What You Want

School the break up

Ichigo wanted to talk to Rukia, he knew something had been up with her lately, "she's hiding something from me i know it" Ichigo said, "but what, i mean is there something she cant tell me". Ichigo saw Rukia walk into the gym nows the perfect time to talk to her he thought to himself he watched Rukia walk into the gym and shortly followed after her.

Rukia had been thinking about last nights fight. it was puzzling her mind how could she blame ichigo for her unhappiness she knew she needed to apoligize after all she couldn't tell him that she had to leave it was her fault she felt this way not his. Rukia not paying attention to where she was going she didn't even notice Alex the new kid coming straight at her...

I'd like this one chance to say

that you were the better me

you made me better in a way

you made the night turn into day

I never thought you'd be the one

to help me shine brighter then the sun

to bad we had to say goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.

"Oww" Rukia said

"Uh sorry i wasn't watching where i was going"

They stopped; noticing the awkward position they were in he was on top of her. All of a sudden Rukia felt something warm on her lips. It was Alex he ha begun to kiss her, she couldn't believe it he didn't even know her but yet the sad thing was that she began to kiss him back, it had been so long since her and ichigo kissed like this that she imagined that he was ichigo something she shouldn't have done because at this time ichigo walked in. He couldn't believe his eyes rukia out of all people kissing Alex the new kid. How could she, he wanted to kill her yet he couldn't find a word to say...Rukia opened her eyes to find Ichigo far across the room, looking at her with that grin, that same grin she hadn't seen in 5 months since they had been together. Rukia stood up that being just about the only thing she could do saw Ichigo laughing as if this was no suprise to him, she kne what that meant, the end of their freindship, they would never be the same all because she couldnt just tell Ichigo she was leaving...

"Ichigo?"

Ichigo Just smiled"I didn't know you were that unhappy

"Im not, it was a accident, I, he"

"I guess there's only one thing we can do." Ichigo turned around ready to run but the truth was he was tired of running."I guess it's kinda obvious you don't wanna be with me" he said anger and hurt in his voice now."I thought you might have wanted this" he said letting it slip to the floor." I came in here to tell ya i was sorry and that i have noticed you were upset alot lately and wanted to talk to you but" he stopped and changed the subject remembering Alex was there." We should go back to just being friends"

"Wait thats not what i want" Rukia said desperately

"And im the selfish one"

"Ichigo calm down, we need to talk, don't make decisions when your mad."

Ichigo began to walk away."Goodbye Rukia see ya around"

I hate to say those words Goodbye

they always seem to haunt me in my dreams

I hate to say Goodbye

it leaves me sweating cold into the night

I hate to say those words Goodbye

they always seem to haunt me in my dreams

I hate to say Goodbye

it leaves me sweating cold into the night

"Ichigo, Ichigo" she screamed be he was already gone, she knew he need his space but she didn't want to give it to him, she wanted to hold him and tell him he's wrong, she wanted to tell him alot of things, and there were alot of things she could say but just one thing she couldn't, and that was to tell ichigo she was leaving him again. She had completely forgotten about alex that was untill he...

"Rukia?"

"What?"

"I um am uh sorry"

"For what, this had nothing to do with you, this was bound to come right"

"Wait I"

"Maybe you should just leave me alone"

Alex left quickly, never looking back. Rukia began crying she couldn't believe it was over between them after everything they had been through it just didn't seem right. Rukia couldn't help but look at the box across the room, the one ichigo had dropped when he left. By then Rukia had stopped crying she couldn't let anyone see her crying it would only upset her more, she walked over to the box and opened it. There was a silver necklace inside that said I love you with saphire gems inside the same color as her eyes, it was truly was stunned she could barely breath, she noticed a tiny note in the box and started to cry...

Dear Rukia

I didn't get you this necklace because it matches your eyes or because you deserve nice things. I got it because i wanted this to be a reminder that I love you always and forever. We've been fussing a lot lately and you said you wanted to know that I love you and this is the only way I know how. Remember the stars Rukia. There's no stars without you

Love Ichigo

P.S. stop calling me strawberry :

Rukia had to smile at that even though this was no time to be smiling, she loved him no doubt about it and she just had to find him. Rukia stood up put the necklace on and looked for Ichigo but he was no where to be found he must have left.

It's bad when you can't believe

have of the things that you see

In this world there's no place for me

my life is just a little crazy

It's a mixture of grief and strife

It cuts and stabs at my side

too bad we had to say goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

Ichigo had left the school right after he broke up with Rukia, he went to the park and sat in the branches of a tree that had a wondrous view of the whole park, shortly after he drifted off to sleep. Rukia had gone to Ichigo's to talk to him but he wasn't there the only thing she found was a happy to see you Yuzu and Karin. As Rukia sat there wondering where Ichigo could be she realized that maybe giving him some space was good.

I hate to say those words Goodbye

they always seem to haunt me in my dreams

I hate to say Goodbye

it leaves me sweating could into the night

I hate to say those words Goodbye

they always seem to haunt me in my dreams

I hate to say Goodbye

it leaves me sweating cold into the night

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I am so sorry about the delay in chapters, i was so caught up in my other story Animal I have Become that i didn't get a chance to put up my new chapter of Love & Ichigo.