"His name is Stefan Salvatore," Caroline tells me. "His favorite color is blue, he lives alone with his brother Damon because their parents passed away, and he is a total hottie!" "He looks pretty cute," I said to Caroline. "Duh! He's sexy!" Caroline yells back to me. We walk to the cafeteria and we see the new guy Stefan walking to the cafeteria as well. "Go talk to him," Caroline whispers to me. "I'm still getting over Matt, you go talk to him," I said back at her while walking to go get a table. "Fine with me," Caroline says, flicks her hair and walks towards Stefan. While I go sit at a table I think about how bad I hurt Matt earlier today and I start to feel so guilty. He really was a perfect boyfriend. He did everything for me; picked me up, brought me Starbucks, hugged me all the time, and was just so sweet to me. I probably will never find another guy like him again, but he just doesn't give me that passion I need.
"I didn't see Caroline the rest of lunch because I think she was too busy trying to get at Stefan. When I started to leave sixth period I hear my name being called from across the campus. "Elena! Hey, Elena! Okay, OMG, I talked to Stefan earlier, want to know what he said?!" Caroline yells to me. "Not really, but go ahead because obviously it's so important to you." I said. "Damn sassy, but okay!" and Caroline starts to tells me everything. The whole time I just nod and start to zone out. Yeah this new Stefan guy is really hot, but I told myself I am not going to get into a relationship this school year.
I headed to my car after school and waited for Jeremy. I put in my earphones and I feel a tap on my shoulder. I turn around and see Stefan standing behind me. "Hi, are you Elena?" Stefan asks me. "Uhh, yeah I am. How do you know my name?" I ask him. "It's a small town and plus I talked to your friend Caroline earlier today," he said with a smirk. Oh gosh he looks so cute with that crooked smile. Okay, remember no boyfriend Elena, no boyfriend. "Yeah, she was dying to talk to you," I said back real fast. "She was cool, but I've actually been dying to talk to you all day," Stefan said and smirked at me. "Oh really?" I smiled back while pushing my hair behind my ears. "As soon as I walked into Mr. Saltzman's class and saw you I knew I had to talk to you," he said. "Oh, thanks, but I'm actually just getting over a past relationship." I said and gave him a sorry look and got into my car. "OMG Elena," I thought to myself, I just passed up such a hottie. "Oh, alright. Well, I'll see you tomorrow," he said. "Bye!" I said and shut my door.
"Jeremy walks up to the car and gets in and we head home, neither of us talking the car ride home. We were the first ones home and of course Jeremy goes straight up to his room like always, probably doing drugs. I kick off my shoes and relax on the couch, just thinking about everything; my parent's deaths, breaking up with Matt, and how I sorta have these mixed feelings about Stefan Salvatore. I mean how could you not, he's gorgeous! I fall into a daze and dream about Stefan. I dream that we are dating and he takes me to a school dance. We are having so much fun, kissing and laughing then we go back to his house and start to make out in the doorway and as soon as he starts to take off his shirt…. "Elena, wake up! It's time for dinner," my Aunt Jenna is shaking me and trying to wake me up from the most perfect dream ever. "I'm up, I'm up," I shrugged and faced back towards the pillow. I hear my stomach let out a large gurgle and realize I am starving. I walk over to the table with Jenna and Jeremy and sit down to eat.
"As I was getting ready for bed, I really wanted to talk to a girlfriend about the situation I am having about Stefan. I go to dial Caroline's number, but then I think "Wait, she really likes him and I doubt she will even care or in fact she'll probably get mad that I might like this guy." Instead I dial Bonnie's. "Hey Elena!" she says not even letting two rings go by. "Hi Bon! I got a lot of things on my mind," I said into the phone as I was just getting into bed. "Ok, I'm here for you," Bonnie says. I tell her everything I have been feeling about Stefan and she just laughs. "Your laughing?" I said really annoyed. "No! I'm not laughing at you. It's just Caroline called me saying the same exact thing," Bonnie says still chuckling. "Oh, haha of course she did," I said. I think to myself, let her have him it's not worth it to loose a best friend over a guy that I don't even know likes me. "Honestly tell her she can have Stefan because I gotta focus on my grades right now and I really don't like him that much. He's just kinda attractive," I said back with my normal tone kinda chuckling. "Ok, I will. She'll be so happy! I feel like Stefan might be the right guy for her, you know?" Bonnie says all giddy. "Yeah, I guess…" I said. "I'm going to go to bed, night Bon!" I said yawning. "Night, girl!" said Bonnie cheerfully.
"Okay, I admit I'm a little jealous. My dream I had of him he seems so perfect, but I know I have no chance with him. He is all sexy with his Chicago accent, nice car, hot body, perfect hair, and sweet personality, of course he would go for someone like Caroline. Not a girl like me who is depressed over her parent's deaths, lives with an anti-social brother and sits in her room and watches netflix all night. I just gotta move on from him and focus on school. As I drift to sleep I start to think school, school, school, sch…. Stef… Stefan, Stefan, Stefan…