AI chapter two

Ace's view

The first day the final 12 got together sing, Ace saw Bucky long blonde haired blue eyes in a white shirt and tight jeans and fell in love. When Bucky got to sing that made Ace's heart melt, he wanted to go up to him and say hi but Chris did it first. The day he wanted Bucky to notice him but he seemed to fixated on Chris the young rocker, after the show was over he went to up to the young country singer to talk.

"Hi I'm Ace Young. What is your name?"

"Bucky Covington, nice to meet you." The moment Bucky shook his hand his heart started to melt, he wanted to go in for a kiss but didn't on the fear that he wasn't gay. He just stared at his ass as he walked away. After Idol he went back to his hotel room and daydreamed about his new found love, every time he in lobby he saw Chris and Bucky holding hand which made him sad. He had Katherine take a picture of Bucky which he had framed and put on his wallet. Ace came to Idol and didn't feel well and sat down so he wouldn't get sick on stage and looked over and saw Bucky and that made him happy, Bucky looked back and smiled.

"Hey Bucky what's up."

"Hi Ace. Nothing is up with him what is up with you."

"I don't feel well. I might just go home."

"Sorry. I hope that you feel better."

"Thanks. He got and fainted and Bucky came over to him and kissed and put him in his chair. He woke up and noticed that Bucky was kissing him and kissed him back which lasted for about 5 mins, they saw Katherine.

"Ace that is sick. Why did you kiss me?"

"Sorry." He knew that Bucky was just lying and liked him back. The next day Bucky came up him to him and looked weird at Ace.

"Hey Ace I liked the kiss. Can we kiss again?"

"Sure." They went to the bathroom and locked the door and just made out, Bucky heard Chris and knew that he would be looking for him.

"Don't tell Chris we kissed."

"Ok. Do you like me?"

"Yes but I'm with Chris. I can be with you too and can kiss and anything else." A week later he saw a change in Bucky, he only talked to Chris and keep to himself and had blood marks on his shirts. Ace went to over to him just to talk.

"Hey Bucky you want to go out with me and kiss." Bucky just walked away without an answer.

"Is something a matter with you. " He just turned away and pulled out a razor and cut his arm 3 times not knowing that Ace was watching.

"Did you just cut your arm?"

"Yes and what's it to you. If I kiss you will you go away?"

"Umm sorry I was bothering you." He ran to the bathroom to cry hoping that Bucky would follow and apologize to him, but Bucky seemed in his own little world. Ace loved to listen to Bucky sing it seemed to make everything better. After Idol Ace went back to his hotel room replaying what Bucky said to him in his mind, thinking about why Bucky would cut his himself, he wanted to tell someone but he didn't because he didn't want Bucky to hate him. The next day Bucky brought something weird, Ace picked it up and tried it which made him really sick. He ran into the bathroom and threw up and couldn't stop in time to get on stage, Bucky went to check on him.

"Are you ok? I'll stay with you ok." He held Ace as he was still being sick when Ace stopped he kissed his lips, they made out and Bucky told Chris he taking Ace to his room. Ace was still sick and passed out and woke up in his bed with Bucky next to him.

"What made you so sick?"

"Something I tried. Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure."

"Do you do drugs?" Bucky looked at him and lied and went into the bathroom and just shot up, he went to sleep and woke up in time for idol and went alone. When he got to idol Bucky was still feeling sick so he shot up and put his head down for while and when awoke he saw Ace.

"Hey what's a matter?"

"I don't feel well sweetie."

"Then go back to the hotel."

"I'll be ok don't worry."

"You don't look it."

"Make up will make it look I'm not sick." They both walked on the stage together Bucky was still feeling sick still trying to walk it off. When it was time for him to sing he didn't hear them and Ace had to tap him. Bucky got up to sing and felt the room spin and then he threw up and passed out both Ace and Paula ran over to him.

"Is he ok? Someone should call a doctor." Ace knew his secret so didn't say what was a matter.

"Yes he's ok its just stress." Ace got to Chris to help move Bucky into the dressing room to lie him down but that time Bucky woke up.

"What happened?"

"You threw up and passed out."

