Thanks for all of the reviews, they amazing and they make me want to make the story great for you guys. Sorry I took a few days to update, but here's he deal if you guys agree and want me to do this. I know some stories get rushed to the good parts, and then quickly fade or end so I'm going to take it slow, everything I going to be carried on like the show does it, but consider Jason and Sam's show. So for every day they show Sam and Jason on general hospital, I will post Sam and Jason in the story. If they just show Jason, I might write a chapter in just Jason perspective like on the show, same for Sam. I will carry on this story line for however long the show goes. When they catch Franco, in here they will to. So I'm just adding my own twist to the show through my story. I will try to update everyday, but I am busy so for whatever day I don't update the next time I update it will be a double post. Sound like a deal? And another thing, This story is for you guys any suggestion is welcome and I will take it into consideration. Someone asked me not to make Elizabeth super psycho crazy and trying to get Jason's attention. And while I wasn't planning on doing that, I would have asked the readers what they think, if its something you do or don't want then I will do it. But she will not be like that in this story. But nothing to crazy that will stray me from my idea. And if I get something wrong like actual dialog from the show feel free to correct me. Ok that was long now on with today's episode, by the way if you watched it 12/1/09 episode did you see the way Jason came down the stairs at the gallery and how cute it was the way he came up behind Sam? That is why there is Jasam cuteness in today's post.

Sam unlocked the door to her apartment and threw the keys on the table, she was exhausted and ready to go to bed, she hoped that the nightmares wouldn't come tonight so that she could get a peaceful night sleep. She went in the kitchen to make herself a glass of water and pressed play on her answering machine hoping that Jason had called her and left a message. "Hey Sam, its me, I was hoping that you know if your not doing anything Thursday, thanksgiving day in case you forgot, well I was hoping that you might want to you know have a family dinner with me and the girls, so just give me a call back and let me know ok bye." Alexis voice went off and another message came on, hey Sam it's Lucky, could you give me a call back please, its important." The machine went off. Sam was surprised to hear from lucky she gave her statement already. She rinsed her cup out and turned out the light. She went into the bathroom and drew a bath, she poured some bubble bath soap into the water. She stripped down and pulled her robe on and sat there thinking.

"Ms. McCall I have your lab results back I wish I could give you good news but…" Sam's thoughts were interrupted by knocking at the front door. Sam stopped the water and went to answer the door.

"Sam I really need your help, I did something stupid, no not stupid, incredibly stupid, probably not even that, is there a word for it, I really don't know. All I know is once Spinelli finds out he's going to hate me and probably never forgive me." Maxie said coming up for air.

"Ok Maxie slow down, what happened?" Maxie took a deep breath and began explaining what had happened between her and Franco. Where Sam was standing a minute ago she no longer was, about 5 sentences into the story she had to sit down.

"Wow, Maxie I don't want to be anywhere near this when it explodes. How could you do that to Spinelli? I know everyone makes mistakes and I have no room to judge, but he is so in love with you, but keeping this from him is going to eat you alive and in the long run its going to hurt him more, take it from some one who knows. I hate to say it but you have to tell him." Maxie was sitting by Sam and started crying. Sam comforted her while she cried, after 20 minutes of crying Maxie finally stopped.

"Thanks Sam, your such a great friend. I know your right I have to tell him but I just don't want to hurt him, and I don't want him to hate me." Maxie said Sam gave Maxie a hug and told her everything was going to be ok. After that Maxie left. Sam was relieved she was finally going to be able to relax. She did feel bad for both Maxie and Spinelli though, it was going to crush him when he found out.

Sam turned off the light in the living room and went to the bathroom. Stripping down she got into the tub, luckily the water was still warm, she turned the water back on and continued to let it fill up. She closed her eyes and let the water run over her body. She tried to block out all the thoughts creeping up into her head. She turned the water off with her foot and relaxed back into tub. Without realizing it she started to drift to sleep

Pine, she smelled pine, it was the first thing she remembered smelling when she started to wake up. Beeping, was next she heard the sound of a monitor beeping, and without opening her eyes she knew immediately where she was. Why was she there she couldn't remember. She started moving around slowly opening her eyes. She heard breathing, and wondered if there was a Dr. or nurse in the room. When she finally got her eyes open she looked around taking in everything. Yep, it was a hospital, but she didn't understand why she was there. She looked to her left and saw someone . He looked tired as if he'd been there all night. She tried to move quietly but that didn't work he snapped his head up.

