Lifeline
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Dick
Jason lets out a sigh as he looks at the blood slowly flowing from his wrist. What would his family say if they saw this? Jason has to scoff at that word.
''Family….''
He doesn't really have a family. If he ever had them it would have been the Jason that died that they loved. But Bruce never cared about him. He only cared about Dick. Probably only took him in because he was lonely. Because he missed Dick, the first Robin.
''Damm it…''
He could never live up to that legacy. Even though he really admired Dick, he wanted him to like him but he realised soon that Dick didn't like him at all and didn't try to be like a brother to Jason. No he acted like a brother to Tim, even to Damian but not to him and it hurt.
''Still…'' Hurts. Jason whispers into the air.
Right now their relationship is better, Dick is trying even Jason can see it. But now he feels like he doesn't even deserve it. Dick only does it because he wants to be nice, to make the guilt less of not being a better brother before Jason died. But even if Dick tries Jason can see the difference between how he treats Tim, Damian and him as clear as the difference between night and day. Can he say that he doesn' t understand why? No of course he can understand. Doesn't make it hurt any less. If only dick tried when he was young. But no one can change the past, and even if people did would the future turn out different? Knowing his luck it would only turn worst. But his chest does hurt knowing what they have and he will never have. Like when Dick and Damian talk over the comm about new moves they should try during the training sessions, or dick talking with tim about other stuff. Jason's never invited. And even if he doesn't want to admit, it hurts. Maybe they don't even notice.
Dick Never cared about him, just like Bruce, He never understood him. He locked him up in arkham for goodness sake! The same place where the joker was. That was not good for his stability no it only worsened and it took a lot to get slightly better. But they don't know that, didn't even ask.
Another cut is visible on his wrist.
Author's note
Since Jason is alone in the bathroom it is a little bit hard to write more dialogue but I will try.