"I'm fucked aren't I?" he tried to get up and fell in Ace's arms

"Just rest baby." Chris got pissed and wanted to leave but he stayed for Bucky, Bucky tapped Ace and whispered in his arm.

"Chris Bucky wants to talk alone."

"Ok." He left quite pissed

"What do you want to talk about?"

"Tell them I can still sing but first come to the bathroom."

"Ok baby anything for you." They went to the bathroom and Bucky trashed his shirt and kissed Ace slowly, the two kissed for along time about the time Chris walked in on them and lost it.

"See what the fuck is happening here. You wanted to get me out of the picture so you could kiss him. I bet you love him more."

"Chris you don't understand."

"What like you really love Ace? What are you fucking him too?" Chris went to fly at Ace but hit Bucky causing him to hit his head on the sink and Ace saw the blood as Bucky lay there out cold.

"What did I do?"

"Just leave." Ace called 911 crying thinking about what happened to Bucky.

"911 what is your emergency?"

"My friend hit his head against the sink and he's bleeding."

"We'll send some right away. He kissed his lips and held his hand intill they got there, they put him on the stretcher and when he was off the floor Ace saw the blood on the floor, Ace rode with him the hospital. At the hospital the doctor asked what happened.

"What happened? How did he hit his head?"

"His friend Chris got mad went to hit me and Bucky got in the middle and Chris pounced him hard causing him to hit the sink with force."

"He got stitches and he had a concussion." An hour later he was still out but still made it back in time to sing. He told Paula he had a bug and didn't want to miss idol and they brought the lie. Ace took Bucky want to the hotel and Bucky wanted to what really happened.

"What really happened I don't remember? All I do remember is that Chris was and that's it."

"Chris got mad when he saw us kiss. He went to hit me and you got in the middle and he hit you and then you hit the sink."

"I still don't fell well."

"You should rest sweetie." Bucky got in the bed and went to sleep. Ace kissed his lips about time Ace heard a knock on the door and it was Chris.

"Can I come it?"

"Why?"

"Is Bucky ok?"

"Yes. He got 33 stitches and has a concussion. He's sleeping."

"I'm sorry does he know that."

"He's really out of it. Talk to him tomorrow."

"Ok." Chris left still feeling horrible about hurting Bucky and went back to the hotel room where he cried himself to sleep. The next the day Bucky didn't feel much better at Idol, Chris saw Bucky and was really worried how out of it he looked.

"What's a matter Chris?"

"I'm sorry I hurt you really bad."

"I don't remember so I can t be mad at you. I still love you."

"Are you ok Bucky?"

"My head hurts and I'm little out of it. I'm fine don't worry."

"Are you ok for sure."

"I think so. Ace is making sure I'll be ok." He started to have a dizzy spell and ran over to Ace.

"I fell dizzy. I'm going to sit down and rest my eyes so tell me then it time to go on stage."

"Ok." He put his head on the table and went to the sleep. Kevin saw the bandage on his head and asked Ace what happened.

"Do you know what happened to Bucky his got a bandage on his head."

"He had a bad fall. He still has a concussion." Ace told Bucky it was time to go stage, when he got on the stage he could barely find the mic. He just sang, everyone knew that his vision was off but his singing was perfect. After the show he was so tired he just feel asleep, Ace woke him up so they could get going.

"How do you feel Bucky?"

"My head is pounding I'm really tired."

"Don't worry honey we'd be there soon." He put his arm around Bucky as he drove to hotel, when they got there Ace had to help Bucky out of the car. When they got to the room Bucky passed out to do his spells from his fall. Ace was worried and he got back into the car and drove to the hospital.

"My name is Ace Young and I was here yesterday with my friend Bucky who fell." The doctor who treated him came to the waiting room when he saw Bucky.

"He is ok."

"I'm not sure he's having dizzy and fainting spells and wants to sleep."

"Let me take a look at him." They put him on the stretcher and on a bed. They saw that he head needed to be rebandaged and he was still bleeding a little.

"Mr. Young did you notice any blood on the pillow?"

"No I didn't is that bad?"

"We don't think so we just give him more stitches." Bucky woke up and saw that he in the hospital, the doctor went over to him.