"Jason." Sam say looking tiredly at him

"Yeah, I'm right here." He said sitting up and taking her hand.

"Where?" She started to ask comforming what she was thinking.

"You're at the hospital, you were shot."

"I don't remember."

"You were at the metro court on the terrace and…"

"You gave me a note I remember."

"The bullet was meant for me. I thought Sonny was behind it but he's not."

"That's good. Jason? Am I hurt?"

"You're just out of surgery. Dr. Lee says your going to be ok.

"Dr. Lee? Dr. Lee is my gynecologist. Where did the bullet hit, Jason.

"She… She can tell you what's going on Sam."

"No, no, tell me please. Can I not have children?

"The bullet hit you lower back and it went through."

"And now I cant have kids. Is that what your telling me Jason? How could you let them do this to me?

"Now just take… take it easy. There was damage, but."

"No, no, no, how could you let…" The pain she started experiencing was unbelievable, Jason went to grab Elizabeth who buzzed for a dr. The next thing she remembered was Dr. lee and others coming in and trying to take her to surgery.

"No, please, Jason. Please don't let them take me."

"It's ok, it's ok. I love you."

That was the day Sam had thought she might lose the ability to have children, that's when her world started to fall apart. She was laying in the tub asleep when he got there. He had knocked a few times but there was no answer. He knew she was home he thought maybe she was sleep but he wanted to make sure. He let himself into the dark apartment, not bothering to turn on any lights. He crept down the hallway and saw the bathroom light from under the door. He didn't want to disturb her in the bathroom but he gently knocked. Nothing happened, he knocked again a little louder and said her name, still nothing. He quietly opened the door open a little and noticed her. She was barely above water fast asleep. He quickly grabbed a towel drained the water and lifted her out of the tub. She fell right into his arms comfortably. He turned off the bathroom light and started caring her down the hall to her room. "Jason, please don't let them." He stopped and looked down at her but she was still sleeping. He laid her down on the bed next to the clothes she had laid out, and he began to dress her. He knew Sam was a heavy sleeper but she didn't move or stir to wake up as he dressed her and placed her under the covers. She would mumble something in her sleep every now and again but that was about it. He contemplated whether he should stay or go. He didn't know if she'd be comfortable waking up and seeing him next to her. He decided to leave, he kissed her softly on the head and started making his way out the room and she mumbled again, "don't, I love you." He stoped and turned to look at her. He knew she was asleep but he needed to see her anyway. Jason turned the light off and shut the door, He kicked his shoes off along with his shirt and pants. He didn't know if she would be comfortable but he just couldn't leave now, not after hearing her say that. He slid under the covers with her and curled up next to her wrapping his arm around her waist and gently resting it on her belly. He knew where she was in her mind, he remembered her begging him not to let them take her. It was when she was shot and she thought they where taking her back to surgery and doing a hysterectomy. He remembered to. That night would forever haunt him. Because of him, Sam couldn't have what she had wanted the most, because of him she couldn't have children. It left him wondering about the pictures he had been sent. Sam couldn't have kids, so maybe whoever sent him those pictures where thinking Sam was pregnant but really it had just been before when she was pregnant. He didn't know and it was confusing to him. He figured he'd just sleep on it and ask her about it in the morning. He hugged her tighter and kissed the back of her head. He closed his eyes and thought about what she had said, even in her sleep hearing her say that she loved him still felt good, it felt familiar and right. "I love you Sam."

On the next episode.

"It seems my dear Maximista has been but the most unfaithful to me."

"We need to find out you was working with Joey Limbo, who helped stage that attack."

"I think there might be a connection to the homeless guy and Franco."

"I thought I wanted a family and kids, but after what happened with Michael, I'm happy with the choice I made to protect my son. I can't protect a child from my lifestyle."

"Hello Dr. this is Sam McCall I'm calling you about what we discussed, I've made a decision."

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