A/N: Now that I have your attention, hello readers. This is the story I have been imaging in my head for the past couple years, and have finally decided to get it out. While I write what I see and think in my head I always welcome reviews and constructive cristism! I hope you all enjoy

Disclaimer: All are wonderful characters come from the talented stephanie Meyers and twisted to my will. Rated M for later chapters.

DEVELOPING:

The year between my 4th birthday and my 5th was one of the fasted years ever. So much had changed for me. As my mind developed at such a fast rate, I excelled at all my home school study's. I was very smart, mama said I got that from dad.

I followed mama's advice about my emotions. Taking them as they came, and learned to analyze them. I could usually understand pretty well why I was feeling a certain way, and I was getting good at controlling them.

I had the biggest problem with my temper, dad says that came from mom. It was usually directed at my uncle Emmett, who loved to torture people. He was always calling me kiddo, or squirt. My temper was always wired to my age. I was sensitive about me age, rightfully so. I was physically around 16, and hated to be called 4.

It was around this time mama decided it was time to finish are 'talk'. It was just me and her again, and she explained in further detail about what would happen to me. How certain hormones would cause me to feel things, and that those things weren't wrong, but I should never give into them unless I loved that person with all my heart. She tried to explain without making it personal that when two people loved each other very much, they wanted to be together in every way. She explained the concept of sex, and how you could become pregnant if you didn't use protection.

It was hard to hear from my mom, knowing what her and dad got up to. But it wasn't exactly new information. Uncle Emmett was always telling dirty jokes.

I was overwhelmed by how fast my body had matured. As the weeks passed, I seemed to get taller every day. My round face and soft, teen like features melted away to something more grown up. Defined cheekbones, and fuller lips. My waist curved inward, and my hips flared out. Aunt Rose told me I had an hourglass figure.

One morning, about five months after my 4th birthday, I was in my closet, picking out my clothes for the day. I didn't have anything planned, so I grabbed a pair of jeans, pulling them up my legs and-nope. They would not go over my butt. Frustrated, I sighed and replaced them with leggings. Pulling a tank top over my head, I yanked it in place and groaned. How was it possible, in less than a week I had managed to develop a full chest.

"MOM!"

I was so frustrated I had tears in my eyes. This was not fair. Why couldn't I just be normal? She hesitated in the door way, probably sensing my crankiness.

"What's wrong hunny?" Her voice was calm and soothing, she walked over and wrapped me in her arms.

"Nothing fits" I mumbled.

"What do you mean sweetheart?" I huffed and pointed at the Jean's on the floor. I scowled at the offensive piece of material.

"They won't go past my butt and I'm falling out of my top." I crossed my arms over my chest, or tried to.

"Ugh!" I think I actually stomped my foot.

"Renesme, calm down. You're growing up hunny, its natural, and im afraid it's gonna keep happening. I'm not busy today, ill take you to port Angeles and well get some clothes. Okay?" I breathed, trying to calm myself and nodded.

"Good, get some shoes, I'll be right back." She disappeared, and I riffled through my shoe closet, grabbing some boots. Mom came back a minute later, keys in one hand and a sweatshirt in the other.

"Here hunny. Its one of your fathers." I pulled it over my head, taking comfort in his scent. He and my uncle Jasper were out on a hunting trip. She pulled me out of the cottage, towards the main house

"With any luck, we sneak past Alice and make it out of town before she know's were gone." I giggled at my mom, scary vampire or not, she would hide from Alice and her shopping every time. We didn't make it. Aunt Alice was in the garage, waiting for us with a pout on her pale face.

"Dammit" mom whispered at me. I laughed.

"Alright, you can come. But I'm driving." Mom said. Aunt Alice looked like she was gonna protest for a moment, then clapped and jumped into the passenger seat of daddies Volvo. Me and mom followed.

It was a relatively harmless trip. Aunt Alice mostly shopped, I try'd on things, and mama was the deciding vote on what was appropriate. She let a couple things slid, winking and saying " Don't tell your father." I was standing in the dressing room, and aunt Alice flung a load over the door.