"What's been going with your head since you fell yesterday?"

"My head really hurts. I'm dizzy all and lightheaded all the time. I can't see straight. I cat remember what happened yesterday after the fall."

"How many fingers am I holding up?" The doctor held up 2.

"4."

"I want him to stay here overnight so we can run some tests." Bucky didn't say a word he just fell asleep again, Ace told the doctor that he was staying. The next day Ace took Bucky back to idol he was still sick

"Ace I feel like I'm going throw up. I don't want to get sick on stage again.

"Just lay down. You're getting sick because of the fall." He slept for 15 mins and got up and went to the stage and sung without anything happening. The moment it was over he knew was going to be and ran out the door and threw up. He went back and saw Chris but didn't go up to him he just walked away. Chris walked to him with a worried look on face.

"Are you really ok?"

"If you don't count being tired, my heading hurting, blurred vision, dizzy and lightheaded, throwing up. Then yes I'm fine.

"Let me say once again how sorry I am for hurting you."

"I know. Are sad that I'm with Ace?" There was a big pause between the two of them.

"Yeah but I also understand that he's taking care of you." Around that time Bucky grabbed his head and fell to the ground, Chris was worried and in shock.

"Bucky wake up please. Ace please come over here."

"Why?"

"It's Bucky he's hurt and he fainted." Ace came running to Bucky's aid they both picked him up and carried him outside and put him on grass, Ace was sure he wasn't bleeding.

"Bucky wake up honey." There was no response that made Ace worried.

"You need to wake up honey." He waited for to wake up, Chris turned to Ace.

"Does this happen a lot with him?"

"Yeah but not his bed." About that time Bucky woke up and looked at both of them wondering what happened. About 2 weeks later Ace noticed Bucky was quite skinny and very pale.

"Honey are ok?" Bucky just walked away Ace followed and saw him cut up his arm while shooting heroin, Bucky just watched himself bleed. Ace walked up to him and Bucky tried to hide what he was doing but Ace knew it.

"Why are you doing drugs?"

"Does it matter? Just go and leave me alone."

"Let me help you." That when they got into a fight. After the Ace was rushed to the hospital because of face wound and Bucky took his razor and slit his left wrist and passed out to lack of blood, when he woke up he was in the hospital and heard the doctors talking about him. He tried to up and found he was tied to the bed.

"What is going on? Get me out this."

"You're tied down so you won't hurt yourself."

"Get me the fuck out these." Bucky just un tied himself and went looking for Ace and went into his room and went up to him.

"I'm sorry honey, you know I love you with all my heart. I don't like when you tell what I'm doing is wrong."

"I'm sorry. What happened to your wrist?"

"I slit it after I hurt you baby." They kissed for a long time and about they stopped the doctor said they could both leave.

"Ace lets pretend to fight so everyone thinks you're mad at me."

"Ok." The next day Bucky showed up in a tank top showing his bandage, he could hear everyone talking about it. He took off his shirt and put on long sleeved shirt for the show, Kevin went up to him.

"What happened?"

"That nothing my wrist just hurts that's it."

"Ok fell better." He went on stage and was singing when he noticed that his wrist was showing and went to fix it he was afraid that one the judges would ask about it. After everyone was left he went out and started to throw up blood when Ace found him, it scared him to see Bucky like that.

"Are you ok honey?"

"I'm fine just a little lightheaded."

"Don't worry it be ok." Bucky drove back to the hotel room when they there Ace looked really bad and passed out on the bed and slept for hours. Bucky sated to fell lightheaded form his head wound and tried to walk it off but hit his head again and saw he was bleeding and ran to Chris.

"Chris I need your help my head is bleeding and Ace is passed out."

"Let me look at it." He saw his forehead was drenched in blood, in wiped off all the blood and saw the cut and got worried.

"How do you feel sweetie."

"Still headed but other then that I'm fine." Chris got him lay down and he fell sleep, after two hours Chris tried to wake him up with in response and took him that ER. Chris saw him give him stitches and bandage him up. By the time he woke up and knew something was wrong and went to the car and asked Chris what happened.

