Sorry it took so long to update I just really suck at updating and r far too lazy for my own good. I will update when I feel lik it so annoying me to update will get u no were.

Also if any of u has any ideas to get this story really rolling just suggest and I might put it in.

Sooooooo here we go.

Chapter 2

Itachi POV

I have never really trusted anyone. I once trusted a handful of people but now no one. I know better than I ever have now. Those I thought I could trust have all tried to backstab me or have pushed me too far that I almost snapped.

Sometimes I wish I never was born a prodigy, was never born to be such a gifted child. Sometimes I wish I never was born. That I was not born as a prodigy. Yeah it defiantly comes in handy on missions and everything to know what to do at a moment's notice but still, it sometimes is discouraging. It's probably the most discouraging when people just look at me as the prodigy Uchiha.

Not even my own family really saw me as me. My father was all about power and did not let me rest at all. Even if I had any free time he would push me to go train. He treated me like some prized trophy and I hated it!!!! The only person who saw me as me was my little brother Sasuke. He seemed to be the only one who saw me as me. But I hated it when he said he wanted to be me. I did not want my little brother following in my footsteps. I did not want him to have to endure all I had endured. So I made a decision that no matter what I would try to protect him from our clan's ways of making others into their personal weapon even if I had to kill them all. Funny it turned out that that was the only way I could save him.

When I killed all of them I had no remorse about it at all. It had actually felt really good to do so. Those who had my life miserable from day one, where now suffering by my hand, by my katana, and it felt great. Then when I finally went to go kill my parents they pleaded for me to stop. They told me that they loved me and that pushing me was a way to show there love, that they had done everything to me and this is how I repaid them. I could have laughed at them if I was like that. But I didn't. I just sneered at them and told them the only thing they had ever done for me was give me life. And then they knew no more.

I only left Sasuke alive because I wanted him to get strong with no strings attached or people holding him down or pushing him like I had gotten from our clan. Then I left.

I never turned around and I never went back for a very long time. When I left I vowed to never return to this awful place unless absolutely necessary. This is what started my life as a missing nin. It was defiantly not an easy life to get use to. With hunter nin and bounty hunters after me all day every day, it started to get tiring. I had to do petty jobs for disgusting men and common criminals like mob bosses and so on. It really got me pissed off on what they would have others do. But I did it anyway so I could still live in the shadows of the world.

Then everything changed when a group came up to me and proposed a position in there group. The groups name was Akatsuki.

I had never heard of this group in my life. But it seemed promising to me. The messenger said that if I were to join then I would never have to work under any more idiots again. Also if I joined I would be accepted like what I always wanted. Yeah it was probably just for my skills and title but it was a start and I was secretly hoping that I would find someone who would just respect me, not the reputation I had built for myself.

When I was wondering around I began to realize that was all I had ever wanted. Yes I knew that I wanted acceptances and acknowledgement that was focused toward me not the ninja me but me as an individual. I just ever wanted someone to respect me, to be friend me, to love me.

Yes it might seem odd that the heartless Uchiha wants to feel those emotions or any emotions at all. Yes I agree that I tried to suppress these feelings because it makes a someone weak and a ninja can't show any weakness. But then I realized that everyone is human and needs to know these feelings at least once in their lives for our time is short on this earth. So I let myself want these feelings, but I would never tell anyone about this because I can't really admit it to myself.

So I joined. I joined this group known as Akatsuki cause maybe there among people like me, maybe there I can find what or who I have been searching for. Maybe there I can feel wanted and not alone any more. And I did find it, that one person who made me feel again. My new partner, Hoshigaki Kisame.