AN: AHHH I AM SO SORRY GUYS! I COULDN'T UPLOAD THIS SONNER, BUCAUSE I WAS BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND ALL .
hope you guys enjoy
Sorry for the bad grammar.
I didn't own Soul Eater
Nothing – Part 2
So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if I'm face to face that she'll come to her senses
"I can't believe I am doing this" says Black Star while he is driving.
"I can't believe either" I told with a smirk.
"Are you sure this is a good idea Soul?" ask Kid with a worry look "Does she really said to you come to her house?"
"She said that she wants tell me something and that she couldn't do to the phone"
"But… you know that she can…you know?"
"Reject me? Yeah. Still, worth the risk" I knew that, I could be reject and never seen her again. But if she wants me back? If there is this little possibility, I will not lose it.
After 30 minutes driving (15 minute hum?), I had finally came to Maka's house.
Okay, there wasn't her house, was his mother house. Her mother was really rich; her house was huge with a big gate on front.
I walk to the speaker and talk with the security guy:
"Can I help you?"
"Yeah" My voice was still slow thanks to the alcohol, but I at least I knew what I was doing "I want to…I want to see… I want to talk with Maka Albarn please"
"Who wants to?"
"Soul Eater Evans"
"Evans? Sorry, I can't let you in"
"What? Why?"
"Mrs. Albarn orders, she says to don't let any Evans come inside and bother her daughter." Maka's mom knows about us? Worst, she would let me see Maka?
"Listen, this is important. Maka is waiting for me…. And I need talk to her now"
"Sorry, I can't let you in"
"You don't understand! My girlfriend is in there, and I want fix our situation the fasters I can. Did you ever have love somebody so much, that you could die if this person leaves?"
"Well… no, but I understand the feeling"
"So then, please help me go and talk with my girlfriend. This may be the last change I have"
"I am sorry"
Every drunk step I take leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurted
She'll take me back for sure
My body start get full with a lot of anger. I will not let the possibility to see Maka again go away.
"Well" said while I was climbing the gate "If you will not open for me, I will go inside anyway"
"Sir, get off the gate"
"No!"
"Soul!" says Black Star watching my actions "Stop it, this is insane!"
"No Black Star, I have to do that"
"Sir, if you don't get off, I will be force to call back up"
"Go…ahead!" after a few seconds, I could climb the gate and get out to the other side. But at soon I landed; four or maybe five guards came to my direction to take me off the residence.
Even with no change to win this, I start to run away from they direction. As they follow me, the only thing I could think was to run faster, get on the door and fix everything with Maka.
But I couldn't.
"Get ya!" says on of the guards, now on top of me, hold me against the floor. Even with no intention to, the big guy was hurting me a little to getting my face on the floor stronger and breaking my bones thanks to his weight.
I can't talk to her. I can't see her. I can fix this.
Before I notice, I was crying again.
And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind, turn it all around
"Maka…Maka…. HEY MAKA!" I scream, was the only thing I could do now.
"Hey, be quiet! Do you know what time is it?" say one of the guards while they are getting me out the house
"MAKA!"
"I told to you shut up!" say shut my mouth with his hand
"What are you guys doing?" Yell Maka in front her door.
I feel my heart start beating faster as soon I see her. She never have look so beautiful, her hair was down with no pigtails and she was wearing a long and yellow dress, with was her sleep closet. My eyes go wild when I saw her, I though I would ever see her big green eyes, her delicate and sweet face and that big smile ever again.
"I am so sorry to wake you up Miss. Albarn. We are getting this punk out here right now." Talk the monkey who as still with his head on my mouth.
"I wasn't sleeping. I was waiting for him! He is my guest, why nobody warned me that he has come?"
"Well… you see, you mother told us to don't let he came near you."
"What? You got to be kidding with me. Let him go"
"But…"
"Let him go now!"
As her wish, the guard release me and go away, along with his friends.
I walk closer to her, all I wanna do was hug her, kiss that soft lips once again.
"Maka…"
"hey there" she said smiling softy for me, as long I keep getting closer to her
Once I was closer enough, she grab my hand and pull me to her house. Her mother has a huge house, somehow bigger than my family's. We run up the stairs and get in on of the rooms, which I assume that was her's.
"Alone at least" I say with a smirk. She than lock the door, and walks to the other side of the room, getting a little distance from me, but too distant.
And I now that I'm drunk but i'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though it's lust
Dial her number and confess to her I'm still in love
But all i heard...
"I thought that I would never see you again"
"That's… was the plan"
"And what makes go wrong?"
"Your call did you call?"
"Because, I had to tell you that I love you"
She looks nervous for me. I guess I could even see a sigh of blush in her face.
My heart start beating.
"Can I make you one question?" I ask
"Sure"
"What you want tell me?"
"Well… that will depends from your answers"
"That it is…?"
"Number one; Why did you sleep with Liz?" Her face was serious, with no sigh of sadness or angry, she just make that usual face that she did when she wanna know something. I never knew how I should react with that face, and have to face this on a moment like that, kinda scares me.
