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Rachel POV
"Well, then that's the difference between you and me. I want her to be happy. And if she is really way more happier with even you, I'll accept that; 'cause I truly love her." He put the emphasis on the 'truly'. My breath shocked, did he really just said that? Did he really said he loved me? Wow. That was a surprise. I saw him walking towards the door, leaving Finn behind. Finn groaned angrily. At a moment I was even scared he'd run after Jesse and kill him with a pen. But that would just be weird.
I pretended to come from behind the corner. Finn tuned around when he heard my gold heels tap on the floor. "Hey," I said. "so what was that all about in the gym?" He shrugged as an answer. I wanted to say something else, but I realized shrugging wasn't an answer. So instead of opening my mouth again, I just looked at him. He didn't expect that.
"I don't know." He said, looking at his black leather shoes, barely moving his mouth.
"Yes Finn, you do." I actually already knew, but it would be suspicious if I didn't ask, right? Plus, I wanted to know what he would have to say to me. He looked up at me and sighted before taking a step closer to me. I crossed my arms, waiting for what would come.
"Rachel, can't you see it?" He asked, tossing his hands in the air.
"See what exactly Finn?" I snapped back dangerously. I was really getting sick of this. I couldn't believe what I ever saw in him. He was like a little kid! He has something, like.. A toy for example, and gets enough of it, but when he sees someone else playing with it he wants it back. Jesse wasn't playing with me of course, sorry for the ambiguity.
"Jesse isn't enough for you! He hurt you, remember? Cracked an egg on your head?"
"Finn!" I yelled, "Do you really think I don't remember that? I'm over it, you should be to!" He shrugged again. Damn, the shrugging was getting up my nerves.
"C'mon Rachel, let's be honest. You only went to prom with him to make me jealous." His angry face expression turned in to a grin. Such a stupid grin! How could he think that?
"Is that what you think? That I'm like a cute puppy running after you? You think you're everything, right?" I laughed, like a laugh of disbelieve. "That I didn't see that before! You're actually worse than Jesse! With Jesse it's cute, with you it's just… repulsive." I made a dramatic step back.
"Rachel! How can you be so stupid? He's only going to break your heart again!" He tossed his arms in the air again. He has something with tossing his arms in the air. And shrugging, for that matter.
"Oh, and you're not?"
"No! Of course not Rachel! How can you think that?" I laughed when he said this. He was even more stupid than I thought.
"How can I think that? I think you broke my heart way more times than he did Finn. And despite the fact that we're both captains of the glee club and our voices are… good together, you don't get to get me back." I quoted the song I sung before, it matched perfectly with the situation.
He sighted. "Rachel… Don't do this…"
"Do what exactly? You already did it, and you can't undo it Finn." I hissed, and walked/ran past him to the door. I had ENOUGH of this. Who does he think he is?
Finn POV
I watched her walking away from me. I really screwed it up. I looked until I saw her pink dress disappear around the corner.
That Jesse kid is so… ugh. Dude, like he was the perfect boyfriend all the time? He fuckin' cracked an egg on her head! What was that shit of 'I truly love her' all about? I hated him! Like I didn't 'truly' love her. Well…
Maybe I didn't, maybe he was right. I did actually cheat on her several times with Santana. Nobody knew, so I kept it that way. But like I would ever admit that I didn't truly loved her.
I walked to the boys washroom, still caught up in my thoughts. I'm gonna get her back. That St. James can kiss my ass! But first I have to call Quinn, and make it up. I need a back-up girlfriend.
Jesse POV
It was chilly outside, I wasn't used to the cold Lima weather anymore. I thought about what I said to Finn. Did I actually love her? Yes.
I thought about how I had hurt her. I was a monster. I could disappear into the ground of shame. How could I? She had never did anything to me. Well, except the whole 'run Joey run' thing. But what I did to her, was way worse.
I walked over to the bleachers, ascended the stairs, and sat down at about the sixth row. My eyes scanned the football field. I could see two people standing against the other bleacher, at the other side of the field. They were kissing, and the girl had her arms wrapped around the boy's neck. I stared at them for a few minutes, fantasizing about doing the exact same thing with Rachel.
I missed her so much this year, and I must say I was surprised when she forgave me that quickly. I guessed she was a very forgiving person, but I couldn't stop myself from hoping that she forgave me because she was secretly still in love with me. Maybe?
I remembered how I made out with her neck, her soft skin tasted really nice and she smelled like strawberry. I remembered her laughs while I was doing it, and the memory conjured a smile on my face. I missed her laughing. I remembered how my stomach felt weird, like being tickled from the inside, and how Hudson had to break the magic. That tall oaf.
My thoughts got interrupted by a text from my best friend. John. He was sharing a room with me, and he was like one of the most awesome people I've ever met.
His hair looked like the hair of Justin Bieber, but in blonde. He liked show tunes too, he was like a copy of me.
'Yo dude, we all miss you here! Hope you get the girl back. Call you tomorrow.'
I smiled and pressed the 'reply' button. My fingers slipped over the screen of my Iphone before pressing 'send'.
'I hope so too bro.'
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Love, Hach.
