AN:Well here is the first chapter to: Can't You See It! Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I don't own this awesome show Shake it Up! :'(
CeCe POV
"CeCe! Heeellloo anybody there?" Rocky said trying to bring me out of my state of mind.
That memory stuck with me for almost a year now. That night when Ty left and took everything with him. Nothing was left he even took my heart with him tearing piece by piece and leaving it behind him like a trail. In a dream I tried once to follow that trail but it never led me to him, it lead me to two roads to different trails one to keep looking for Ty the other one to find another person that can love me when HE couldn't. He told me he loved me but he still didn't bother to call or keep in touch not even with his family. I chose the road to find another that can take my pain away and hold me when I felt alone. It's almost been a year since he left, missing posters plastered all over the city didn't help my situation either in trying to forget the problem to my heartache in the first place. Ty I lov….
Suddenly the arm I was leaning on got knocked out from under my head. My head hit the desk with a THWAP!
"OOOWWWW!" I shouted as I turned and looked at Rocky. "What the hell Roc!"
She had a smug smile on her face then it turned softer.
"Well I had to do something! You were spacing out again and your making me worried." She told me.
"Sorry. Where am I again?" I looked around.
"In class you daydreamed through the whole thing even when Mr. Thomas was right in front of you, yelling at you!" She put her hands on her hips.
"Whoa how did I do that? Usually when he gets in a 2 feet radius of me I pass out from his BO." I waved my hand in front of my face.
"Yeah well you didn't. Now let's go we have lunch, thanks to you we're going to wait a long time on the line."
We got to our lockers and opened them when someone's arms wrapped around my waist in an embrace.
"Guess who." The person's voice said.
"Justin Bieber?" I shouted and turned around and acted looking surprised. "Oh it's just you." I chuckled as I said to the person. That someone was my boyfriend Blake.
"Ha Ha. Very funny." said his slight deep voice.
"Yeah I laughed so hard." Rocky commented sarcastically as she rolled her eyes while looking disgusted. I glared at her but Blake didn't seem to notice this exchange.
"Your heading to lunch right?" He asked. I nodded.
"Yeah I was just heading there right now with Rock-…" As said her name I looked her way to find she was gone.
"Where is she?" He asked.
"I don't know?" I wonder what's her problem I'm going to figure that out later.
"Okay then I'll go with you then." He offered.
"Okay!" I said cheerfully as I broke the embrace and started to walk but he grabbed my wrist and spun me around and held me to his chest.
"But first…" He said while his face centimeters from me before he crashed his lips onto mine. He kissed me hungrily while I stood shocked and I tried to respond as much as I could so I didn't make him feel bad that I didn't really want to kiss him. There was nothing. No sparks, no burning feeling inside of me and no feeling that I could've felt with someone I was with. His embrace didn't make me feel safe, his presence didn't make me radiate happiness. Shit I didn't even sometimes look happy when I was with him. He didn't even make me feel anything at all not even the butterflies. I don't know why he treated me so right and he tried to make me feel I was the only girl for him. I cared for this boy that was right in front of me, but not the way he wanted me to and definitely not how I was supposed to. Nobody can make me feel special like that, like the other one can, no one in a million years could. Blake continued to kiss me when suddenly his tongue glided across my lip begging for entrance when I snapped out of my mind and broke the kiss. He didn't seem to notice my discomfort though as usual. Then suddenly the bell rang signaling the end of lunch period. I felt him hold me tighter.
"Where did the time go…." I said looking at the people starting to crowd around us.
"I don't know." He said smirking until he let go. I blushed and touched my now swollen pink lips.
"Well I got to go to class." He said. I nodded, he looked me dead in the eye all joking aside.
" I love…" My heart went into over drive as I felt myself start to fidget. Then suddenly the late bell rang. YES! I screamed in my mind.
"Whoops! I'm late for class!" I chuckled nervously. I pushed him rather roughly in attempt to get out of there while I still could. He looked confused while I ran too fast down the hall leaving him behind me. He held his arms out wide.
"Since when do you care about being late!" He shouted by the time I was out of sight.
When I turned the corner I walked slowly as I whispered.
"Since now." I sighed.
I made it into class when Mrs. Coyne was teaching. They all stopped to stare at me especially Rocky.
"Nice of you to join us Ms. Jones. Please take a seat in the back." Mrs. Coyne said politely. I swear she is like the nicest teacher in this school. I walked down to the desks while Rocky was in the front row as usual when she spoke to me.
"Had fun with your new boyfriend?" She sneered while she gave me a death look. Oh if looks could kill, I would definitely be six feet under right now. I stopped and looked at her.
"Well I hope you had fun." She finished. I stood there hurt. I opened my mouth to speak when Mrs. Coyne interrupted me.
"CeCe take a seat please."
"Yes, Mrs. Coyne." I responded while she resumed teaching while I took another look at Rocky. But she turned back looking at Mrs. Coyne. I dragged myself to the back and took a seat. I stared at the back of Rocky's head. Tears pooled in my eyes as I sniffled. I whispered determined and sad.
"Oh I'm going to figure out what the hell is up with you Raquel Alexandra Blue." I whimpered.
AN: I hoped you enjoyed this, its dramatic as usual. What's wrong with Rocky? mmmmmm. Well anyway tell me what you think. Review!
