i do not own twilight of any of the characters. i do own elle and will thou :L

Will's P.O.V.

We got back to the house after hunting, the house smelt really good, strange, Kate was putting out some photo's I walked up to look, too curious that was me. There was a picture of six people all dressed in black and/or pink, with heavy pale make-up the girls all had thick black eyeliner outlining there eyes. They all had black hair, one girl caught my eye she was laughing and she was beautiful she looked just like Elle. It hurt my heart just to think about her but this girl looked nearly exactly alike although she was if it was possible more beautiful. This is impossible she died, I saw the body, but that's the family that was with her, maybe, wait what's that smell? Human? I span round and there she was wearing an outfit that looked so sexy it shouldn't be allowed. Her top clung to all her new curves, she didn't have an inch of fat on her that wasn't were it was supposed to be, I noticed well it was impossible not to notice that her bust was bigger, much bigger than when she was human and it had never been exactly small. She wasn't looking at me, she was talking about the other pretty blonde and a huge guy with deep maroon coloured eyes he was a newborn. The boy with the bronze hair had his arms wrapped around her, a felt a growl rise in my chest, but I stopped it, after all it had been thirteen years, and even though it killed me I had to accept the fact that she may have moved on.

When Elle finally looked at me I realised that her eyes too were slightly maroon, however they were almost golden, this fact should have repulsed me but it didn't how could she, the Tanya hugged Edward "excuse me" Elle said her voice sounded broken not as it had sounded a second ago, as soon as she had left my sight I heard her sob, "Tanya, you know she can read minds, that boy that she was in love with, the one that died was him" Edward cried. Pointing at me. "I'm sorry I didn't know" she responded sounding aghast. "No" I muttered realising that Edward was the mind reader that Tanya wanted she must have shown him something to do with me and Tanya she had asked me if this was alright earlier but that was before Elle had turned up. Nothing had happened with me or her but she said she would make something up. "Elle wait!" Edward and I shouted after her. We both ran after her, damn this Edward was fast, he was catching up to her finally but then she pushed of the floor and flew literally flew up into the sky, she was flying over the trees and out of my sight. Edward skidded to a halt. Punching the rock, he turned on me, "what was that" I asked.

"She flies but that's not important right now, she doesn't want to live anymore, she thinks you don't love her, we have to find her before she does something stupid"

"Like what were indestructible"

"Not if she goes to the Volturi and makes them kill her" he explained, I think my face got paler than it usually was, my angel, the love of my life thought I didn't love her and was going to kill herself because of it. I ran off after her.

I ran back to the house, I couldn't find her. As I entered the house I knew she'd been here the place was filled with her beautiful scent which was more potent and irresistible to me than any human blood. I ran upstairs only to see Edward sobbing tearlessly holding Elle's necklace, something was up. I followed her scent into my room and opened a book pulling out a letter, which read

'Sorry I had to leave, hopefully you'll find this in the future, and you will know that I never stopped loving you. I just wanted you to be happy. And it seems you are, with Tanya. But seeing you with someone else. It breaks my heart and I can't bear to see you again. It hurts too much, but I guess after you thought I died it was only fair that you moved on. I don't hate you for moving on. Im happy for you and I hope she makes you happy. I wanted to come back after I had changed, but you couldn't know what had happened to me. I was scared that you would hate me and fear me and being rejected by you because of what I was; it would have killed me. Also being near you would have been torture, I had to hold my breath while you said goodbye to me, but I caught some of your scent after you left, and you smelt so good. It took Carlisle, Esme, and Edward to hold me still long enough to get my thirst satisfied enough so that I didn't chase you down and kill you. I wasn't in enough control to see you. And I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I killed you. Then when I was strong enough I came back. Where I found out you had killed yourself. I stopped living. It took me so long for the pain to fade to the point where I could get on with my life. I must have got through 20ish human boys trying to get over you; they were disposed of easily, I think I killed a couple of them. I really became a bitch. I got in fights with a werewolf and nearly killed him twice, and just before I came here, I went to the battle lines in Germany to get revenge on the people that killed my father; I did it by breaking my vegetarian ways. I caught sight of myself in the mirror, and saw that I had turned into a monster. Edward helped me to get back to normal, and I went back to my vegetarian ways and then we came to see Tanya, where all the progress I had made was ruined because it was like losing you again.

I need to tell you.

I love you William Chatsworth, I always have and I always will.

Now I feel like I can do what I'm going to do next, im going to Voltera in Italy, I've lived my life and I don't want it anymore, im now not afraid to die, life's worse, don't blame yourself, I've had a long life trust me, well a lot happened in it and I wouldn't trade meeting you for the world but losing you isn't something I can deal with. Not again.

You're my world my everything and I never want to lose you again.

You make my world complete.

Love you x x x

I wrote you this the day after the accident in 1926. It's still true.

J'adore tu. X'

Oh god no! I ran out of the house moving faster than I ever had, her trail was fresh luckily she wasn't moving fast, then I saw her, "Elle stop" I shouted. She did thank god but then she spoke words that broke my heart "didn't you get my note, go home. Leave me alone"

"Elle I still love you"

"No you're just saying that so I don't kill myself, and I can't hear this anymore"

And she ran, I wasn't losing her again, so I ran after her shouting at her to stop she was faster than me. She was in heels, so how was she running so fast? I jumped landing on her pinning her beneath me, "I'm not with Tanya, never was, I love you and only you always have, and always will" before she could say anything more I kissed her passionately. And thank god she kissed me back. When we parted I didn't stop kissing her I kissed from her neck to her shoulder blades whispering "I love you" between each kiss. She rolled me over so she was on top, kissing my lips and saying "I love you" between each kiss. She pulled up, staring into my eyes. "God I love you" she said smiling a smile that made my heart leap and melt at the same time.

I got up sweeping her up into my arms again. "I love you too now let's go back, that Edward kid is crying". My angel laughed her beautiful bell like laugh and threw her arms round my neck burying her head in my chest. And I smiled for the first time since she had left. She had no idea how her touch made my heart sing, or how happy I was to have her in my arms. Or how her breath on my neck was sending waves of electricity up my spine. She took my breath away, she really was too beautiful for this world, I was surprised I was coherent when I was near her, I couldn't believe that after all this time she really wanted me. She seemed to have gotten even more outstandingly stunning, but I knew that happened with the change. I didn't deserve her, but I was way to selfish to ever even think about giving her up again. God I wanted her now. She struggled up wrapping her legs around me so we were face to face. "Edward can wait," she said and then kissed me passionately. My legs gave way and we tumbled to the ground, our lips still locked, we rolled along the forest floor each of us trying to gain control.