omg I'm emotional drained from last nights episode... I needed to write some fanfic as I just couldn't stop thinking about our girl all day. so here is a little something of what could happen at the beginning of episode 5.

In that moment everything hurt, I ruined everything he thought. Blood was streaming out of his left side and the lower part of his leg, he was dropping in and out of consciousness and all he could hear was the noise from the helicopter and all he could see from his blurred vision was the figure of Smurf's face.

"We're losing him" one of the army medics shouted as captain James was transferred onto a hospital bed and was being wheeled into the army hospital.

"He is losing too much blood!"

Smurf watched as captain James's life was at risk and then suddenly everything froze, he watched as a doctor ran in and stared performing CPR. What had he done he thought to himself, worried as to the fact that he may watch a person who he admired die right in front of him. Smurf was whisked off by a nurse to have his arm checked out and in that moment he looked behind him to see captain James losing his life, a tear rolled down his face.

"Get him into theatre NOW!" Screamed the doctor as Captain James was quickly rushed through a set of doors.

Everything felt shit; she jumped off the helicopter which had dropped her off at the hospital, tears streaming down her face as she ran towards the doors dropping her bag in the process. She pushed the doors open frantically looking in every direction.

"Where is he, where is Captain James?" She said to the nurse on charge, her voice sounding shaky due to the amount she was crying.

"He's just being brought out of theatre..."

"I need to see him please let me see him" she interrupted; unaware that Smurf was in the bed right next to her listening to everything she was saying.

"Molly Molly I'm so sorry" said Smurf his face covered in guilt.

Before molly had time to even acknowledge Smurf she noticed Captain James being wheeled out of theatre and ran towards his bed. She took his hand and locked her fingers into his.

"Everything is okay, I promise, I'm going to stay here with you, okay?" She said still with tears pouring out of her eyes.

"How did it go...? Is everything going to be okay?" She asked.

"Dawes...captain James has suffered some very serious injuries and at this time it's very unlikely he is going to make it, I'm very sorry, we have tried everything we can to keep him stable but the next few hours are crucial" the doctor responded.

Molly stood frozen. How could she loose the person she loved the most? She removed her hand from Captain James and her head dropped into her hands.

"What what about his son, his family, his err wife? Do do do they know?" She asked stuttering with every word.

"They've been informed, I'll be back soon to check on him"

No one seemed to notice how emotional the situation had made her probably because they heard everything that was said before the accident happened.

Smurf watched as Molly pulled up a chair and kissed Captain James's forehead before holding his hand and leaning her head onto his bed still crying uncontrollably.