Okay, this is pretty much a short chapter to establish stuff. Yes, I am so descriptive.. Anyway, if I get reviews then I shall post the next Chapter soon. If not, then I may not. XD
Chapter 1: Why I Can't Love Both?
"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or..."
[From: A Walk To Remember]
Love is such an odd and complicated term. It comes in different strengths, the reasons behind it are different, but it is still love. I love both Edward Antony Masen Cullen and Jacob Black. They make my life complete, together. I cannot live without either of them, yet they are making me choose.
Sometimes I wish that my mind was not so locked up, private from everyone, even myself at times. It would make this marginally, not much, but marginally easier if I could decipher what I wanted more. Who would make me happier? What future did I want?
Ask me six months ago and I would have said Edward straight out, no doubt would have crossed my mind. None of this indecision. But, he left. My world was turned upside down and inside out by those few words. You can go on with your life without anymore interference from me. It will be as if I'd never existed. Then Jacob came along, my breath of fresh air. My sun. He helped me through it, helped me find myself once more and never gave up. I owe him so much. I owe them both so much.
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