Chapter 2! Enjoy!
Her name is Zoë. For the past few days she's been mostly quiet and passive but now she won't do anything.
I love my baby, but she drives me crazy. She never goes to sleep because she's hungry all the time, My boobs hurt and I haven't had sleep in like 7 hours.
I am a junior in high school. I should be worried about Prom and getting a car and, most importantly, going to college.
Unfortunately, I do not have that luxury anymore.
I got dressed, grabbed my bookbag, Zoë's bag and my purse. Walking in the living room, I saw Thalia sticking something in Zo's mouth.
"What are you doing?" I asked. She turned. "Doing your job." I huffed, scooped up the Infant and placed her in the carrier and faced the door.
"I'm off to school. You should be going off, too." And I was gone.
I'm so tired of Thalia sometimes, she thinks I do everything wrong. Including taking care of my baby.
It's a little to early for that, she has 18 years to blame me for what I did wrong. Not now.
I stormed down the hall and went up the stairs slowly, careful not to wake Zoë. I arrived at the door and knocked three times. Leo answered the door.
"A? what are you doing here?" He asked.
"Where's Raph?" I questioned. I wasn't being rude, my morning is just crappy right now.
"He's still sleep, You need something?"
"Yeah, It's daddy time," I answered. "Just before he gets to school, I mean can't splinter babysit?"
Leo nodded. "I'm sure he can." I smiled, thankful.
"Thanks Leo, you just made my day!" I cheered quietly. I set the carrier down and kissed Zo's forehead. She cooed in response.
"Make sure she stays asleep until he wakes up." I added, then exited.
Off to school.
At school~
This is my first day back at school after having the baby...So I didn't not expect people to talk about me.
And to make matters worse, I forgot to put padding in my bra, so during 3rd period I started lactating. The baby must be hungry.
"Hey, A! I haven't seen you in-" Lia started when she saw me coming.
"In awhile, yeah," I finished cutting her off. "Do you have a extra shirt I could wear?"
"Yeah, sure. What-" She saw me covering my chest with my books. "Oh."
While she was looking for a shirt, my phone rang. "Hello?" I answered.
"Hey, It's me," Raph's voice said. "Do you know where I could get some food for Zoë?" He asked. Figures. Lia handed me the shirt. I ran quickly to the bathroom.
"Aren't you coming to school?" I asked.
"Nah, not today. It's been a little-" Rustling on the other end. "-Busy."
I huffed. Taking off my shirt, I kept the phone in my grip. "Go to my apartment. There should be some milk in the fridge. You know, The-" I cleared my throat. "-Milk."
"Ok. Thanks, see you after school." Raph said. I murmured an agreement and hung up. I put on the shirt and walked out.
"Thanks for the shirt."
~After school~
"Hey, honey. How was school?" Mom greeted as I walked through the door. I threw down my bag. "Awful."
Mom stopped what she was doing and came over to where I was.
"First, I messed up my good shirt. Then, I got a ton of homework to make up. And finally this-" I fished out a handful of notes that were stashed in my pocket.
They had words like: Tramp, Slut, Baby Momma and ETC. I honestly don't care.
And here is the dealio. After Zoë was born, I stayed in the hospital longer tgan I planned because I lost a lot of blood from labor.
In conclusion, I missed a week and a half of school. I'm so stressed.
"Well, who care what those people think. Your healthy and alive, that's all that matters." Mom reassured. "Next time, put padding in your bra." I groaned, throwing a pillow at her. She laughed.
"Where's Thalia and May?" I asked.
"At work." Conviently at the same. A knock sounded on the door.
I opened it and Raph was standing there with Zoë. I let him in.
"Hello, Raphael." Mom greeted.
"Hi, Mrs. O'Neil." He said.
I gently took Zo from the carrier. "Hey, Mom. can you watch Zo for a bit?" I asked.
She nodded and retrieved the baby. "Let's talk," I whispered.
We went outside for a walk. "So, did you at least have fun with her today?" I asked, kicking a stone.
"I did. I really did. She's actually a sweet baby." Raph responded.
"Yeah," I said. "We can do this, right?"
"What?"
"School and still be good parents."
He stopped and turned to me. "Of course. It'll be hard, but that's why we got help." I smiled.
"You always know what to say."
Raph sighed. "Not always," He breathed. I laughed.
By the time I got home, It was dark outside. I walked through the door when I heard the fridge door slam.
"Where were you?" Thalia asked, leaning on the counter.
"Out. Where's Zoë?" I questioned.
"In your room, she's sleep. Nothing happened tonight, right?"
I scoffed. "We were talking. I'm going to bed." I started off tk my room.
"Dinner's in the fridge." Thalia called.
"Alright."
I shut the door and looked into the crib. Zo was quietly sleeping with a pacifier in her mouth. I picked her up, careful not to wake her.
"Hey, baby girl." I whispered. "It's mommy." Zoë cooed wiggling her fingers.
"You know you're adorable when you're not giving me a hard time."
The baby still slept. One day..I hope you understand why we do the things we do." I kissed her forehead and placed her gently In the crib.
"I love you, baby girl."
We got this.
