They shocked me. I was expecting,
"What the hell were you thinking?"
or even,
"Damnit! The chairman's going to kill me..."
But his soft tone settled in my brain, along with his questioning eyes that held worry.
And what I think is betrayal. I'm imagining things though, I'm sure. Only Kaname would show me such emotion.
"Yuuki, Everything is alright."
And I believed him.
Shocked, when his muscular arms wrap around me, and his hand pushing my head towards his shoulder.
A warm embrace.
Not letting me go.
"Please... let go."
I wanted to die, right now.
Yes, I was right were I wanted to be but I knew I was enjoying more than I should be. I felt him flinch at my words as he pulled away. Don't worry, I wanted to shout, It's not your fault. I shouldn't be selfish.
"Sorry."
.He started to move away, and I realised how cold it seemed without his inviting arms wrapped around my shoulders, and his alluring breath tickling against my sensitive neck. But. It's not allowed. We're almost like siblings, a brother and a sister. Not a boyfriend and his girlfriend. Not lovers. A forbidden act. Another forbidden act. Although, it's not like our original sin has been committed for a while. Not since I last asked about the taste that my blood brought to him. He should be thirsty. His eyes are shielded by his hair and I just can't help but push it out of the way. 'Beauty such as yours should not be hidden.' Isn't that what he told me, last week? I shiver once more, as he looks up.
"I.. I kno- I'm sorry."
Sometimes, an apology isn't enough.
Which he seemed to grasp better than I realise.
I realised.
When his lips claimed mine.