"What happened baby."

"You hit your head and said you were fine went to sleep for a while and had to get head looked at."

"Take me back to Ace."

"The doctor said you have permanent brain damage and that means that have passing out spells for the rest of your life."

"Damn." Bucky went back to Ace's hotel room and found that he was now awake.

"Honey what happened."

"Hit my head again."

"I'm sorry."

"I was told I would have fainting spells for the rest of the life." Ace held Bucky close.

"I'm real sorry." Ace cried thinking about Bucky, he wished he was awake to stop him for falling and then he wouldn't have happened.

"Don't cry." The next day Bucky was nervous about going to idol with stitches and knowing he would pass out anytime. He just shot up thinking that would help and Ace saw him.

"Why are doing that. You that won't help honey."

"What do you know anyway? They make me feel better." He got up and looked off balance and he fell down hitting his head, he just walked it off he just had a big headache. He just sung like everything was fine and one realized he had another fall, after the show Bucky and Ace went outside to make out on the grass when Ace put his hand on back of Bucky's head. When he pulled his hand back he saw blood and worried.

"Are you ok baby? Why are you bleeding?"

"I fell I'm ok. Please don't worry sweetie."

"Please go to the hospital and get checked out. You'd tell me if you won't ok right?"

"Yes I would. I'm not ok, I'm quite sick baby but I'll be fine."

"Why don't you do anything about the fact that you're always sick."

"Baby you know about the drugs right. Well I don't anyone else to know and that means doctors."

"If you don't you could die."

"But I'm not going to die soon so don't worry."

"I love you too much to listen to that. If you love you'll go to the hospital and get checked out, just to make sure you ok baby."

"Ok will just for you sweetie." After the being at the hospital they went back to the hotel room and Bucky ran to Ace and looked worried.

"I went like you like you said."

'What happened?"

"They found out my little secret and wanted to keep me there but Chris took home."

"You look real sick maybe you should go back."

"I'm fine seriously fine." Bucky tried not to throw up but threw up blood on himself.

"See you're lying to yourself. People that are fine don't throw up blood. I want to take your side but I don't want you to die."

"If I didn't think everything wasn't ok I would want you to get help."

"That just it baby, you don't know that you're real sick. You treat this like a stomach virus. Chris can't really care about you or he would've made you stay."

"That's not true baby."

"Can you do me a favor?"

"Sure. What you want me do."

"I know I can't stop you from lying to yourself but stop lying to me."

"Ok you want me tell you the truth."

"Yes."

"Ok."

"You're right I'm real sick but I don't want to quit and if I don't quit I know that will die. Please help me."

"You have to back to the hospital and check in and stay there intill your better."

"What about Idol."

"You life is more important." About the Bucky left slamming the door and running to Chris who to seemed to know what happened.

"Got into a fight with Ace right?"

"Don't want to talk about." A week later Ace got really worried when he saw Bucky and he looked so sick, he knew that Bucky was dying. Before they went to into the idol building Ace took him outside to talk but all did was make out, Ace pulled away which made Bucky wonder what was a matter.

"Ace is everything ok. Why did you stop baby."

"Sweetie did you know the drugs made you really sick. You have top sop using the drugs. Please do it for me because I'm really worried about you." Bucky went over to Ace to make out again.

"Why aren't you listening to me? You think this a joke to you. Can you do something for me?"

"Anything."

"Look me in the eye and still tell everything is ok with you." Bucky looked in his lover's brown eyes and knew couldn't lie to him.

"Baby your right about everything but I don't want to get off the drugs."

"I knew you couldn't lie to me because you love me more." They both went back to into sing but this time they were holding hands which mad Chris really mad, he walked over to Ace and pushed him down. Bucky got into the middle again but Chris pushed Bucky which made him fall and hit his head.

"Why are you jealous, maybe because I treat him and care about more then you."

"I no I am not. I had him first so leave him alone."

"If he was happy do you think he would have ran to me?" Chris got on top of Ace and started beating the shit of him that about the time Bucky woke up, he saw that was going on and ran out crying. Ace ran after him but Chris tripped him, they fought intill they had to sing but Bucky was gone. He showed up just in time to sing, he still had tears falling down his check. After the show the fighting went on Bucky got in front of them.

