Disclaimer: I do not own Ouran High School Host Club.
You wrote back to me. I admire your handwriting. It's always been superior to mine and is kept clean. I bet you've worked hard for that handwriting. That seems so like you. In you're letter, you told me that you were swept away by your father and taken to the hq, but I'm having a hard time believing it. I know that I was not your priority and that I was merely a way to pass the days. It's been three weeks or so since you've left and I still have to be the one to incite conversing. I'm used to it after all. I liked when you began talking. You rarely had something to say, but when you did, it was beautiful. You talked about the blossoms once. You said how easy being a blossom would be. You spoke of it's effortless beauty and how it didn't have to worry about being the perfect flower. I saw the sadness in your eyes. I wanted to hold your torso and rub your back that is much bigger than mine. But, I didn't. You didn't invite me to. So, I grabbed your hand and rubbed your knuckles. You didn't speak. I hope that was okay with you, I still am curious if that upset you or not. I'm laughing right now, because I'm not sure why I care. Maybe I care, because I won't ever get to feel those rough, callused hands of yours again. Or maybe it's a void. I don't believe that I ever found you to be a way to entertain myself. Hm, my entertainment is gone. Because that's what you were right? You kept dozens of girls occupied during the club so why did you feel the need to give the extra slice of false attention to me. I hope I didn't accidentally steal it from other suitor. That would be awfully rude of me. Oh. You also asked if I was angry. I am not angry. More along the lines of frustrated. I don't know why you did the things you did and I probably never will. I'm not asking you to tell me either, by the way. Thank you, Takashi.
A.N.
Well, won't you look at that. Another update. I actually like writing for this story, because there is no dialogue or plot fillers. Just heart on paper. I got a PM about the protagonists relationship with Takashi and if this is at all related to my other story. So I will say this, THIS IS NOT A PROLOGUE OR AN EPILOGUE OR WHATEVER TO MY OTHER OURAN STORY, THE SILENT AND TALL. Anyways, I'm thinking about updating this weekly cause it's just very short paragraphs and not too much to write.
~Luna Restings