I started to kiss Karma back and couldn't help but bask in the difference of this kiss from all of the others that we have shared. While Karma has initiated most of our kisses I feel like this one is the most real. We have never kissed with tongue but I feel her lightly brush her tongue on my lower lip. That is when I decide to take the kiss deeper. I put my hands into her amazing hair and puller her closer to me. I nibble on her lip and it elicits a soft moan from Karma that makes me nearly fall apart. My mind is swirling with heat and lust and I can't think of anything but Karma and how much I want her. I slowly start to lay her down on the bed and then I snap out of it when my towel slides down my body leaving my breasts exposed. I jump back and cover myself breathing hard.
My god Karma is so beautiful. She is laying there staring up at me breathing heavily and her eyes are the darkest I have ever seen them. I can only stare at her and then my mind starts turning against me. I just slept with Liam last night and here I am making out with Karma this morning. I can't do this. Here is the love of my life baring her soul to me and telling me all of the hardships she has faced due to her confusion about us. Look at me I slept with the guy she was dating as of about 12 hours ago. I need to be truthful with her and the sooner the better.
"Karms? There is something I need to tell you." My voice is full of trepidation and I am having a hard time looking Karma in the eyes.
"Wait! Amy, can I go first?" I nod my head and let her talk. Mostly so I can gather the courage to tell her something that could possibly ruin our friendship forever. "That kiss just confirmed something for me. I do like you as more than just my friend. I didn't think that I could ever have feelings for another girl and that is what was freaking me out. I've realized something though. It isn't about liking guys or girls." Karma grabs my chin and looks me deeply in the eyes and I almost swoon at the emotion I see in them. "It is about liking you." Karma softly places her lips on mine and then looks back to me, " I guess that I just answered your question." Karma softly laughs and looks at me waiting for a response. "Oh, wait! There was something you wanted to tell me right?"
There was no way after all of that I could tell her was there? I finally got what I had wanted since this whole thing started. I couldn't risk losing her over some stupid drunken mistake that meant absolutely nothing to me. I look up into Karma's eyes and see nothing but acceptance and love looking back at me. " I wanted to just tell you that we can take this as slow as you want. I just don't want you to feel pressured into anything. I want you to be sure of how you feel. I don't want you doing anything because you're afraid to lose me." I chickened out! I mean I do mean what I said but this is a pretty big secret.
Karma giggles and grabs my hand, "Amy, do you really think I would do that?" No, not completely. "I'll always be your best friend no matter what. If we don't work out as a couple then I would still want to be your friend. Don't you feel the same?"
I look at her and get a big smirk on my face, " Did you just call us a couple?" Karma gives me a playful shove and smiles at me. "So what if I did Raudenfeld?"
I take her hand and ask, "Well then that means no more faking it. This is real!" I pull her towards me and kiss her hungrily. Karma pushes me off and looks at me seriously. "Amy, I expect to be wooed here. So we can't be a real couple until you ask me out for real." I knew it couldn't be that easy. "You're on Ashcroft!" I wink and start thinking.
AN: I'm sorry it took so long to update. Also, I just got my wisdom teeth removed today so this might be bad. Just let me know what you think. :)