This is Important

by WordsCloseToYourHeart

I am about to make a decision that will either be my salvation or my downfall. If you can hear me and have a heart, listen as I explain my story and judge what I should do in the end. Are you listening? Or am I just talking to myself again? Should I stay and suffer seeing him-or the empty shell of what he was or leave and live until I put the bullet in my head?

2. Chapter 2: I Can't Watch This

Chapter 2: I Can't Watch This

It was becoming a habit of mine to visit room 208 after school everyday now. I usually brought my razors so I wouldn't have to risk doing it at home anymore. Holmes and I had been getting closer after the past few weeks.

He'd apparently been going to this room since sixth grade and I was the first person to "explore" since he had never seen anyone else up here. She had found his choice of words quite amusing. He was so arrogant.

"Hey."

I said giving a little wave to the other occupant of room 208. He looked up for a second as an acknowledgment to her existence. I threw my bag on one of the desks and lied down on the floor closing my eyes lost in self loathing and unshed tears.

The whole day from beginning till now had been really hard. She just woke up knowing it was one of her bad days for depression. Tear were in her eyes on the way to school, and gloomy thoughts surrounded her all day. Waking up her senses might help. She turned on some music and put headphones on.

Yet again she slid razors out from her bag missing the slight wince from Holmes completely before she started. Yet again the male winced every time she slashed herself.

He murmured something under his breath before collecting his stuff and exiting the room swiftly. Mara watched him concerned putting the razor away and pulling down her sleeves.

She was now making her way home, thinking about what in the hell would make him dash out of there so quickly. She shrugged it off to stressed to be thinking about it, but- no,no. Stop it, I thought hitting my head making a satisfying clunk. I need to relax

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I thought about it way to much last night, and came to a conclusion.I'm going to start risking cutting back at home.

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Okay so that was a really short chapter. Like really short. I kind of just wanted to capture the relationship between them as not really talking a lot about things,but just being able to read each other. Sorry, I like to clear things up at the end of chapter *_*. See you later.