"Stop it please."

"No Ace will learn to stay away from you." Ace tried to walk away but when Chris went to hit Ace with a chair he hit Bucky, Ace picked him up and carried him to the car and went back to the hotel room. Bucky had a huge bruise on his forehead and face, he slept for most of the night and around one o'clock he was gone to Chris. The next day Bucky was even worst he was just out it, Ace went up to him

"Are you ok baby?"

"I'll be ok." Ace knew that drugs had finally got to him, when he got sing Ace could tell his singing was off. After the show he went to him.

"Are you ok please tell me the truth?"

"I feel sick and tired. I'm going to take a nap and then I'll feel good ok baby." After 2 hours later Bucky look lifeless, 10 minutes later Ace saw Chris and Elliot talking about Bucky and Chris looked really sad. Ace went up to Katherine to know what was going on.

"What happened?"

"Bucky stopped breathing and is really sick. He was chocking on his own blood." Ace tried not to care he got into his car and drove to the hospital but he was crying to so much, he couldn't see the road and crashed into tree. He was hurt really bad and was in a coma for 2 weeks and when he awoke it was a day before the finale. He showed up at the finally and saw Bucky looked better then ever and went to up and hugged him.

"Ace where were you. I waited for you to come to hospital but you didn't show up. I thought maybe you didn't care baby."

"I did that day I was so upset that I crashed my care and was in the hospital in a come for 2 weeks, I woke up yesterday I'm sorry. I'll stopped loving you and you know that."

"Are you ok baby?"

"My head hurts a lot but I'm fine. What happened with you?"

"That day I got really sick and I stayed there and got off heroin for good. Because you Chris he told me if I didn't quit I would die soon."

"I'm proud of you baby. See you don't need the drugs baby." They went into the bathroom and stated to make out and that lead to hot sex, they both knew it was right and Bucky thought about his plan with Chris.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Sure."

"Would do anything to be with someone forever?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean suicide."

"Are you saying you want me and you to kill each other?"

"Well something like that."

"No I wouldn't do that and that don't mean I don't love you."

"Lets just like love again."

"I'd like that baby very much." They made love 3 more times before coming out, Chris knew what was up and pulled Bucky away."

"You saying you love me so much that we're going die together, but then you bathroom fucking Ace. Who do you love Bucky?"

"Both of you I'm not choosing."

"You seem happier with Ace not me."

"I'm sick of having this talk. You know how I feel about you and you shouldn't question it ever." He walked away mad and back in Ace's arms.

"He still talking about us. He knows that we were making love. I told him now sick I am of this. I don't think he really loves or he wouldn't be talking to me about this."

"I understand unlike him. What did you say to him?"

"I that I loved you both and he shouldn't question our love."

"What should I do?"

"You should leave Chris and come with me. I know he doesn't love or care about you." Ace went in for a just and they just kissed that was about the time Chris showed up and slapped Ace in the face. Bucky got mad and got in the middle of them and just screamed.

"I love you both and if you can't see that Chris then fuck off." Everyone turned and looked at them but Chris didn't top fighting intill Bucky passed out, Chris and Ace went running to him by the time they got to him he was ok. Everyone looked worried and Kevin went to help him up."

"Take it slow I don't want to fall again."

"I have these spells where I pass out. I'll be fine don't worry."

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure."

"Are you going out with Chris and Ace?"

"Yeah I am."

"I figured something was up, so they're fighting over you."

"Well Chris is Ace isn't fighting. Chris is jealous of the fact that I'm with Ace." Bucky went to be Chris and talk to him.

"Chris can we talk please?"

"Sure about what."

"Do you really love me?"

"Yes how can doubt that."

"The way you act and all the fighting."

"I'm fighting for you, this is all for you."

"Have you ever stopped to realize that all this fighting is hurting me? If you really cared about me then you would've stopped all fighting along time ago. I love Ace too and you have come terms with that."

