A/N: I really wanted to update a chapter 2 ASAP because I re-read my story on the site and realised just how short it was! I'm reeeeally sorry about that… So… Yeah! Here's chapter 2 to make up for it. The ". . . . ." will be there for when it's changing the P.O.V. :3 characters may be a bit occ :c but I can't really help it ;-; I haven't seen Kuroshitsuji in such a long time! (hug me) (;-;)

Disclaimer: Again, I don't own Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler (II) even though I really want to!

Why is it that I love this man? I've always loved him… Ever since he became my butler… Should I tell him how I feel? Should I keep it to myself? Times have changed now, homosexuality is accepted now… So what's stopping me?

Ciel stares off into space as the loud, throbbing music is pounding in his ears. Clubs weren't really his scene. He smiled to himself as he remembered what a party was in his time. A time when dancing wasn't rubbing your body against another being in such an inappropriate manner. A time when clothes actually covered most of your body. A time when loving another man was completely wrong; he thought and smiled sadly to himself.

Sebastian returns to their table with some drinks, "What's on your mind?" Ciel blushes and snatches a drink off of Sebastian and gulps it down. "Not going to answer me then?" the demon smirks and leans closer to his ear, "You were probably thinking of confessing your love to me, am I right?" when Ciel heard this he choked on his drink and his face burned an even darker shade of red. He felt like screaming at the raven-haired man "HOW DID YOU KNOW!?" but instead he kept his cool and laughed at what he interpreted as a joke. Sebastian was baffled by his reaction but soon played along and laughed with him.

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Sebastian had also loved the younger male ever since he had first laid eyes on him, never mind the constant burning desire to devour him, in more than one way. However, he didn't know how to get his feelings across to the little bluenette. He never really experienced human emotions and even though he was incredibly popular with both the opposite and same sex, he was only interested in his little Bocchan. He pondered upon the thought of trying to get the little one to return his feelings when he noticed a man checking him out. Jealousy! He thought, one of the most powerful human emotions! So he devised a little plan and decided to return the eye gesture in hope that Ciel would notice. Ciel did. And he was fuming silently but didn't say anything because the male was coming over to them to greet the demon (ex-) butler. The man was fairly young, about Ciels age, and had blonde long-ish hair. He would be quite attractive for humans' eyes, but to the demons sensitive corneas nothing stood out to either of them except his rather… Tight clothes, "Well hello there." He greeted with a 'seductive' wink, "My name is Alois, and I saw you looking at me from over there. You interested in a good night?" he said whilst biting his lower lip. Sebastian was surprised at this man's bold reaction but played along when he noticed Ciels agitation. "Yeah, I've noticed your extreme good looks and thought to myself 'hmm, I'd do that ass'" the blonde smirked and a light pink dusted his cheeks. People these days are complete whores, Sebastian thought to himself, but he kept this brief conversation going.

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A few minutes, which seemed like a few hours to Ciel, had passed. Sebastian had left with that random guy and Ciel was just left sitting there by himself, left alone with his thoughts. He hated the elder demon right now, how he loathed him because he didn't even consider his masters feelings. The feelings you never told him about, his subconscious told him. He knew it was right… He didn't tell Sebastian his feelings… Now he wished he had… Was it too late to tell him now? He didn't know… But he most certainly didn't want to lose this game, especially to a new player! He slammed his hand on the table whist standing up and whispered to himself, "I will not lose!"

Sebastian had left a note for Ciel, so he could find him in case he needed him. Now running through the streets to find the man that he loves something catches his eye in a nearby stall…

He had found the hotel that was on the piece of paper and when he was in the lobby he made himself look busy and in a hurry in hope that no-one would notice him. Thankfully no-one did and he hoped that they hadn't even entered the room. The room that you don't know… "Shit!" he silently cursed aloud, "I don't know the room they're staying in…" he stopped walking so he could think of what to do, but just then he saw Sebastian trying to steady the very drunk man known as Alois. A great smirk came across the young demons' face. Sebastian hasn't yet noticed your presence, and that blonde slut is too wasted to give a shit. Now's the time to-, but before his subconscious thoughts could finish, Ciel was already creeping up to them at a quick pace. He could see them closer, and closer. He could see them in more and more detail.

Just as the blonde was about to put in the card for their room, a newly bought (but empty) champagne bottle was smashed across his head and he fell to the ground.

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Sebastian's eyes were glowing red. He took the card off of the collapsed body on the floor, opened the door and picked the body up. "Get in." he ordered the younger demon. Ciel did as he was told as he was in shock from what he just did and he was drunk from the champagne. Sebastian gently placed the limp body on a nearby sofa and he then grabs Ciels wrist and pulls him into a separate room, which has a king-sized bed in it. He closes the door and takes no hesitation in placing his thumb on Ciels cheek and a finger underneath his chin so he can pull him up to kiss him. As he did this he noticed Ciels face going red and he smirked into their very first kiss. Using his free hand he pulled Ciels waist in closer and Ciel could feel the forming bulge in Sebastian's pants. Sebastian pulled his face away and broke the kiss to see if he could find any kind of emotion in Ciels eyes. His eyes were half-lidded and he groaned at the loss of contact.

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Ciels mind was hazy. Did that just happen? Did he just kiss me? Did I make such a sound? Is this a dream? All those questions were swirling around in his head. However, the rest of his body was otherwise occupied. He felt the heat traveling south but he didn't pay that much attention to it until he was thrown onto his back with Sebastian on top. Shit, he must have noticed! Wait… Why am I saying it as if it's a bad thing? I know… I don't want this! It's not as if I don't want him… Or this in the future… But I'm drunk! I don't want this for my first time… "S-seba- nng!" was all he could manage as Sebastian rubbed himself against Ciels lower half. "Yes, Bocchan?" he said so seductively.

"I – I don't… I can't-! We s-shouldn't do this, r-right now!"

"Why not? It feels good right?" he moved again, but this time more roughly. "Don't you want this?" he whispered into his ear before gently biting it.

"N-no! I don't want this!"

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He doesn't want me? He doesn't want this? What have I done?! I'm so horrible! I – I have to get out of here! He left. Left the room, left the hotel. He just… Left.

A/N: Well, this one is a bit longer ^.^ I have lots in mind for the next chapter, but I won't be able to write them anytime soon '~' I still haven't started my History essay, and it has to be done for tomorrow! I'm screwed… But, I don't mind! I was able to deliver this ^^" I just hope you all enjoyed it… but yeah, poor Alois! :C but I just had to include him w I just had to! So please… R&R \(^_^)/ and give me some ideas please? I only know how to do so much :'( thankies! Jaa ne~

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