ahhhnI lost this chapter waaaaaa
soooooo this isn't going to be as good :'(
sorry my dead ones I'll make it up I promise ^u^ enjoy
Italy woke up first the next morning . The first thing that came to his mind as the sun rose above the trees outside , consisted of two things one was , well , how he got here . He didn't recall waking up an walking , or driving to Germany's . He had is pillow from home but nothing else , and ... yup completely nude . He looked over at the -cough sexy cough - German he was sharing a bed with . That blond hair wasn't slicked back , but soft and laying in his face , framing it perfectly . He wanted to kiss him so bad . So , that's what Italy did . He kisses him . The sleeping Germany would never know right .
' sí .' He thought ' just a peck ' he had done this a million and one times . All of course while Germany was sleeping . He quickly pecked Germany on the lips . A wave of joy washed over Italy as he looked over the sleeping form . He then closed his eyes and scooted closer feeling Germany breath . But looking at him made italy remember something .
That was the ' important question ' he promised himself to ask Germany . A pang of guilt washed over him . He felt as though he was betraying ho-. No. No he had felt lonely and unhappy for so long . He deserved to be happy ... Right
' no you don't ' a little voice in the back of his head said .
" what? Who are you - where !? " Italy asked nervisly , but quiet enough not to wake the Germany sleeping on the other side of the bed with him
' You are a selfish weak fool . You don't deseve happiness , let alone a boy friend like Germany ... Not to mention how much he hates you ' the voice said the last part a little quieter , but perpusly laoud enough for italy to hear
" what are you talking about Germany doesn't hate me , sure I'm ... Meek and weak ... But Germany doesn't hate me ... Sí?"
'p00r lITtlE ITalY ' the voice sang in a somewhat demonic tone , making Italy sincerely worried , if he wasn't already. ' Italy thinks Germany likes him back~' again with that child's voice .' PATETIC! ' the sudden outburst caused Italy to let out a loud , particularly uke squeak and jump . This effectively caused Germany to wake up with a start.
" Italy wh-" His thought was abruptly interrupted when he saw Italy crying silently looking strait ahead in shock or fear , he couldn't tell . All he could tell it wasn't like the times Italy scraped his knee of what not . This was definitely different.
" I-Italy?" Germany asked gently touching his shoulder . Italy shook a little before quickly wraping his arms around Germanys middle .
"Ita , what's wrong ?" Germany asked gently , thinking Italy was half asleep again . However , he was fully awake and fully heard what germany called him . No one had called him that in ... well years would be an understatement more like centuries . And the last person to call him that was -
Italy stoped crying , and in a voice that was surprisingly more serious than usual. also telling Germany he messed up , Italy asked ;
"h-holy -Roman empire?" It was barly more than a whisper but still there.
Germany had to think of something quickly or else his secret would be blown! Italy would push him away and screm at him of the promise . And ... And cry . God he couldn't stand to see him cry . Good thing he knew how to keep a straight face .
" Who? ... Actually I heard of him...Yeah i now occupy his land right ? Why do you ask? " Germany put on an innocent act . He looked down at Italy after looking up faking a quizzical face of interest . He attomaticaly wished he hadn't . The ... The look on italys face wasnt . I-it wasn't that of a kicked puppy , a child who didn't get what they wanted , or that look he got when he was mildly hurt . It was the look of someone who knew tragedy . Someone who lost a love . Why did he have to look down.
however that look only lasted a second. Italys smile was on his face like always .
" No reason . veee~ Germany ... Ti amo ." Italy said hesitantly nussleing his face into Germanys mussles . "Give me an answer after the G8 meeting today vee~ ." Italy said before skipping off to change in the detached bathroom.
'strange ' Germany thought as he gatherd his military uniform and heading to the atached bathroom .' How he said umm what did he say t amoe? ...something like that . ok well that was obviously italien . I'll ask Spain , he knows some italien ja? Isn't he dating Romano ?' He asked himself as he turned on the shower . He was just stressing himself out wasn't he ? . Yes that must be it .
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"ti amo ... I accualy said it !" Italy let out a woop of joy (AN persona one desires -evil laughter- haha listen to Persona Alice by miku ) he gatherd his clothes trying not to think about the ... Topic that came up . He shook his head . no , he was just stressing himself out wasn't he? Yes that must be it .
ok , I know it's still a short chapter but I'm getting better , and I like leaving you in suspense 😝
anyway -ti amo is I love you
So in the next chapter is the world meeting wish me luck in writing it . It was fall break at my school so I had time tomorrow I wont have as much time
thank you my dead ones for supporting me ~