"I can't baby and you have understand why." For the first time in awhile they made out and Bucky knew that couldn't die with Chris. After Katherine found them lying on the bathroom they were rushed to the hospital and Ace followed by the car. At the hospital the doctors worked on them for awhile they figured out it was drug overdosed. They give them stuff to the drugs out of their systems but Chris just was no responsive anything. Bucky woke up and was put in another room it about the time that Chris flat lined shortly and was pronounced dead Ace showed up at the hospital and went up the desk.

"Two guys were brought here I wondering if they are ok."

"How can I say this one of the guys just died the other is ok." Ace felt real sick and started to cry think about Bucky.

"Sir we haven't had a chance to identify them yet."

He waited an hour he went in the bathroom and broke the mirror and took the glass and cut his arm a couple of times and felt a little better. He went back to the when the doctor came in.

"Sir I can tell you Chris died and Bucky is alive and is sleeping."

"Thank you." The doctor started walk away when Ace stopped the doctor.

"What happened if you can tell me?"

Are you family?"

"Yes Bucky's brother."

"We figured out they were tried to kill themselves but the drugs to there one quicker. I think he died before he got to the hospital and your brother hadn't got the full overdose yet."

"Can I see him?"

"Not yet tomorrow you can see you when he was released tomorrow." Ace was happy both and sad, he was glad that his true love was ok and alive. He was upset thinking about Chris and how Bucky would react to the news. Ace asked the women at the desk where Bucky room was and went to see him. Even though the doctor said no, he walked into his room and saw him, he looked pale as he slept. Ace went to kiss his lips.

"I'm glad your ok baby. I don't know what I'd do if I lost you. I love you so much." He left shortly after that and went into the waiting room. He slept for a long time and he woke up to Bucky.

"Baby is that you."

"Yes I'm glad you ok. I've been here since they brought you here. They told me one of you dead and I thought it was you. I know the whole story if you want o know baby."

"Sure tell me."

"They told you Chris was dead when they brought him to the hospital."

"Can I tell you something baby that can't tell anyone?"

"Sure you know you can tell me anything."

"I only took 20 pills I couldn't kill myself. I realized what you said about Chris was true. You're only one love."

Did you tell Chris what you thought?"

" no but I think he knew but I think he still wanted to believe that I loved him."

"Baby is that you."

"Yes I'm glad you ok. I've been here since they brought you here. They told me one of you dead and I thought it was you. I know the whole story if you want to know baby."

"Sure tell me."

"They told you Chris was dead when they brought him to the hospital."

"Can I tell you something baby that can't tell anyone?"

"Sure you know you can tell me anything."

They left the hospital and Ace knew this was 3rd time he tried to kill himself. They both knew everything was right was they went back to the hotel room, where they lay on the bed and started to make love it was sweeter because they have to didn't sneak around.

"I love you so much Bucky and I'm glad I found you."

"You are my true love and that will never change. How come Chris didn't care."

"He did love you don't get me wrong but he was denial, he knew that you were sick but he listening to you saying you were fine and didn't see the truth that was right in front of him."

"You know I'm married right."

"No didn't know that. Does your wife know about everything?"

"Just that I'm with Chris about you, after I got a divorce we can be together."

"I understand baby anything to be with you." They next day Ace ran into Kellie in the lobby and they got into talking.

"Hey Ace I have a question for you."

"Shoot."

"I was wondering if you would go out with me."

"You mean like a date."

"Yeah I have a crush on you."

"I have something to tell you."

"What."

"Did you know that I'm gay and seeing someone."

"No. Who are you dating if mind me asking."

"I don't mind. Bucky is my boyfriend."

"Is he ok?"

"Yeah he's fine, he upstairs in my room."

"What about Chris, he is ok."

"You can't tell anyone what I'm about you tell you promise."

"Promise."

"Chris died last night." Kellie started to cry and Ace just held her tight, Bucky came downstairs and wondered what is happening.

"Why is Kellie crying?"

"I told you about Chris." She saw Bucky and went up to hugged him she was smiling.

"Are you ok?"

"Just hurting that it."

"Ace I have question for you."

"Shoot."

"2 weeks you left idol and we didn't see intill last night."

"I was going to if Bucky was ok and got into a car crash and was in a coma for 2 weeks."

