I'm sorry that you thought I'd stay here forever with you, but it's time for me to go and live life the way I want to not the way you want me to
I remember when I loved you so much that I couldn't be fazed my anything anyone said about me until it was you who was talking
Why does my life have to suck so much when everyone else gets to have a happy life I guess I'm the one who has to suffer for everyone else to be alright
Do you know how often I sit at home whishing you were there to comfort me and that you were only mine and I never had to share you
My whole life the guys I've know have all been cruel because they thought that I didn't have a heart or I wasn't in need of attention
Now I have oh wait I meant had you all my own but now you don't care so now I think you're turning into one of them
Every night I lay awake crying my eyes out because no one cares about me and I know I'll always be alone no matter what people say to me
Smiles are evil aren't they I mean people are always asking me for smiles and I can't take it much longer because I have no reason to smile these days
If I groveled at your feet would you ever take me back because I'm so close to doing that if that's what you want to happen
Have you ever heard my saying " My perfect meadow was when you were here with me, but now that you're gone I can't see through this blizzard" it's true
I wish we could have a moment like when we first met I mean you saved me from doing the unthinkable then and I owe you my life
If I dress up for you like a little princess will you take me and play with me I would be your dolly if you told me to be it
Love makes me your slave for some reason that I can't explain although I would love to know why I can't live without you here
Please treat me right because I can't live without someone there to help hold me up so I can face the world once again
I'll live underground if I can't have you because I can't stand the light I know you possess somewhere out there with others
All my scars are running into each other now because there isn't enough places for me to scar so you can see what my life is like without you
Let me go insane so that I can show everyone what has been kept inside of me for so long that you never wanted people to know you could do to a person
Free me and I will hunt you down and make sure you learn to love another person before I kill you with my own two hands
Carving out your heart will be my trophy to let me know that I can live without someone there guiding me through everything in life
I'll let the stars be your resting place as long as you promise me you won't kill another soul with your looks of hate and disgust towards others
Eternally I am yours but I don't think that any of us want that anymore because I know you can't care for a different being other that you
We'll live in peace as long as I can kill you without killing myself first because I can't haunt you without wanting to see you happy
Make me happy please because you know I would do anything for you and now that you're gone I can't take these nights any longer
I'm sorry that you thought I'd stay here forever with you, but it's time for me to go and live life the way I want to not the way you want me to
I remember when I loved you so much that I couldn't be fazed my anything anyone said about me until it was you who was talking
Why does my life have to suck so much when everyone else gets to have a happy life I guess I'm the one who has to suffer for everyone else to be alright
Do you know how often I sit at home wishing you were there to comfort me and that you were only mine and I never had to share you