Wolfman & Hart
(ANGEL'S POV)
"Spike leave me the hell alone," I said walking pissed off out of my office and into the main offices. Neither one of us knew that their was the Scooby Gang and Buffy was in the main offices watching us fight.
"No, you big pounce. I want to find out what has happened to me. And your just made because when you rode in on a big white horse Buffy pushed you away and she said that I was in her heart and that she wanted to finish baking.Yeah, I know about your's and her's conversation, she told me all about it. But, you want to know the truth?" Spike asked me, trying to piss me off, but I am curious about the truth when I'm afraid of knowing the truth.
"It doesn't matter if you want to know or what, I'm going to tell you anyway." I hear him say. I stop and turn around to wait for him to finish what he was saying.
"She said I love you, and I said no you don't,but thanks for saying it. And you know what she did love me,but not like I liked. Yes, she loved me,but only the kind of love that her and Xander have for each other. I'm not ok with it, but I will deal with it, because I know the one thing that makes her happy and make her feel like she is in heaven and that is you. The whole Scooby Gang and including me and Giles. Said that she NEVER smiled at me or the mention of mine or Riley's name name when they or we were together, or her smiles never lit up her eyes, or she never cried a single tear when Riley broke up with her, or she never cried herself to sleep like she does every night for you when Riley and her and me and her were together, or she never confided in us like she does and did with you. You want to know why?? I'll tell you why, because we never YOU and she NEVER EVER was our soulmate and we knew that, but we never cared all we cared about was that we had her and you didn't!!! We hurt her less than you did, we treated her like a goddess she is, we loved her,we where there for her,we could comfort her, but she NEVER EVER loved us liked she did and still does LOVE YOU." Spike said with anger in his voice trying to tell Angel that he-Angel-the vampire with a soul- the warrior for the PTB's had ever left and let people like him and Captain Carboard ever touch anyone like her. Wow...I can't believe I just said that Spike thought.
(A/N: WOW...I FEEL A WHOLE LOT BETTER!!!! DON'T YOU???)
I CAN'T believe he just said that Angel thought.Then I hear him say,"I guessed you never really loved her like you say you do."
The next thing I notice is that I have him pinned by his trout on the wall telling him," That I did and do love her more than anything in this whole world and would do anything for her. That I only left because her mom told me to so she could live a normal as a slayer's life could be. The one person who hated Buffy's calling as the slayer. That I had also been driven by things that the Mayor said to me along with things that her mom said to me, or I NEVER would have left EVER."
"Oh.My.God. Angel, I never knew she made you leave," I heard someone say after I done yelling at Spike who now had pissed me off.
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Author's Note I wonder who it possibly could be that said "Oh.My.God. Angel, I never knew she made you leave". Looks, like you'll half to wait and find out!!!!!
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Thanks---Jessica