm is pretty wild with all the thunder and Lily might wake up and no one's around her to calm her down," Elizaveta said. Roderich held a confused expression.

"What? What do you mean? Tell me everything, Liz! HEY LIZ!" Roderich shouted as the Hungarian left and ran toward Vash's apartment. The Austrian looked back to Vash, whose lips were getting paler and hands getting colder every second.

"Oi! Vash, get a hold of yourself! Don't die on me now," Roderich shook Vash's head on his lap, trying to make his consciousness resurface. "Let's go to the nearest hospital, please."

Shit. Vash…why are you doing this to me?! Why do I still care for you even if you threw me away and hurt me for more than a billion times?!

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Vash woke up in a field of edelweiss. The sky was very clear, the air felt so fresh, the chirping birds sung a hymn of peace, and the peacefulness was very pleasing that almost every problem Vash had had gone away. He slowly sat up from where he laid down and saw the never-ending fields. Everything was so tranquil.

He walked around the fields, enjoying every second that he spent in his haven. He felt like something was calling him somewhere in the fields but he let his feet take him wherever he wanted. At some point, he wanted to live in that tranquillity for an eternity.

He saw a huge nostalgic tree…the tree where he and Roderich would come to rest when they were still kids; the tree where Roderich promised to Vash that he'd never let him be hurt; the tree where he and Roderich shared their first kiss, and the tree where he actually buried Edelweiss. Vash approached the tree until suddenly, someone called.

"VASH!"

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Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep…

Everyone fell silent in the Emergency Room as the Cardiac Monitor cried out as Vash's pulse failed. Roderich was under the restraints of the nurses who forbade Roderich from being beside Vash. The Austrian felt his body go pale when he heard the Cardiac Monitor. No way…you can't be dead, Vash…YOU CAN'T BE DEAD! YOU'RE KIDDING ME…YOU'RE NOT DEAD, RIGHT?! YOU CAN'T BE DEAD—

"VASH!" Roderich shouted out, his tears flowed out infinitely.

"Sir, calm down," one of the nurses told him, "there's nothing we can do. He's already dead."

"NO! He's not! I know he's not! DO SOMETHING! DON'T JUST STARE AT HIM! VASH IS NOT DEAD. HE'S A F*CKING STRONG MAN! HE CAN'T BE DEAD! Please…do something…," Roderich shouted at the nurse and broke down.

"Sir," the nurse replied, "he's gone sir. We can't do anything about it." Roderich pulled away from the nurse and ran toward his ex-boyfriend and held his cold hand.

"VASH! Please come back to me…please. Do this for me…Don't be dead…please…VASH!"

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Vash stood there. Speechless. He saw Roderich behind him, kneeling and crying for him to come back.

"Please come back to me…please. Do this for me…Don't be dead…please…VASH!"

The Swiss looked back at the tree. A young girl around Lily's age who looked entirely like Roderich was standing with an edelweiss flower with her. Her eyes were closed, but when she opened it…beautiful purple orbs shone bright and dazed Vash. Then a realization hit him.

"Welcome back, Daddy…I'm sorry I returned here early," the girl spoke up.

"E-edelweiss? Is that you?" Vash slowly walked toward the little girl who offered her hand to Vash until he heard Roderich's sobs.

"Vash…please don't leave me…I'm sorry…," was Roderich's cry. Vash turned to Roderich. He was kneeling on all fours, weeping his eyes out.

"Daddy, let's go home," asked Edelweiss, who was now clinging to his leg. Vash stared at the young girl by his leg, then to Roderich…until everything went white.

"VASH!"

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Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeep. Beep...

Hate that cliffhanger, no? Okay...since it's obviously a cliffhanger, that means...it has another chapter!...or not. It depends on you people if you still want this thing to continue or not... :) Same conditions as before. If I get 4 or more requests, I'll continue this. ^^;