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The second chapter!

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Chapter 1: Better this way

Hermione's P.O.V.

I kept believing that after all the bad things, "the light" will be here to guide me to the happiness I have been waiting for so long o appear.

But we don't choose the way our life is working. So we accept it.

We have no choice.

I stood silently in my room at The Burrow. It was past 10 P.M, so Ron was probably on his way home from The Minstry of Magic. I watched a few drops coming from the sky, streaming down the dirty glass of the window, leaving it clear.

I heard a knock at the door.

"Enter", I said. My voice felt a lot weaker, because this was going to be a very long conversation. Or should I say fight?

"Why?", he asked. He was angry.

"They told you pretty fast, I see…"

"Just answer the damn question, Hermione! I was the first who should've heard! Not them! Me! Your boyfriend!

'….'

"Right now, I hate you so much… So much!", he continued.

"This is so wrong Hermione! Hogwarts?Why? For Gods Sake! You are smart enough! You…"

"I'm tired! I'm tired, okay? Don't you get it ,Ron? I-I don't know if this is right, but, Ron…. I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry…"

"God! Hermione! Are you totally insaine?! Ok, I get it. You want to go back at Hogwarts, but do not use the "break up thing" with me to just be able to go! I let you to go, but stop saying such stupid things…"

"I don't love you anymore!, I said, letting my voice go very high. I was almost screaming. I'm so done with this relationship! And you know why? Because you changed. It's been a whole freaking year since Fred's death and I know! I totally know it was a hard time for all of us to move on from loosing so many people. We all try te mentain th peace. To be happy. But you… You always come and screw things up! Like always!"

Such a long speech, huh? But I felt a lot better after saying those things. After all those long nights spent just crying because this jerk made me feek miserable…

"And what the fuck do you want me to do, Hermione?! To act like everything is fine, when it's not? To pretend I'm happy with this shitty family, when I hate every single person I see in this house?! This is who I am right now! Accept it or leave me the hell alone, bookworm!"

I know he felt a lot better after saying those things to me. But the he started crying. He just fell on his knees at the edge of my bed and started crying. I approached him and gave him a big hug, just staying like this for whole 5 minutes.

When he was at the stage where he was just shaking and sobbing, I took his pale face in my hands.

"Look at me, I said. Please?"

He loocked at me, then ut his eyes were full of sadness and sorrow

"Ron, look. I…."

"Promise me something?"

I nodded.

"Promise me that you'll never forget me. I don't really know what will I do after you leave… Probably I will leave for what The Minstry of Magic wants me… Whatever. What I wanted to say is…Hermione just..gah… what is freaking want is YOU to never forget ME, okay? Let me know that I had an impact on our life. And I honestly don't care in with way: as a friend or as a lover. Promise me that you'll remember me. Losing you is hard enough. I don't want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you…"

"Ron, you dolt! I wil never forget you!Do you understand? Never? And you know what? You actually changed my life and you mean a lot to me Really!"

"Gosh, Hermione! Thank you! And I'm so sorry for making your life so hard during the last year…"

"I-It's okay, Ron, really.."

He nodded, the gave me a big bear hug.

We were just fine.

Nothing was okay for me, it was better this way…

Better this way…

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