Sat in Nathan's room while he was having a tweet session with his fans, a millions things were running through my mind.

"Do you wanna keep it?" I asked

"Huh?" He said, looking away from the laptop screen.

"The baby, do you wanna keep it?"

"Oh" He frowned "I dunno, I've got the band and stuff"

"So you don't want to keep it?"

"Babe" He said "I, I just don't think we're ready"

I nodded "I'll get an abortion"

He pulled me onto his lap and kissed my forehead

"I'm sorry sweetheart"

"It's okay" I said, quietly "I'll go tomorrow"

"Do you want me to go?"

I shook my head "I wanna go by myself"

"Kit Kat" he sighed, using my nickname

"Nath, I'm going on my own" I said

"Okay babe" He said, kissing my neck.

Sat in the hospital, my hands were sweaty and I could feel my heart beating.

"Katie we're ready for you" Said a nurse. I nodded and followed her into a room and sat down.

She talked about abortion and how it all works and stuff and I listened carefully. Then she asked me if I was ready. I nodded and lay down on the bed thing.

Walking back to Nathan's I had tears in my eyes. I walked in and everyone was in the living room.

Nathan smiled at me "How'd it go hun?"

"I- I couldn't go through with it" I said, trembling.

"What?"

"Nathan we're having a baby" I said, tears falling down my face.

Nathan's expression quickly turned angry as he grabbed a hoodie and went for the door.

"Nath..." I cried.

He just glared at me, before walking out, slamming the door behind him, leaving me and the boys shocked.

"Im gonna go" I said to the boys, heading out the door

"Katie"

I turned around and it was Max, and he brought me into a big bear hug

"He'll come around sooner or later" He said.

I nodded and walked out. The cold air hit me like a ton of bricks. But honestly it was nice. I walked home slowly. Thinking that my relationship with Nathan was over. That I would have to raise this baby for myself. What would I say when it asked where it's daddy was?

'Daddy's in a band and didn't want you?'

NO!

I walked into my house to the smell of dinner cooking. I walked into the kitchen and mum was there, putting the food onto plates.

"Mum" I said "Can I talk to you?"

"In a minute"

"Mum this is really important"

She sighed and turned around. "What?"

Tears stung in my eyes.

"Im pregnant" I said "And Nathan hates me"

"What? This is as much Nathan's fault as it is yours"

"I know but he wanted to get rid of it and this morning I went to have an abortion but I couldn't go through with it and now he hates me."

She just sighed and went back to serving the food and putting it on the table.

"Call your sister down please" She said.

I looked at her with disgust and picked my coat and keys

"Where are you going?"

"Anywhere but here!" I said, storming out. I was starving so I went to McDonalds. And who was there? Nathan. With tears streaming down his face.