"I don't know for sure…. I-I got drunk, and she got drunk too. But that didn't-"
"Were you mad at me? Have I did something wrong?" Her voice get down a little, but her faces was still confident.
"Wh- No! No, Maka! I wasn't mad with you, what happens between me and Liz was a mistake! Didn't mean anything for us, especially for me."
I get closer to her and put her body closer to mine. Even if I could see her face, I could tell that she get surprised. I start to caress her backs slowly. My heads get down a little to her waist, when I embrace ting. Her hair was knocking on my nose, exhaling that great smell that I missed much.
"I missed you so much Maka" I whispered in her ears
"I-I missed you too" she whispered too
"Let's forget what happens. We can start over again."
"I don't know if we can just date after that Soul…I don't want come back to this relationship, with this fear to lose you"
"Okay…so, let's get married"
"W-What?"
"Let's get married. Than you wouldn't have this fear to lose me"
"Soul…" I staring deeply in her eyes, a little humid thanks to her tears. I take my breath to re-make my question
"Maka would you marry me?"
Was nothing
She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing, I got nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh sometimes love are intoxicated
Oh you're coming down your hands are shaking
When you realise there's no one waiting
"Maka?"
"I-I don't know what to say"
"Just say how are you feeling"
"I guess I want to…"
"You, guess?"
"I don't know! I don't know if this is the best option."
We separate, but keep look into each other eyes. When suddenly…
"I remember"
"What?"
"I remember why I drink so much on that night"
"Really? And what was it?"
"I would propose to you, but I freak out and went to Kid houses to relax. Liz was trying calming me down, when everything black out."
"You would…"
"Damn, I am such an idiot. I was so nervous to stay with you for the rest of my life, that end up ruined everything. How pathetic I am?"
Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
"Soul… do you still wanna know what I wanted tell you?"
"I guess after all this, you will reject me, right?"
To my surprise, she just came closer and kiss me. She move her lips slowly, waiting for my answer from her action. I didn't even think twice after kiss her back. Our kiss gets even more intense and passionate that ever. She holds my neck and I keep her face closet to mine, make almost impossible to both of us separate.
That kiss take minute to feel apart. When we were both out of breath, we separate and look for each other again.
"I can't ever, stop loving you Soul. No matter how stupid you are, no matter how many times you hurt me, I can't stop love you. I am still in love with you"
"Maka… you have no idea how happy I am to listen that"
Her eyes get wet again, and she hold her head into my chest. I got surprise at first, but I embrace her gently over my arms and let her cry.
I got it. She still loves me too, but she wasn't ready to marry me yet or come back to our old relationship.
She needs time to have sure about us again. Time to have sure if we should come back.
This hurts, but doesn't so much as would if she wasn't in love with me anymore.
"Get your time"
"I am sorry" she speak into sobs
"I am not going anywhere, I will wait for you. Even if you never come back I will keep wait for you. When you have sure what you want, you know where I am"
Our talk end on that moment, and after a few minutes, I left her house and come back to where my friends were. Just like that, I start to waiting her.
-/-
One mouth later
And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind, turn it all around
And I now that I'm drunk but i'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though it's lust
Dial her number and confess to her I'm still in love
But all i heard was nothing
She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing, I got nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
"Oh come on Soul! Is just one little date with Tsubaki's friend. We would be there, please help me out here" said Black Star in the phone. Always was funny heard him looks desperate, but was even funnier makes he become more desperate than before
"Sorry man, I have plans. Maybe you can find someone else to help you"
"Oh come on man! You can't reject every date that appears because of Ma-" He stop nervous. Have been one mouth, and I still didn't get any answer from Maka. I was still with hope in my heart, even knew that she couldn't coming back.
"sorry dude"
"Don't worry. This is not affecting me anymore."
"Isn't?" ask him surprised "But I though that you-"
"I still love Maka from all my heart. I know this sounds stupid, but I can feel that she will come back one day, and we would make our life together, got married and have kids. Live happy together once again"
"Seriously, you are really weird Soul. How can you have so much sure? You guys didn't talk since that day"
"I don't need words to know that Black Star"
"ahh, whatever! I have to go, see you later dude"
"See ya"
As soon I turn off the phone, I came back to my piano and come back practice. I could not like play in concerts, but I sure love play for fun, and especially to make money.
Before I notice, was already 19h00 and I start getting hungry. Since I didn't want cook, I decide go out to eat. In the same minute I was ready to open the door, a small knock at it warned me that I had visit tonight.
As soon I opened, I saw once again the most beautiful face in the world. A small and delicate face, with big green eyes and dirty-blood hair, with two pigtails.
She smiles that warm and sweet smile only her could do, and ask:
"Did your weeding propose is still up?"
I smile. Sometimes you don't need words to express your feelings
THE END!
Man, I don't like the end so much, what did you guys think?