"Try on a couple sizes and tell me which one fits." In my hands, lay 4 different bras. I blushed, but did it. I tried on 3 with no success, and fit the 4th one. I glanced at the tag before sending it back over the top. 34C. I wasn't really sure what that meant. The bra disappeared and my moms voice floated over the door.

"Well, we know you didn't get your curves from me. Must be from your dads side." She laughed lightly and I blushed. She was right tho, i already had more curves than her, and still had two more years till I was done growing.

We finished shopping, stopping for food so I could eat. We made it home before dinner, mom and aunt Alice bringing in all the bags. Uncle Emmett was in the living room with Jacob, playing on the xbox. They loved playing video games.

Jacob paused and had me in a hug in seconds. I laughed, feeling better with him here. He had been busy the past couple days. Uncle Emmett, being the annoying one he was started poking around the bags, whistling to himself.

"Watchaa got there kiddo." I growled at his nickname, already getting worked up.

"None of your business nosy." I snapped at him, turning to Jake.

"Can u help me bring these to my room?"

"Sure Nessie." I turned, intending to grab some bags. Uncle Emmett was bent over the bags, a huge grin on his face.

Hanging of his finger, was a green lace bra. My bra. I blushed scarlet, from head to toe. Emmett's booming laughed echoed the whole house.

"Well well. I guess your'e no kiddo anymore. A c cup? Dam Ness." I snarled.

"Emmett, put that down now!" Aunt Rose's voice came from the stairs, firm and dangerous. He dropped it in the bag, turning to Aunt Rose and dropped his head.

"Get upstairs." She growled, and he was gone. I was mortified, I couldn't believe he did that. Jake was still standing besides me, but his body was stiff.

I panicked, froze, and bolted. Running at full speed to the cottage, slamming my bedroom door and throwing myself to my bed. Tears ran down my face, from what I wasn't sure. Humiliation, anger? I didn't know.

It was only a couple moments later there was a soft knock on my door, and it creaked open. Heavy footsteps approached me and a steady heart beat told me who it was. The bed sagged and a large warm hand rested on my head.

"Nessie hunny...are you okay?" I couldn't look at him, I was still embarrassed. I just shook my head. He stroked my hair, calming me. My tears slowed, and dried. I sniffled, pulling myself together. I shifted, so I could see him. Still hiding half in my blankets.

"There you are beautiful." He smiled, but I didn't.

" What are you so upset about?" I shrugged my shoulders, knowing he could feel it.

"Nessie sweetheart, I know you're embarrassed. But you don't have anything to be embarrassed about. Its completely normal, I know its hard. Growing up so fast, believe me. It's hard for me. I finally get use to something, and then it changes. You're growing so quick, it's hard to wrap my head around. But your'e so incredible, you take everything so easily and do it so well. I'm so proud of who your becoming. Don't let Emmett get to you too much." He smiled, and placed his palm on my cheek. I couldn't help it, I sat up and threw my arms around him. He hugged me back tightly.

"Better?" He asked. I nodded

" Thank you, Jacob. I love you." He grinned, kissed my forehead.

"I love you to hunny. Now, lets go get those bags."

We walked back to the house, collecting my bags. Before I got out Emmett came down the stairs, followed by Aunt Rosalie. Her arms crossed over her chest, and her face stern. Emmett looked back at her, and she nodded. I had to stifle my giggle, he looked like a tiny disciplined child. His head down, he mumbled.

"I'm sorry Nessie." Rose coughed.

" It was wrong of me to flaunt your personal belongings and ill never do it again." He ended his sentence with a pout.

"I forgive you." I said, and smiled at him. He went back to his game, and me and Jake brought the clothes to the cottage.

He laid on my bed and chatted about his day while I put my clothes away. I bagged my clothes that didn't fit, and put them aside to give to grandma Esme. She always made sure they went to goodwill. I sat down, and just hung out. It was always easy with Jake, he was my best friend.