Sorry this took so long. It took me ages to figure out how to add a new chapter. I am a spoon lol

Really big thankyou for the comments. They made me smile :)


Chapter 2

Two weeks passed and Naomi hadn't been to college. She couldn't bring herself to go. To face everyone and their questions. To face Emily. But exams were starting soon and she wasn't going to fuck up her A-levels like she fucked up her relationship.

So today was the day. As she walked up the green towards the college entrance, she couldn't help but feel slightly nervous. What if Emily had turned everyone against her? What if they all took Emily's side and left Naomi with no-one? She couldn't believe she was so worried about losing her friends. She used to thrive on being a loner. It was how she wanted to be. But not anymore. She didn't know what she'd do if she lost her friends as well as Emily.

"Naomi!"

The shout bounced her out of her daydream. She turned around as Freddie approached her.

"Hey haven't seen you in like two weeks where've you been?"

Maybe Emily hadn't said anything.

"Oh, I just wasn't feeling the best. Bit of a bug, you know."

"How's Effy?" she added, feeling a pang of guilt for temporarily forgetting about her friend's suicide attempt.

"I'm fine, and you?"

She jumped at the sound of Effy's voice on her other side.

"Jesus Eff, you really need to stop doing that."

Effy just smiled as she took a drag of her cigarette.

"We going in then?" Freddie asked, putting his arm around Effy and making his way to the entrance.

Naomi walked slightly behind the couple and couldn't help but feel jealous of their giggling and kissing as they walked hand in hand towards the common room. She wasn't sure she was ready for this yet. She wasn't sure if she could face Emily without breaking down in the middle of college. But it was too late now.

"Here goes", she said to herself as she entered the common room.

Everyone was sat in their usual places. Panda on the sofa, waving enthusiastically as she, Effy and Freddie approached and Katie sitting beside her watching JJ making a fish appear and disappear from a bottle of water. Katie looked up as she approached and sat down beside JJ.

"Finally took a break from the lesbian sex fest then?"

Naomi looked at her confused and before she could ask what Katie was talking about Effy interrupted,

"Where's Emily?"

Naomi didn't know what to say. They hadn't seen Emily either?

"Yeah where is she?" Naomi looked over to Katie, "I thought she would have contacted me to gloat now that you two are all loved up again."

Naomi just looked at her friends with a confused expression.

"Naomi, you ok?" Freddie put his hand on her shoulder.

"No I-", Naomi started. Where was Emily? "I haven't seen her either."

Katie looked at her "What today?"

"No, I haven't seen her in about two weeks." Naomi looked at Katie who had that familiar furious look on her face.

"You what?! What the fuck Naomi where is she?!"

Naomi honestly didn't know what to say. She had no idea where Emily could be. She assumed she'd gone home that night.

"I thought she'd gone to you after…."

"After what?!" She could see that Katie was getting angrier.

"After we broke up…." Naomi put her head in her hands as she trailed off. What if something had happened to Emily.

Her friends were just looking at her. Even Katie didn't have anything to say.

Effy broke the silence.

"So, no-one has seen Emily in two weeks?"

Katie pulled out her phone and started searching frantically for Emily's number.

"I swear to god Naomi if anything's happened to her….." Katie was cut off as Emily's voice mail sounded down the phone.

"Emily! Where the fuck are you? Please phone me as soon as you get this." Katie's voice was trembling slightly. Naomi had never seen her like this.

She felt sick.

Where was Emily?