"I'm sorry you ok right."

"My head still hurts that it. I know that I got voted off the next day after the accident."

"What happened last night, if you can tell me?" Bucky started to cry and looked at her.

"Me and Chris were going kill ourselves but didn't got though with it but Chris did."

"Bucky what happened during idol with you because you were acting really strange."

"You can't tell some of this to anyone promise."

"Promise."

"I was on heroin that made me sick that you can't tell anyone. The passing out was because I hit my head to many times and that I can't help. I'm off drugs now and feel better."

"Well I'm leaving and going back home but here my address lets say in touch."

"Bye Kellie we'd stay in touch." She walked out hotel waving bye to each of them. Bucky went back to the their hotel room and just lay on the bead in each others arms and made out for 20 minutes, they made love to each other. Bucky was running his hand down Ace's left arm and felt the cuts and looked up him wondering why he cutting himself too.

"What happened?"

"When I came to the hospital and asked how you and Chris were, someone told me one of you was died. I went to the bathroom and cut up my arm of the thought of you dying. I think understand why you do it. When I did cut myself it mad me feel good."

"I'm sorry that for a moment you thought I died. I promise I won't ever leave you. Exactly Ace I have something important to tell you."

"What is that baby?"

"Ace Young will you marry me."

"Of course I'll marry you. I was going ask the same thing." They both signed the paper and got in two different cars and drove off. Ace and Bucky went to the airport but for they did Bucky mailed out Chris's letter to his family. When they got the airport and went to the gate to go to CO. they sat together and waited to board, they go in board and knew they were starting a new life together. 10 hours they arrived in CO and drove Ace's house, they went to the bedroom and fell asleep in each other arms. They next day they went to the Justice Of the Peace to get married.

"Ace Young do take Bucky Covington to be your husband."

"I do."

"Bucky Covington do take Ace Young to be your husband."

"I do."

"By the state of Colorado I pronounce you married. You may kiss your mate." They went for deep long kiss and this time it forever, they looked at each other and smiled with joy.

"I can't believe we're finally together forever."

"I'm glad we're together in married." They walked out justice of paper holding each hands but this time they rings on their fingers, everything seemed right intill Ace passed out on the sideway.

"Ace baby please wake up baby. Tell me what is a matter with you." after a couple of minutes Bucky took Ace to the hospital.

"My husband passed out and I think something is really wrong."

"What is his name?"

"Ace Young." They sat there for awhile Ace with on Bucky's lap, they sat Ace's name of called and Bucky carried to him a bed

'Tell me all that happened that lead up the fall."

"Today he was fine then all of sudden he passed out and wont wake up."

"Anything else lik hitting his head lately."

"He was in a really bad car crash 2 weeks ago and just came out of coma 5 days ago."

"He might be having problems from the crash but we have do tests." Bucky sat in the waiting room for a couple of hour's intill he saw the doctor come up to him.

"One of his problems is needs to take it easy he's still very weak from the crash but he should be fine." Bucky took him home and just slept and Bucky kissed his lips and lay down next to him. Back in NC Chris's wife was getting the mail and found the letter Chris wrote before he died and started to read it. All she thought about was how he didn't come and tell her his secret life at idol and why he wanted to die with that guy. She still understand why did what he did at idol and trying figure out if was the same person, all she could was cry and what was she going to tell his kids but she did what know about the guy he loved. Back in CO the next day Ace woke up and wondered what had happened.

"Baby I don't remember much after the wedding. My head hurts."

"You passed out and I brought to the hospital and the doctor said you need to rest. You're doing too much after your car crash and that made you passed out."

"I'm sorry for passing out after we got married and scaring you.'

"Its ok baby you don't need to be sorry. You couldn't help it, it's not like when I faint all the time."

"I love you so much."

"Do you remember much about your accident?"

"The last thing I remember is was screaming out shit and crashing. I got up for 5 mins and I noticed I was bleeding and after that I passed out. Then I went into the coma replaying what happened to you that day, but I keep thinking you were dead. When I got out of the coma the nurse was telling me that keeping saying "Bucky don't leave me" over and over again in my sleep."